BSBLuva4eva , 26

I know I know. I haven't written in awhile. I've been pretty busy, and even when I'm on here..and I just never feel like writing. Anyway..of course I'm not gonna tell you everything that has happened, that'd take pages. lol. But I'll try and sum everything up.

Well first of all, I leave Saturday morning for Florida!! I'll be in Tampa from Thursday-Sunday. I know, it's only 4 days..but that's all I can really go without taking a full vacation. I'm just taking 4 days off and then a personal day because I'm saving my actual vacation for later this year. Anyway..yea. Should be fun. I haven't been there in 9 years and I'm really looking forward to going back. I love Florida. I would move there if I had the chance. Seriously..that's a dream of mine for when I get older, to live there.

Anyway..other than that, let's see.. Nothing really that new. Oh besides having about 3 or 4 guys that I like and not being able to choose between them all. I don't want to choose because it's just so impossible, they all have their pros and cons. So I'm kinda putting it off currently..hoping that the right answer will come to me.

Maybe I should tell you about the candidates. First of all, there's Cory..he's 26, he's friends with my cousin, that's how I met him, he's extremely sweet, he's a gamer nerd (which I love of course), but he still lives with his mom (the downside). Then there's Justin, he's 20 (almost 21), he works with me, he has an apartment with his cousin, he's really cute, he always smells good, and he's SO incredibly sweet, kind, and caring. Third is Jason..he's 31, he has his own house, he also works with me, he's a really HOT rocker, he's not so openly nice, he's kinda more the sarcastic bad boy type, but he's got a pretty good set of morals and a good head on his shoulders. He's definitely the hottest of them all and I feel the strongest physical attraction towards him..which I do believe is important. I think he seems like the best all-around guy, but I kinda heard that he doesn't really want a relationship right now. I guess he's enjoying being single. I just can't help but be attracted to him though. And I honestly don't know what to do. Oh yea..I forgot a guy. His name is Nate, he's only 18 (almost 19 though), he also works with me, he goes to college out of town though so he's just now back for summer break..he's probably the one that flirts with me the most and we were getting really close last summer before he moved away. I don't know what to think of him right now, but I have a feeling that we're getting even closer this year..he seems to have changed alot and he's much more mature. The biggest reason we never pursued anything last summer is because of the age difference. I'm 4 years older than him and it's just weird for me, I never date younger guys. But..he's alot of fun and I really like being around him cuz I'm constantly laughing. Alot of people we work with think he's a huge dork and they make fun of him because they say he's too creepy..but anyone who knows me well can tell you that I don't care about that, I like dorks and I like creepy people/things. He's not really creepy anyway, he just has a very twisted sense of humor, which isn't always a bad thing..haha.

So..I think that's it. Yea it's a big mess. They're all great guys and I really do like all of them..I just can't decide who I like the most.

Other than all the guys, not much else is going on. Just been working alot as usual..you know. :)

I can't think of anything else to write about. I guess I'll end this here. Y'all have a good one!!

<3 Serena

Hello everyone!!

I won't even try to catch up since my last entry, since I'm sure there's wayyy too much to put in here. :) So I'll just update on what's happened this weekend.

I worked Friday night 2:30-11. Closed Accounting. Actually I left at about 11:15. So I got 15 mins overtime, yay. :) More money. After I clocked out, I talked to Justin for awhile. We were talking about these programs he has on his computer that he can download movies before they even come out on DVD. Then he was saying he can download applications on his computer from this site as well. Then I was like, wow, can you get Windows Vista? He told me yea..so I asked him if he'd be willing to get it for me and put it on my computer. He said he would so I'm pretty excited about that..now I won't have to buy a new computer to update my operating system. I've been anxious to use Windows Vista. I love it on my sister's computer. :)

When I got home that night, I watched some tv and stuff. Oh, I got DirecTV last week and it has DVR..and I have it set to record every episode of Law and Order: SVU that comes on a certain station. So I've been watching quite a few recently. I'm finally getting to watch all the ones I've missed over the years. It's awesome.

I got up Saturday around noon or so. Chilled around the house for awhile, got online for a bit. Around 4, I started to get ready. I went to a sex toy party with some friends from work and Linz. It was interesting, to say the least. lol. But pretty fun. I didn't buy anything..yet. I still might though. Just gotta decide what I wanna get. They had alot of cool stuff for sure. :)

After the party, I took Linz to work (she works 3rd) and then met my friends/family at Applebee's for my bday dinner. After that, we all went to my favorite bar (Wrigley). Had tons of fun. Actually got to hang out with our local roller derby league..the Fort Wayne Derby Girls. They're all so awesome.

