looking back on what i wrote 5 years ago i cnat believe how dumb i sounded lol. all those times of me wanting to get married and run away to this dream/fantasy land was so silly of me. boy was i naive back then. i'm 20 years old...still dating someone new of course and going to college in january...i do however have a godson..thats the most i'm going to get lol i dont want children...maybe not ever...i'm not happy with my life...i'm content with it...and for once i'm not lying. i have no reason to :)
i don't know whats wrong with me. i have a great guy i mean he is really great. but a few months ago i had someone else in my life and we broke up because he wanted to see someone else, and i can not seem to shake him out my head nor out of my heart. i don't know why. i think its because i miss him. i miss talking to hi and hanging out with him i have this really nice guy thats waiting for me heck he worships the ground that i walk on, and i am waiting for this other guy to turn around and tell me that he was wrong. i don't know why i feel like this...i wish that i didn't.
ok, well i'm about ready to graduate right..?...so i should be really excited and hyped up. but i'm not..i'm failing 2 classes and i'm stressing so bad, that i had to dye my hair because i had gray hair growing in..i was so close to just dropping out, but i guess i can't..i don't want to become like those guys you see hanging out on the corner every day, i want to get out of this area and see the whole world!!!!...thats why i need you guys as my readers to motivate me and to push me into graduating...so class of 07, and anyone else out there....could you please help me?
thanks and i hope that we can all make it and reach those goals that we stack up so high
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i don't know how it happened, but it did....so sorry for not talking to you guys in a few years..i've been pretty damn busy if you know what i mean. anyway i et this great guy over the summer and we clicked so much it was ridiculous...he's funny smart and very very sweet...i can't wait until i get married to him...i hope that i'm making the right descision..i better be..because if he breaks my heart..there will be some serious hell to pay
I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!!!! <3
hello people, i know it has been a while, but my family has just moved from philadelphia to Florida. Its nice,hot and always sunny, but its just not home. I'm missing my boyfriend and i'm missing my best friends. you have no idea what its like. School is almost out, i have 1 week left, and well like i said before, it's not home, if you have any advice for me, please I'm begging you please give me some advice on how to move on.
Lizzy