BloodBerry , 23

I just wanted one last entry to say goodbye to kiwibox. I didn't think it would upset me this much.. but it's just so sad to see everyone's last journal entries on here.

I'll miss everyone and I wish you all the best :)

ps- I used my favorite kiwibox color for my last entry- dodger blue.

So it took me awhile to make my final entry but here it is.

I love kiwi. No matter how many absences I took or how long I was away, I have always loved kiwi. I have made soo many friends on this site that I still talk to today. I am so upset that a bunch of douchebags are taking kiwibox and making into pure shit.

I'm even more upset that no matter the amount of complaining and discussions go on, these douchebags only speed up the process of version 3.0. Honestly, I hate the new version. If I wanted facebook, then I would go to facebook. But I still might have stuck around to see what happened. Now that these people have given the users not even an ounce of respect, I will never go to the new kiwi.

Like I said, I love this site. I have manyyyy memories of this place. But I will not sit around and watch it be washed right down the drain.

If you want to stay in contact, my facebook and my [email=britannie@gmail.com]email[/email].

<3 always,
Britannie

So I haven't wrote in here in a week. I've just been so pissed about the whole version 3.0 thing. I haven't even gotten to your journals really.. I've read them, just haven't replied.

To be honest, I know that version 3.0 is going to happen and nothing we say is going to change that. The management is definetely going to make more money if they change.. the beta version has all kind of soft-core porn ads and it is geared toward pervs. Of course, they will get more people to go there.

I'm soooo pissed though because I checked out my "profile" on the beta site and they combine ALL of your journals on here into one blog. So my private journal is right up there in the open, where I sometimes write stories or just vent. I'm really upset because NO ONE was ever supposed to see that stuff. I mean, I know that nothing on the internet is ever really private.. but when you make a private journal on kiwi, you expect it to stay private. Its just disgusting.

So I'm looking for a new place to keep a journal. Any ideas? :)

Well, I went and got my drug screening and fingerprinting done for that one job. Now I just have to wait for everything to come back, which should be this week. I just hope my reference check went okay. I used to work for this physical therapy clinic for 4 years. Well, it just started to go bad there so I started looking for other work (especially because they had me working about 17 hours a week).

So I found my new job at the collection agency and put my two weeks notice in. TWO DAYS LATER, I was opening on a Sunday morning.. and someone had broken in. I did everything I was supposed to, called my boss, called 911.. and I was/am the main suspect. They questioned me for about 5 hours, searched my car, and about a month ago, they fingerprinted me. I had absolutely nothing to do with it (and this is some stupid hick ass town cops who think I did it. The county sherriff's dept. has already given me their support) and I still have nightmares about the whole ordeal.

I'm just hoping that never comes up.

I have a lot of homework to get done so I think I'm going to go do that now. Plus some cleaning that I really don't feel like doing lol. I'll try to get to journals now too! :]

I'm still pretty irked about the whole version 3.0. I'm just kind of irked with the whole of kiwibox now. I went through a lot of the old postboards for "kiwibox feedback" and learned some things I didn't know. Like, now some old dude named Andre runs the site and is doing a good job of running it into the ground.

Anyway. I am so close to murdering my neighbor. She is a freaking idiot. They have this little yippy dog who should be shot (seriously, I LOVE animals.. but if I had the chance to run it over with my car, I would NOT think twice). She lets this thing run all over the yard and FREAKS out if he comes near my dog. Mind you, my dog is always on a lead and yes he is huge, but he gets along with other dogs. Our other neighbor has a pug and they absolutely love each other.

Anyway, this bitch decides to get another dog.. which I don't think our landlord gave them permission but whatever. Well, she decides that she needs to walk these dogs all over our yard. This morning she was on my back porch with them and they kept coming up to my back door. And their new dog has been barking constantly since they got him. So when Mike drops the rent check off to the landlord, he's gonna say something to him. Haha bitch.

These are the same people who, when they moved in, "neglected" to turn the electric on in their name for almost two months. So for two months, my landlord was paying for their electric. Until we accidently got a letter from the electric company in our mailbox.. and forwarded it to the landlord :)

I have a CRJ conference at school today that I'm helping out with. I get like major bonus points in three classes for going. And then I have to come home and do loads of homework. Fun.

October 11, 2009

Oh my god. I can't believe they are trying to come out with a version 3.0 of kiwi. (If you don't know what I'm talking about, go to [silversafpheir's journal, she has links to things in there) Version 2.0 sucks, WHY would they come out with another one that is soooo much like facebook and all of those other sites.

But apparently, they are looking for different users. They don't care if any of us leave. Thats what makes me even sicker. I guess most of us that have been here for years just feel like this is OUR kiwi. In reality, its not and the people who run it could give a shit less about us.

Anyway, they caught the bank robber. It wasn't who I thought it was, but he ran in the same circle. Lol, he got away with $443 and his bail is now $25,000. Hm, good luck with that.

I was so pissed off at unemployment that I just called to see how long it would take for this "investigation". After I was on hold for 20 minutes, some lady got on and was so nasty. She just kept saying it would take 2-6 weeks and that she wasn't an investigator. At one point, I said ok to something she said and shes like "ok, have a good day, Miss Carson" and hung up. alskdjlsajdklsad, that had me so upset I was crying.

Then I got the GREAT idea to go down to DSS and try to get some help. After I sat there for almost two and a half hours.. I was pretty much given nothing. I can't even try for TA or emergency assistance, because then they would sue my parents for that money. I got emergency food stamps but I probably won't still try to get them after that.. because I need a note from my landlord and that is so embarassing.

I basically went down there because we haven't paid rent this month yet. And yeah, they couldn't help me. Honestly, if I don't apply for this like that, NO ONE does. Oh wait, all the people that I know that have DSS have like 4 kids with 4 different dads. Yeah, that must be how to get it.

I felt like such a second class citizen there. Which sucks. Because I am very, very educated and very intelligent. I just got screwed by a really bad company. But I called my gramma and her and my grampa helped me out. I love them so much <3

Well, I think I'm gonna go wake Mike up so he will make me some bacon. I love bacon so much but I hate making it. I just tell him he makes it better :)