Mainly I just spent the night hanging out and talking to my friend Cory. He's a friend of Linz and I. He works with Linz and he dated her for a short time but there really wasn't any connection between them at all. Now he likes me but he isn't sure if he wants to pursue it or not. I got all this info from Linz..she told me this morning, lol. I'm not sure what I'll say/do if he does ask me out, but I guess I'll cross that bridge when/if I get to it. He's such a sweetheart and he's cute and fun too, but I'm just not sure if he's really "my type". I mean, I guess he is..but he's sort of shy and inexperienced and well, let's just say I'm not. lol. So yea.

Anyway..I've basically just spent today enjoying my day off. Went to Steak n Shake with my mom, I love their food. It's so yummy. After that, we went to Target. I bought some black capris, some flip flops that have peace signs on them, a necklace, a bracelet, a basket, and a few snacks. Oh and some soda. I think that's it.

When we left Target, we just came home and I've been here ever since. Gonna get offline in a bit and watch The Notebook..I DVR'd it today. I haven't seen it in forever. I used to have it on DVD but someone stole it. :(

My birthday is in an hour!! I'm so excited. I also found out that tomorrow is the official Ron White day in Texas. He's my absolute FAVORITE comedian..so it's kinda cool that his day is on my bday.

Oh..and I found out yesterday that my favorite Golden Girl, Bea Arthur died. She played Dorothy. RIP Bea!! <33

Hope y'all have a good one. :)

<3 Serena

Skipped a few days there. haha. Oh well. :)

First of all, Happy Birthday to Cory today!! He's become a really good friend in the past few months. He dated my cousin Linz for awhile but he's not really her type, he's such a sweetheart though. I <3 him. Not really in that way, but yea. Happy birthday Cory!!!!!!

Let's see..I gotta think of what I've done since my last entry. I think my last one was on Thursday.. Ok so on Friday I believe I worked like 3-11 or something. Closed accounting. On Saturday, got up and worked Customer Service from 11:30-8. Hung out at home for a bit and then met my friend Sherry and her bf Shaun at Wrigley and drank until like 3am. Got pretty trashed, so I stayed at Sherry's house. Got up the next morning (Easter) and went home and changed clothes and then went to my sister's for Easter dinner. I was fine for awhile, and then I took a nap upstairs in my nephew's room. I ended up leaving there mad cuz my other nephew wouldn't leave me the hell alone. He's quite annoying when he wants to be, which is most of the time. =/

After I left there, I took my Grandma and Linz home. Actually, I hung out with Linz for the rest of the day/night. First we just hung out at her house and played Guitar Hero World Tour. I sang vocals while she played drums, and then she switched and played the guitar. It was really fun, actually. Then her friend Beep came over so we hung out with him for a bit. Then we went to see Hannah Montana with our friend Cory (mentioned above) and some dude Linz met on Facebook named Arturo. He didn't talk at all, lol.

After the movie, me and Linz just went back to her house and ended up just sitting there talking for like a couple hours. Didn't get home til about 3:30am. Went to bed around 5 or so I think.

Went to work at 2:30 that day. I was there til 11. I had to do Uscan, which is the absolute worst job I do..I hate it. I don't do it very often, so that's good..but ugh I get so annoyed with the customers down there. They're so rude. :(

After work, I came home and got online and then ended up falling asleep at about 12:30 or so. Had to get up at 7 to get ready to take my cat to get spayed. Got there and waited for like an hour, then finally got to the exam room and they took her. Left and came home and took a shower, then ended up taking a nap for awhile. Went back to pick her up around 3pm. Got home and opened the carrier and she couldn't even get out. She tried so hard, it took her awhile (we didn't wanna move her cuz we didn't know if it would have hurt her). She finally came out but everytime she tried to walk she'd fall over. Poor baby. :( And her head kept swaying around and she looked all dizzy and sick. I know the drugs were still affecting her. They didn't wear off til this morning sometime. She's ok now, but I think she's still hurting cuz she's not doing much. But she should be ok in a few days.

