The name of this is called Never to be
It's sad and it's my real life

~*~*~*~~I knew this boy we were friends and he wasn't that cute. Then one day I started liking him~*~*~*~ He was in 8 th grade and I was in 7 th and we only had one class together chess~*~*~*~ And it was the last day in chess class and then I realiized I had a crush on him~*~*~*~ But I didn't tell him cause we were suppose to me friends~*~*~*~ One day we were having a school *~*~*~ dance so I asked him to go with me*~*~*~ So I sent him a note asking him*~*~*~



I gave it to my friend to give to him
I asked her what he said ( You no what the jerk did!!) He showed his friends ripped it up and laughed( How cruel is that?) Other girls thought he was ugly except me I liked him alot. And when I found out he did that I was crushed. That was really cruel. Then my friend found out I liked him she begged him to go out with me everyday like 10 times a day. He would say he would think about and then say maybe then say no. He was playing hard to get.


Now if you think i'm going to get him to be my b/f keep on reading to find out.


One day my friend said he liked her and kissed her and asked her out. I did not believe her. Then I started to then I just went totally sad the boy I liked had a crush on my best bud.

Think that's bad keep on reading

She on my other best bud were whispering to each other saying maybe you should tell her. And I was like tell me what. So my firend told me that she lied that she was joking the boy I had a crush on didn't like her she was playing around. I got so mad her then she got mad at me. ( Wondering why she got mad at me?) We have that type of strange relationship If i'm mad at her she's mad at me. If say something that makes her mad she' not my friend anymore. If I just don't feel like talking to her she mad at me and is not my friend anyomore. ( How do I put up with her?) I have no idea. But i'm use to it now.

Think this is going to end in a happy ending guess again

We weren't mad at each other anymore. Then one day we noticed he was hanging out with this girl all the type. My friend told me that he had a g/f. Are you thinking like no way that can't be possible. Well yea it is. It turned out it was his g/f. Now that is something that just hurt me bad. And on that his g/f hated me she didn't even no me. We'd call each other names and stuff. I hated the boy I liked. Like in stacies orrico's song stuck I hate him but I love him I can't stop thinking of him. That song she made it's like it was made for me. It describes how I feel in so many ways. I made alot of enemys because of his stupid g/f. Then one day a bunch of gurls come up to my table and say why'd you write that my so and so had sex with this boy named Adam. It's not the same girl i'm talking about it's her friend. I said it wasn't me no one belived me. I wouldn't write stuff like that. Anyway my life was falling apart my grades, my social life. A few day before the last day of school. I brought these things called popppers you pop them and they make a sound. I didn't give this boy one so he told on me. I got in trouble I was suspened the last days of school. I went and cleaned out my locker then I saw this note.


You think it gonna end good keep reading

I heard that boy I like was going to send me a letter and break up with his g/f. I got my things and walked down hall and read it. I was crying because he liked me and was going to break up with his g/f for me. I was so sad. My eyes were all teary and red. What had I done? The boy I finally liked liked me to and I would never see him gain. he was going to high school. I was going into 8 th. Then I came back on the last day of school to see my friends for the last time. I wrote a letter to the boy I liked but i'm not telling you what it said it was mushy and stuff. I had his friend give it to him. I saw him look at me a few times. Then these cute boys who are totally popular came over my friend took a picture with them. And so did I. I ruined the picture I had on too musch makeup And the pose I did was awful. So i'm cutting myself out. Then when my friend left. The boy I liked was atnding still talking to his friend. Wondering if this ends like a fairy tale
happily ever afetr ( As if).

I never went over there to talk to him. He left I went to the car crying my eyes out. The was the day of my life. Then just a week ago I found out that my firend saw him and he said he hated me and stuff. But I didn't belive my friend because she tells so many lives.

So do you think this was a fairy tell
probaly not
It's like romeo and Juliet
I love romeo but we can't be together
cause if I would have went over to talk
to him It could have been a fairy tale
ending

or not maybe i'm exzagerating a bit

Think I should have talked to him?
Or played hard to get guys like that?


Well that's it

And now for my last bit of bad news
My best friend ( you no the liar she's moving)
All my best buds always move away.