Sorry guys for not writingback so soon, i got busy with mid terms and going to the doctor for my knee. I never realizead
how depressed I got when my boyfriend and i broke up. To tell you the truth, I don't call him my ex, but more like a first love. Every time i think about him, I cry, and cry. I miss him so much. well now I have to go, I have to go to my community Service. Bye

I swear to god, i wish i could turn back time because my boyfriend had me really craving for him. you ever have really good sex and you feel like your boy or girl friend left you unfinished. Like they just took you to heaven and then dropped you back down! Like they showed you the greatest thing in the world and then shut the door in your face! I have and I just want to go right back to that moment he showed me what I never thought I'd experience. He put it on me like a man should he showed me the world all in an hour and then brought me back! If you ever experience anything like that you'll know excactly what I 'm talking about but trust me the first time is the best time!

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Today is my little cousin's birthday. He turns 4, I feel really bad because I forgot all about it. So now I have to make a long distance phone call and wish my little cousin a happybirthday. Well I have to go because i have work to do, so, until then.


!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE!!!

dear every one, i didn't realize that my family cared not one percent about me. Every day i wake up hoping that my life would change. My mom thinks i live in a fantasy world, amd my three sisters laugh at me every single day. Then when I write a suicide note they think i'm playing. Well yeah i'm not going to lie, I slit my wrists, and when I woke up I found myself in a hospital bed. My life is totally dead. I don't have dream house, a dream guy, now that is fantasy. well i have to go, so i'll see you guys later.