Anyway..after we got her home, I think I just stayed home for the rest of the night. Ended up napping off and on all afternoon/night. Finally got up for good around 11:30pm and stayed up til about 4 or so watching movies. Got up and went to work at 3pm today. Had to close accounting. Got out of there around 11:30. Found out I don't get another day off til next Wednesday. It was supposed to be Thursday, but I switched with a guy so he's closing for me on Wednesday and I'm closing for him on Thursday. I'll miss Grey's Anatomy, but I can always watch it the next morning online.

Oh yea..my nephew Bobby has been locked up since January, but he might get to come home within the next couple of weeks. They court ordered him to get his GED while he's there, and he took the practice test the other day and is pretty sure he passed. If he did, he can take the real test and then if he passes that, he gets to come home. It wasn't supposed to be until June, but we're hoping he'll be home sooner than that. I can't wait to see him. I haven't talked to him or anything for 3 months. He's my baby..I miss him so much. :(

Anyway..I'll catch y'all later. Have a good one!!

<3 Serena

Ok..I swore I had made an entry this morning, but apparently I didn't so here goes..lol.

After my last entry, I just chilled at home online for a bit, then got ready to go to my friend Deanna's party. Got there around 7ish..it was fun. We had some drinks and shots and looked at Partylite candles. I might have a party of my own, if I do I get $250 worth of stuff for basically free, just for having the party. So I don't know..I haven't decided yet. But yea. I did buy a big candle and a reed diffuser from Deanna's party. Can't wait to get them..they both smell awesome. :)

After the party, I came home and got a shopping list from my mom and her debit card to go to the grocery store that I work at. We had a 30% off thing for Easter so I used that last night. Got a whole bunch of stuff..like $100 worth of groceries for $60. I got to see Justin, he was working. He was so cute. He's always so cute. lol.

After that, I came home and put all the stuff away and then I got online for awhile. Don't remember what I did, but yea. lol. Then I watched "Snakes on a Plane". Love that movie. After that, I went to bed. Got up around 1:30pm..had to be in court at 3. It was for the deal with my car, the one that's been going on for a year and a half. We finally got to the point where we can garnish her wages to get our money..so I'm hoping that takes effect soon. I could really use it towards my car payment. She owes me $6,000..so it's a pretty significant amount. But if you saw the damage she did to my car, you wouldn't be surprised. lol.

Anyway..after court, my mom and I went to my work to get my check. Saw some friends there and talked to em for a bit. Then we went to the Chinese buffet. I actually didn't stuff myself this time..and the MSG didn't affect me as much as it normally does. I only eat Chinese every once in awhile cuz I get a really bad stomachache afterwards, but this time I actually didn't get one.

After the buffet, we went to the Verizon store to see about getting cable back. We found a really good deal on a package, we just have to ask our owner of our complex if we can get it. Apparently you have to do that, but our owner is a bitch so I hope she lets us..

When we left Verizon, we went to the mall to go to Centennial to see about getting me a new cell phone. I think I found the one I want but I decided to hold off on getting it because I want to bluetooth all my ringtones to either my sister or Linz that way they can bluetooth them back to me once I get the new phone, that way I won't lose everything I have right now.

After the mall, we just came home..and now here I am. I talked to Sean and we're hanging out tonight. I literally haven't seen him in almost a year. We just never get together anymore, I don't know why. But yea..should be fun.

Anyway, y'all have a good one!!

<3 Serena

Hola!! :)

After I made my last entry, I think I went to bed. Got up around 12 and went to the bank. Had to make a deposit before 2. After that, I came home and had some firecracker shrimp for lunch, then I took a shower and got ready for work. Went to work at 3. Work was ok..it went pretty fast actually. I got done with everything about 45 minutes early, so I just kinda hung out cuz I didn't wanna lose my hours by leaving early. Justin came in to see me during that time, so I talked to him for a bit. Finally closed everything up and locked the safe around 10:45. Then I sorted some coupons and went home about 10:55.

When I got home, I had some food since I hadn't really eaten since the shrimp around 1. All I had at work were some cookies. After I ate, I got online for a bit. Wasn't on very long, and then my dad had to use the computer. I fell asleep waiting for him to be done. I woke up around 4:30am. Watched Friday After Next and finally fell back asleep at like 7am. Slept til a little after noon. Finally got up and here I am now..just been chillin around the house for the past few hours. I'm going to a candle party at my favorite bar later, one of the waitresses is holding it. Should be fun. After that, I don't know.

Guess I'll catch y'all later!! Have a good one.

<3 Serena