Omar was on his senior retreat so he wasn't at school today. I had nothing to look at today. I know, I'm pathetic, it's all I talk about. But you know what? It brings spice to my life. I'm such a boring person, I'd have nothing interesting to talk about if I didn't like him.
I got an early birthday gift from my friend Dominiqua, she got me a silver ring with a baby blue stone in it! It's so cute, but its so big, it dosnt fit on any of my fingers, so I put it on a chain.
The cable guy came to my house when I was at school today and installed digital cable box in my room, I'm excited I've got more channels to surf through now.
Well I better go, thank you for letting me vent about Omar, maybe one day I'll get the courage to tell him my secret, well at least some time before I graduate. I have a lot to do before my Cotillion on Saturday.
-clean my room
-finish my website
-pick up dress
Hopefuly thats it. I'm really nervous about my party, either that or I'm anxious...I'll tell you how it goes kay?
Bye Bye Bye

Well, It was boring, but I acutally got some stuff done! I finally learned the "It's Gonna Be Me" dance, now I'm debating on weither to perform it at my birthday party next week.
Speaking of which, it is now hitting me and I'm really nervous. I'm gonna be 18 and everyone is gonna be looking at me. And the sad thing is, what I'm really hoping is that Omar will be there, but I really doubt he would go. That would completly make my party. Yeah, I still like him, but still so afraid to say anything to him. Hopefully one day I'll have the courage.