BSBLuva4eva , 26

Hello everyone. :)

Since it's after midnight I just wanted to update so I can get my journal on the top 20 list, lol. Read yesterday's entry for a full update. :)

Y'all have a good one.

<3 Serena

Hello everyone. :)

Well, I got done working my 9 days in a row..finally. Last night made 9. It was horrible..I swear I've been soo stressed out the past week and a half. I was so glad to have a day off today..even though it was kinda shitty.

First of all, today was the 2nd anniversary of the day my Grand Prix was wrecked. You know the wreck in which my car was hit by another uninsured driver? Yea..also the one we're STILL fighting with. I have yet to see a penny from it..ugh. Hopefully I will soon though. We have to take her back to court here in about a month or so. Yea, that'll be fun.. *rolls eyes*

Anyway..I also had a bad day because Cory just left early this morning and said he was going to the bank. Well, he was literally gone ALL DAY. It pissed me off, not to mention..it worried me alot. I was not very happy. I didn't want to drive anywhere today, with it being the 2nd anniversary of the day I lost my favorite car and all. I'm really superstitious, and I know it's stupid, but that's just me.. =/

Anyway..I had to go get my check at work and then go to the bank and shopping by myself. Mind you, it was my first day off in 9 days and I haven't gotten to do ANYTHING for over a week. Cory went out to eat with some friends on Sunday and I couldn't even go. We've been at each others throats alot lately..I don't like it but like I said, I've been really stressed out. I know he has too. I'm not really sure what's going on but it's just adding to the frustration.

Well, I just found out my sister is getting a divorce. My brother is in the middle of one right now actually..so it's double drama. My brother is barely even allowed to see his kids right now, we hardly get to see them either. Sucks. Plus I have a nephew on house arrest and one that got kicked out of his house and had to move an hour away. Oh yea and my other brother and his girlfriend are now living with us..which makes 7 people and 3 cats in one little trailer currently. lol. It's definitely crowded. We did have a dog for like a week too..but he's somewhere else right now.

I really wish I could get out of the house and do something with my friends but none of my friends really contact me anymore and it really sucks.. I like hanging out with Cory but sometimes I just need girl time ya know?

Anyway..I'm gonna end this now. Y'all have a good one.

<3 Serena

Hello everyone. :)

Well, I'm not pregnant. I was WAY late starting, but I did last night finally. Kinda sad cuz I really do want kids, but I guess I'm kinda relieved too because we're not really in the best position to be having a baby right now. But..it'll happen in good time, I'm sure. Hopefully, anyway.. Maybe within a year or two.

Not much else has been going on. I'm in the middle of working 9 days in a row. I've got 5 days down and 4 to go. Should be fun. haha. Then I have Thursday and Friday off. Thursday is the 2 year anniversary of the day my Grand Prix was totaled. Not really looking forward to that. I can't believe I'm still fighting with the bitch 2 years later.. But egh..I won't get into that right now. lol.

Cory and I are still doing well, obviously. It's been 2 months now. May not seem like too long, but it's been the greatest relationship I've ever been in, hands down. I love him so much. I can't imagine life without him now. :) <3

I got a 20 cent raise at work last week. That's pretty exciting I guess. lol. In October, I should be getting a 2 dollar an hour raise. Can't wait for that one. I can also refinance my car so the payments are lower. I want to try and get something different if I can, but if not, I'm happy with what I have for another year or so. Definitely in a year I'll be trading it in though. I really want an SUV..mainly a GMC Envoy. Not really sure yet though.

Well, I can't think of anything else to talk about. I'll end this now. Y'all have a good one.

<3 Serena

Hello everyone. :)

Just thought I'd write an entry real quick before midnight. I'm kinda bored cuz Cory's at work for the night and I'm off tomorrow, so don't really have much else to do right now. lol.

My nephew Bobby had to move an hour away last night cuz his mom kicked him out of the house. He went to live with his Grandpa (my mom's ex-husband). I'm kinda sad about it cuz he shouldn't have had to do that, but my sister will realize one day (hopefully soon) what she's doing/has done to him.

There's alot of things going on in my family right now..so anyone's thoughts/prayers are appreciated. Thanks!!

Love you all!!

<3 Serena

Hola!! :)

I'm just sitting around the house bored while Cory sleeps. He works 3rd shift and he didn't get to sleep until a few hours ago so I'm leaving him to rest while I do stuff around the house. I was off yesterday and today..gotta go back to work tomorrow though. I work Customer Service 10:30-7, and then Sunday I work Customer Service 11:30-8, and then I get Monday and Tuesday off. I'm excited.

Anyway..we still don't know if I'm pregnant or not. I've been waiting to take a test because I don't know how accurate it will be right now. I just discovered that we had sex everyday of my fertile period and it said there's a very high chance I could be pregnant and I haven't had my period yet..so we'll see.

I've been playing Sims 2 again. I started a family with me and Cory, and the first time we tried for a baby I got pregnant on the game. lol. Now we have a daughter named Alivia. I named her while Cory was at work and then I told him about her. He said he liked that name and said maybe someday it'll come true. haha. We both decided we want a girl first if we do have a baby. He has 3 little brothers so he said a baby girl would be nice, lol.

The other day when I was at work, Cory came in to bring me an iced mocha from my favorite coffee shop and some candy. Well someone I work with told my manager that he visits me all the time at work and never leaves, when that was the first time he'd ever been in while I was actually working. The only people that even know he's my boyfriend are my friends, so I'm kinda mad because now I know that it was a friend of mine that did that to me. My boss just told me to keep it to a minimum because she knows that people can't mind their own business and she didn't even know who Cory was so obviously she'd never seen him before which means he's definitely NOT in all the time.

Anyway..yea..there's been lots of drama at work lately and I'm so close to just finding another job and quitting there. It's becoming ridiculous lately. But I've gotta hold out, especially if I'm going to be having a baby soon. Because since I'm full time I get maternity benefits and I have insurance thru my job which would obviously come in handy if I am pregnant. So I'm just gonna try and not get upset about it for the time being.

Well I should go. Y'all have a good one!!

<3 Serena