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Root canal - Josh - R & R I will 2 if asked

  • 11/13/02 3:13 am
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~¤ Hello everyone! How's it going?!?!? It's just going here ... not to good but not to bad I don't guess. ¤~

~¤ I had my root-canal finished today ... yay ... I haven't got feeling back yet so don't know if it's going to hurt like the first part did. ¤~

~¤ Me and Josh were having alittle conflict ... he's gotten in the last 3 days to where he'd call once talk for about 5 mins or less then say "I'll call you back" but never did ... that's what my last boyfriend done to me and I promised myself I'd never let a guy just blow me off like that again ... so we had a few problems there ... but we've gotten them straighten out ... kinda ¤~

~¤ I really like Josh alot ... he's a sweetie and that's why I haven't just said "Haha take a long walk off a short bridge" is because I really care for him and I kinda understand he was having problems at home that's what caused him from not being able to call me. ¤~

~¤ I'm so hungry ... but I don't think I'm suppose to eat for 3 hours ... so that would be around 7 tonight and I don't know if I can wait that long. Don't you hate when your so hungry but then in like 20 minutes your not?!?!? That happens to me all the time. But since that's been happening I've lost some weight because I don't eat then ... ¤~

~¤ My birthday is this Friday ... yay I'll be 17 ... it seems like yesterday was my 16th birthday. My friend's birthday is the 14th (Thursday) and then mine is Friday ... ¤~

~¤ I've been having very bad dreams ... for the last week or so. All of my dreams have had Brent (my ex) in them and we always end up getting back together ... not good but I know that will never happen because I don't want it to ... he didn't treat me like I should be ... but it's just weird I guess. ¤~

~¤ This might sound bad or what not but my dentist has very pretty eyes ... I don't know what made me think of that ... maybe since I've been laying looking up at him for an hour and a half. Well I guess I'm going to go ... everyone take care. ¤~
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Fading layout for sale if wanted ...

  • 11/11/02 3:00 am
This layout is for sale if anyone wants its ... I doubt anyone would want it ... if you do want it ... leave a message here or k/n me but in the subject line put "fade layout"

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Updated - R & R I will to if asked

  • 11/10/02 4:10 am
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Hello Everyone - how's it going? It's going alright here I guess it's 1:50 a.m. I got off the phone with Josh not long ago. I went and seen him tonight ... I feel better now that I've seen him and I really don't know why.

We didn't do anything tonight other than go to the pool hall to talk to his brother and to Kroger to get coke's for his house ... we had a "talk" just alittle because he's gotten bad in the last few days to say I'll call and then he don't for like an hour past when he said he would ... and that's what my ex would do ... but I'm not comparing him to my ex just saying I said I'd never go through that again ... that's all.

I really like Josh alot ... I really love being around him I feel good about myself, I have a positive outlook on life and things in general ... my mom even said she noticed me being alot happier in the last month and a half ... than in a long time ... that's good though because I want to be happy.

Me and Josh are suppose to go watch a movie tomorrow night but we don't know what we're going to see yet ... he wanted to see "8 Mile" he was going to go with his Mom and step-dad but they went tonight so I don't know if he'll want to go see it or not. Well it's late and I'm tired so I'm going to go to bed now. Everyone talk care and goodnight.

I woke up at like 11 this morning ... ahh it was some good sleep. Anyways today is my oldest brother's birthday ... we haven't been talking since Monday night because we got into a fight ... but I called him and wished him happy birthday.

He asked me to come and go out to eat with them but I dunno if I should or not ... I guess I should ... he is still my brother even though I didn't like him for the last week =) plus my birthday is next Friday so I'd rather us be on talking terms atleast, because it's no fun knowing your brother is made at you.

I'm waiting on Josh to call ... so I'll know excatly what I'm doing tonight ... anyways I need to go for fun. Everyone take care.

AmBeR

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  • 11/09/02 12:36 am
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Today & Yesterday R & R I will 2 if asked

  • 11/07/02 3:26 am
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-----------------I should ask but I won't ...
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------------------------?¿ My DaY ?¿

?¿ Hello everyone! How's it going? It's a going here I guess ... school was pretty boring today but it always is really. Today in Public Safety my group had to teach the class about blood spatter so I was alittle nervous because I don't like people looking at me or being in the center of attention. ?¿

?¿ Yesterday we was out of school ... well Josh was suppose to come over - he didn't because he had to look for a rear axel for his truck and he was doing that most all day then when he was at home I was out to eat with my mom and Zach (a friend of mine) Well I got home and Josh was online and we talked for alittle bit then Zach put things like "Sorry man your girl is busy" & "Dude I just kissed your girlfriend" well of course it pissed Josh off he broke his computer desk and cracked his cell phone ... so last night was a fun night ... not really. But thank God Josh wasn't mad at me. ?¿

?¿ I'm really tired because Zach didn't go home till 1:20 then my mom kept talking to me about how Zach is in love with me and if I can't see it I'm blind ... blah blah blah. She was like "you just don't want to see it" and I kinda see how she came to that conclusion because I only see him as a friend. She was like "ask him how he feels" but I don't want to do that because it will hurt him that I only see him as a friend but I think he knows that ... in a way ... ?¿

?¿ I'm talking to Josh now ... I might go see him at work ... I really wanted to see him yesterday ... cause we would have spent all day together but we didn't get to ... Well I'm going to go now ... everyone have a good day. ?¿

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-------------Was it love or just her touch ....
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?¿ WeArInG ?¿ Pants & shirt
?¿ ThInKiNg ?¿ Josh is mad ...
?¿ WiShInG ?¿ Josh was here
?¿ EaTiNg ?¿ Nothing
?¿ DrInKiNg ?¿ Water
?¿ LiStEnInG tO ?¿ Nothing
?¿ LiKiNg ?¿ Josh

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----------Cause I don't think I wanna know ...
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-----------So get you somethings & get out!
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