Beccarox , 24

1) New York City has 11 letters


2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.


3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.


4) George W Bush has 11 letters.


5) The two twin towers make an "11"



This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:



1) New York is the 11th state.


2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number

11.


3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11


4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers.

6+5 = 11


5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11


6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.

9 + 1 + 1 = 11.



Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:



1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.

Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.


4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers

incident.



Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
Now this is where things get totally eerie:


Look at Judges 16:27 & 29 when Samson was being held up between the two pillars and about to destroy about 3000 people, about the same number that died in the towers:

Jdg 16:27 Now the house was full of men and women. And all the lords of the Philistines were there. And on the roof were "about three thousand men and women" who watched while Samson made sport.

Jdg 16:29 And Samson took hold of the "two middle pillars" upon which the house stood, and on which it was held up, of the one with his right hand, and of the other with his left.

verse 27= 9 (2+7= 9)
verse 29= 11 (2+9= 11)

in the 9 you have the death count
in the 11 you have the two towers



The most recognised symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic


holy book:

"For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace."

That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.



Still uncovinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:



Open Microsoft Word or Works and do the following TRY THIS FOR REAL)


1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.


2. Highlight the Q33 NY.


3. Change the font size to 48.


4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS


scary huh??

1) New York City has 11 letters


2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.


3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.


4) George W Bush has 11 letters.


5) The two twin towers make an "11"



This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:



1) New York is the 11th state.


2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number

11.


3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11


4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers.

6+5 = 11


5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11


6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.

9 + 1 + 1 = 11.



Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:



1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.

Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.


3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004. 3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.


4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers

incident.



Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
Now this is where things get totally eerie:


Look at Judges 16:27 & 29 when Samson was being held up between the two pillars and about to destroy about 3000 people, about the same number that died in the towers:

Jdg 16:27 Now the house was full of men and women. And all the lords of the Philistines were there. And on the roof were "about three thousand men and women" who watched while Samson made sport.

Jdg 16:29 And Samson took hold of the "two middle pillars" upon which the house stood, and on which it was held up, of the one with his right hand, and of the other with his left.

verse 27= 9 (2+7= 9)
verse 29= 11 (2+9= 11)

in the 9 you have the death count
in the 11 you have the two towers



The most recognised symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic


holy book:

"For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace."

That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.



Still uncovinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:



Open Microsoft Word or Works and do the following TRY THIS FOR REAL)


1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.


2. Highlight the Q33 NY.


3. Change the font size to 48.


4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS


scary huh??

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hey everyone. 3 more days until the fashion show! a bit excited about that. it is going to be hot. I will post pics up too. hehe.

I got my glasses today, they are Cosmopolitan PRETTY ONYX. lol. so now i can see!!!


so far things are going ok between me and hubby.
I asked him last night in bed why he really wont be with me sexually.. and he replies "because u always want me on top" ?? WOW, what a selfish answer. he wont have sex with me because him on top makes me feel hot? dang. so instead of thinking about intimately being with me, he thinks about how we are doing it? omg, I want to cry so badly.

who the heck thinks about that crap? isn't sex.. SEX?? who cares how u do it, as long as u are getting it.. right?

i really don't know anymore. if it is not one thing.. its another... right?

First he tells me that because (after I had the baby) I was lazy, sleeping 24/7, and not cooking for him. (for crying out loud, I just had a baby.)

Then he tells me that my attitude is messed up, and turns him off. so there is another reason why he wont touch me.

ok.. then it was because i don't cook often enough, and that pretty much i am not that perfect house wife....

He pretty much "punishes" for everything that i do wrong, but everything he does is not bad?? i mean, he is a drinking smoke-aholic and i am the bad one?

At least i try and cook and clean as much a possible, I have been for the past week. and he is still finding excuses.

but when he tells me that he doesn't want to have sex with me because "i want him to be on top" is the most freaking selfish thing he could ever tell me. omg.

who the heck would want to cook and clean for him? when he cant even think of his wife sexually without complaining on the positions? omg, i dont know what to freaking think anymore.


The other day i asked him to take the trash out, and he tells me "STOP BOSSING ME AROUND." i am like "O.O"
i am thinking "i am so sorry, my poor king. ASKING to you to take the trash out is such a bossy command.!! my apologies!!"

i freaking asked him nicely. and he keeps telling me that i am bossing him around. when he does nothing around the house, except play video games on the computer. he barely works, a few time a week, and he tells me "i am relaxing, is that so wrong?" ok, relax after u done a weeks worth of work. not one day, and then vacation.

OMG!!!!!



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Hey everyone,
not much going on here. same-o same-o.
I just been going to modeling school every Saturday. they re-did my schooling because of the crappy teacher we had. so w/e. lol. now we have way better teachers, and I am actually feeling more confident in myself.

no changes in with the hubby, he still drinking and smoking away. what do u expect? I think his sex drive is officially broken.

No much sex going on between us like usual, AND it only takes him about a minute to finish... if we even do anything.

so my fashion show is coming up on August 2nd. it is going to be great! I am super excited about that.

Dominik is GREAT! he is growing too fast for my pace. lol. but he is singing, and mumbaling, and talking in his baby language.. it seems like everything he says it ends with a question. lol. he is so funny, and makes my day. lol. he is funny, and knows how to play jokes on people. LOL.

He is at the point that he like to hit people, and yesterday he bit me. so I am trying to teach him, and show him how it hurts to be hit and bitten back. lol, it hurts, but i gotta do it. lol.

Anyways.. i am off for now.

byee!


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Hello everyone,
So it has been a few weeks since I wrote. Sorry about that. SO much has been going on.
I just want to say WELCOME BACK HEATHER!!! (HiS_FUTURE_WiFE)
Its been a long butt time since we last herd from you!! So I hope that u had a great time in BT and Tech School!

So yup. Things haven't really changed.
Hubby is still out of work. we barrowed a bunch of money, and are even worse in debt then we need to be. but I guess thats what u get for being young and gulable.

Dominik is doing Great. he is getting big, and smarter by the day. haha.

So yeah.... u can say that things are the same. Only thing is that hubby is making breakfast, and lets me sleep in everyday.
The drinking and smoking has been the same. a bit worse on the drinking part. He tries to run away from me to drink liqueur with my dad. and he drank a whole six pack, plus 2-3 20oz bottles of beer yesterday. (through out the day) thats a lot.

btw. I never left to my parents house. I dont know why but i did not go. but things were going pretty well after that entry. but since my last entry I think we had sex only 3 times. (whoopy doooo?)
like i said, he is usually passed out drunk by the time it comes to us having sex. He stopped drinking for two days and wants me to worship him. wtf? stop for 1 year, and I will worship him.

Everything he does turns me off. I can't even stand to look at him anymore. If it weren't for God, I would be long gone divorced right now. But for the respect of God, I am doing everything I can to be strong and work this out. He did put me here for a reason right????

Everyone has the right to be happy except me.

I landed a modeling Job!! Augest 2nd is a Fashion show that I will be in!! yay! and in July I have a photoshoot for a website launch.
I am still doing the JRP schooling, and tomorrow I have another Audition threw them!!!
cross ur fingers for me! (i cant stop eating! WTF!!)

God bless,
Becca

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