Don't you hate the feeling when, you've been with your lad for nearly 8 months and everything is going perfect...but then it feels like we're difting apart like, he wants to go and have fun...and feels like he's having more fun without you...its not the way it's meant to be is it?  urgh, its getting on my nerves now, he's gone to visit his mum for a few days, but how many day's is a few nowadays... It makes me wonder sometimes, why does he go over there, but when he's over there im not allowed out, but he goes out drinking and that...it doesn't make sense. i need help. yes, maybe im to young to be inlove, but im 16...and i do actually love him...

to be fair, i don't know what im gonna do, i just don't wanna say anything and lose him, but he means to much, for me to lose.....:/