BloodBerry , 23

Hi, everyone!

I just thought I would pop in and say hi because I haven't posted anything in over a year. I don't even know if any of my subbies are still around, lol. I know Amanda (math500) is having a baby.. literally, RIGHT NOW. lol. So good luck and congratulations to her :)

I'm currently unemployed right now.. I was working for a collection agency and I actually really liked it, but then they closed the location down :( Still with Mike, 6 years a few weeks ago. It's crazy, I remember writing in here when I met him!

Still going to school for criminal justice and psychology. I just applied at another college to get my alcohol and substance abuse degree. Busy busy :)

Blah. I'm at work working the late shift. I HATE the late shift. It's so boring because no one comes in :[

Well, I started my new job this week. It kind of sucks. I go door to door and try to convince people that they need an inspector to come into their basement to discuss water seepage, dampness, mold, etc. I haven't booked ANY appointments yet. Apparently, I suck at my job. Eric, my supervisor, told me that I'm not pushy enough. I'm determined to book one tomorrow. Eric said that he will be with me most of the day.. but it still sucks.

Mike kind of pissed me off today. About half an hour after I get to work, he tells me hes going to his parents because he thinks hes gonna go up to the city and use drugs. Wow, grow some balls. He seriously couldn't wait a few hours for me to get home. Then he wanted me to come out to his parents in between jobs to bring him cigarettes.. what? I'm not gonna waste gas. And he left the animals without food or water, even after I had asked him. Hes getting on my last nerve.

Well, r/r/r/s and I will too :]

<3 Britannie

I've decided to actually started using this journal again. It really needs a new title though.. Well, r/r/r/s and I will too. I need to get more kiwi friends, most of mine have stopped writing/replying.

I kind of almost kicked Mike out of the house today. He was throwing a fit because he wanted to go meet his mom so she could give us gas money and I refused to leave without a shower. Fucking sue me, I don't like going around looking like a scumbag. So after throwing countless fits, he just plain acts like an asshole. When he acts like that, hes so immature and I don't even feel like talking to him.

So a girl at work called and asked if I would work tonight. I texted him earlier and said that if he wanted to talk, I would be at work until 9. Hes like "well, what are you doing after?" I WAS planning on going home. This kid REALLY needs everyone to just abandon him. Let him know what hes really losing. I want just a few days off, honestly. I'm sure I'll end up going to his parents though. I give in too easily.

I got a new job yesterday! Its at this place that does water sealing and takes care of water damage and stuff. I thought it was receptionist work.. but I'm actually going to be going into neighborhoods and talking to people. I get an extra $30 if get a lead so hey, thats great money. Plus I only work 8:30-12:30 everyday, so I'll have the rest of the day to either work at PT or go back home.

I'm still waiting for the landlord to call me and tell me to leave. My rent check bounced. She HARASSED us for the money instead of waiting patiently for it, so screw her.

I have a few more things to do and then I can leave work.

<3 Britannie

Hello!

Oh my god, I haven't been on kiwibox in FOREVER. Every once in awhile, I almost log in.. but then I never do. I remembered I was still an advisor and went to respond to some advice and then looked at the journals :)

Life is... okay. I'm still with Mike. We moved again, so that I'm closer to school. We got a dog and still have the cats. The dog is a Great Pyreness.. and he will be HUGE. He's 5 months old and weights between 50-60 pounds.

I know I've posted before about Mike's drug problems. Well, he was clean for over 2 years and then got back into it. Right now we're pretty much broke and behind on bills :( His parents and I are home detoxing him right now, which is NOT fun. But hes been clean for 2 days now.. this is always the hardest part. I don't know, we're going on vacation in less than a week and I don't know if I'm going to stay with him after that. Ugh, life sucks, lol.

<3 Britannie

ps - Amanda, you're journal is private now :( Whats going on with you?!