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Pics of the girls ...

  • 04/13/09 6:30 pm
Hello everyone! I hope everyone had a good easter. We had a good easter. The girls got way too much from Josh, me, my parents, and my brother. They enjoyed finding the eggs though.

Here are some pictures of the girls. I will have some more of them tomorrow.









[ 7 ] Getting a step closer :'-(

  • 04/08/09 7:11 pm
If you haven't read my March 30th entry - go read it first.

I've decided to take my journal off password - whoever wants to laugh or poke fun at me - can. Whatever ...

Next Thursday (16th) morning we go to sign the papers and she will file them at the courthouse that afternoon. Just 30 days after - we will be divorced. When I tried to tell him yesterday - I started to cry. It's becoming more 'real' with the final step.

The company I work inside of has Friday off. For safety reasons they don't want me here without someone else here. I've come to work a few times when they had the day off but I probably won't work on Friday. I worked over almost 2 hours yesterday. I will work over some today as well - that will help off set the time.

This past weekend - there were 'ghost hunters' at my job. The security guard was telling one of the ladies about them coming in on Friday night. The building we are in use to be a Threadmill, then they turned it into a mall, and now it's a business complex.

I hope everyone is doing well. I'm hanging in there & the girls are doing good.

Amber


[B]UPDATE[/B]

To answer your question Kirsty - I don't know what they found. I will ask the guard if he knows. I can tell you what I have experienced while being here alone.

The 1st time I was alone here - I heard a little girl talking. I couldn't tell what she was saying but I heard her voice. I heard the bathroom door slam a few times as well.

The 2nd time - Josh & Britt were here as well. He went to the bathroom and as he was coming back he asked "is anyone else here?" I said "no, why?" He told me he heard a guy talking. Well about 5 minutes later - I heard 2 guys talking. No other employees were here.

[ 6 ] Hitting hard today ..

  • 04/06/09 2:26 pm
Hello everyone! Hope everyone is doing better than me at the moment. Today has been a rough day and it's only 10 o'clock in the morning. I have my good days and bad days of dealing with the divorce, being away from Josh, feeling like my family is ripping apart, & answering Brittany's questions or not crying at her statements. Today is a bad day already. I miss him! He had the girls Friday night and Saturday. I met them at the park on Saturday because Brittany wanted to see momma. They seemed to have fun with him.

I bought 2 more shirts on Saturday before the girls came home. I have to take one back though - it's too small.

Well I guess that's all for this entry.


[ 5 ] Life or something like it ...

  • 04/02/09 3:34 pm
[font=georgia] Hello everyone! I will probably be making more entries now. Trying to keep myself busy between work, the girls, and then my journal.

I got to work EARLY this morning but that just means I get to leave earlier than normal.

Last night Josh got the girls to take them to dinner. While they were gone I went jean shopping. I got 3 pair of jeans for $35. It felt good to spend a little money on myself.

Gotta start buying easter stuff for the girls. Probably should get them a dress as well.

Well I guess that's it for now. Gonna get back to work.

Amber

P.S. Thanks to everyone that has stubbied and replied to my journal. It means a lot.

[ 4 ] Life contiues

  • 03/31/09 2:23 pm
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Hello everyone! Thanks to those that responded yesterday. It means a lot to me. Everything will workout fine - it will be tough but it will be okay in the end. I think everyone seen it coming at sometime - just didn't know when. We weren't happy, we were always fighting or arguing over something. The fights are usually over something stupid/little but the fighting gets old after 7 years of it.

The girls are growing like crazy. I will take some pictures of them today. I've been coming in early so I can go home at 2 - spend time with the girls outside playing.

I hope everyone is doing well.


Just want to add ...

I know most ex-wifes have bitter feelings and are out to make their ex's life miserable. I'm not ... I'm not bitter. Actually neither one of us is bitter - we're doing good getting along, working around each other.