Hello! How's it going?

My dad had his heart surgery last Friday. He did very well - he got to come home Tuesday. He had to have his aortic valve replaced and they had to redo one of his by-passes that he had at 32. The doctor gave us some bad news but slightly expected - he said on the outside dad is 55 but on the inside he's 70 because of his heart diease.

The girls spent a few days extra with Josh. They were happy to see me when I got them. They are my world.

Things with Ben were going great. Then bam... now I'm at a position that I have to sit and wait. He's well worth waiting on ... but I feel like there's nothing I can say or do to 'help' the situation. We shall see on Sunday what happens to me and him.

Gonna get back to work.

Hello everyone! It's been awhile since I last wrote - for many reasons.

The girls enjoyed their birthdays and Christmas. I will upload the pictures of both their birthday and Christmas soon.

Let's see in the last entry I was talking to Ed. Last time I talked to him was Nov 12th - he hasn't called or contacted me in any way. Right before my birthday... I think he was after one thing - realized he wasn't going to get it anytime soon and gave up.

Shortly after that - I met Ben. He's so freakin awesome.

This is going to be a picture entry.


Not a good picture of us...




The girls helping with the pumpkin





Look at the look on her face...




This is what happens when Britt goes into the house alone...







My devils










Normal face for Keira



But she CAN smile

Ran into Josh ~ Date w/ Ed