Hello! How's it going?
My dad had his heart surgery last Friday. He did very well - he got to come home Tuesday. He had to have his aortic valve replaced and they had to redo one of his by-passes that he had at 32. The doctor gave us some bad news but slightly expected - he said on the outside dad is 55 but on the inside he's 70 because of his heart diease.
The girls spent a few days extra with Josh. They were happy to see me when I got them. They are my world.
Things with Ben were going great. Then bam... now I'm at a position that I have to sit and wait. He's well worth waiting on ... but I feel like there's nothing I can say or do to 'help' the situation. We shall see on Sunday what happens to me and him.
Gonna get back to work.
Hello everyone! It's been awhile since I last wrote - for many reasons.
The girls enjoyed their birthdays and Christmas. I will upload the pictures of both their birthday and Christmas soon.
Let's see in the last entry I was talking to Ed. Last time I talked to him was Nov 12th - he hasn't called or contacted me in any way. Right before my birthday... I think he was after one thing - realized he wasn't going to get it anytime soon and gave up.
Shortly after that - I met Ben. He's so freakin awesome.

Hello Everyone!Hope everyone is doing well. Me and the girls are doing pretty well. [:)] We carved a pumpkin the other night. I will post some new pictures of the girls in the next entry. The pictures are on facebook so I will upload them to photobucket or something tonight.
Yesterday was a bad day ... felt miserable ALL day. Not sure why or what was making me feel that way. Josh got the girls yesterday so they could spend the night with him. His work schedule is crazy - so he might not be able to get them one night this weekend like we've been doing since we split. After they left I fell asleep for an hour on and off. I woke up to my phone ringing. It was Ed ... [:)] He wanted to know if I wanted to come over since the girls were gone. So I went to his apartment & watched 2 movies.
The girls are going to be little devils for halloween - that's what they picked out. It's fitting for Keira ... she's so mean sometimes. [:)]
Well hope everyone has a wonderful day!
~Amber~
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Hello everyone!How's it going? It's going alright for me I suppose. I have a date with Ed on Friday when Josh gets the girls. I have to find out what time he's going to get the girls. We have a family reunion on Sunday so we're leaving for Alabama early Sunday morning. I'm excited for the date ... [:)] I'm such a nerd.
You know - nothing like running into your ex-husband and his girlfriend. Brittany was with me - she said "look there's my daddy." His girlfriend kept walking - she was on the phone, he gave Brittany a hug and kiss and we were on our way. Ackward ...
That's all the news I have for now.