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i'm so much cooler onlineHey guys. I've been feeling like making an entry for awhile now, but just have not gotten around to it. I'm at school right now, in the commuter lounge computer lab. I have about an hour before my next class and yeah, here I am.
I'm pretty pissed off about my financial aid. First, Brockport took away my scholarship because I don't live on campus. So now I owe $1250. AND I cannot get an financial aid from the government because my parents make over $150,000 a year.. but they aren't paying for my college! saldkjsalkdj! And there is nothing I can do to become "independent" unless I'm over 24, married, have a kid or am in the military. Mikes answer - "lets get making a baby then!!" What a dink, lol =] So I'm probably just going to have to get more loans next semester. My parents said they will come up with the $1250 for this semester though, thank god. Well, I have classes until around 5-5:15.. and then I have to try and get to work before 6. This should be interesting.. C'mon, baby, falllll..[font=century gothic]Hola, ladies!
I think I need to clear a little bit up with Mike's sister, Casey. For the past 2 years now, she has been dating their COUSIN. He's like 3rd, but he was always at their house when they were little and stuff, so it feels a lot closer. Anyway, hes a big crackhead and is actually on drug court right now because he got a DWI.. with her in the car. Anyway, on her 18th birthday, she moved out of her parents house to live with him and HIS parents. It really pisses me off because she used to want to be a laywer and blah blah.. and now she is just throwing her life away. Shes not even going to a community college or anything and she barely graduated high school. I mean, I made a lot of sacrifices to be with Mike. But you would NEVER see me sit at home with no job and not going to school. No, thank you. ANYWAY. I'm working right now, 7-3. It really, really sucks. 8 hours is a long time, plus its really boring. Some people come in to work out but I never get any calls or anyone that needs my help. I MIGHT come back tonight because we're having a dance in the gym, so that I can help out. I don't know whats really going on. Mike, Holly, Tom and I were talking about going up to Comix Cafe some day and I kind of want to go tonight. So we'll see. I'm not really happy with Mike right now though. Hes been working ALL WEEK on getting his truck running. Well, I texted him this morning and asked if he could take out the garbage & kitty litter and get all the clothes he wants washed together. Then he comes down here and asks for a blank check so that he can go get his truck registered. I mean, he has been coming home at like 9 PM everynight and stuff, working on this truck. I'm about to break his neck. And this morning I asked him to stay home tomorrow, because its Sunday.. and we havn't really had a weekend morning together since we moved in. I'm so sick of him working so much =/ <3 well, so much for the blue month!Wow. Really long time since I last wrote in here.. I've just been super busy. Oh well, no blue month lol :]
We had to take the kitten to the vet last night.. got her all dewormed and all that fun stuff. I love it, everything only cost us like $32.. and that included ear mite medicine for both cats, worm medicine and even some medicine for his parent's puppy.. PLUS everything that the vet did while we were there :] I love him, hes so cheap! Okay, so I have a question. You all know how Mike runs his own construction business right? Well, his sister Casey (who is seriously dating their cousin.. she ran away numerous times to be with him and left her parents house the day she turned 18. so she pretty much treats us all like shit) needs money in a bad way. And she wants Mike to give her a job, pretty much like cleaning up stuff. But I don't want him to. I mean, thats OUR money. When he hires guys to work, thats also what they do. What should he hire her to do a job that someone else can already do just because she needs money? I think that she should go out and get a fucking job. I might be a little sympathetic if she already had a job or was working herself through college. But she isn't doing anything with her life! lkshadsld.. what do you guys think? Well, I just got back from class and I'm pooped. Nap time! Ick, I think I have my first hang over ever.We went over to Tom and Holly's for a margarita night. Well, Tom picked up a margarita mix that had tequila and something else already in it.. well then he got MORE tequila. So Holly and I had some really strong drinks.. and 3/4 of the way through my first glass, I was DRUNK. Then Holly made me this other drink and we were just wasted. Then we played cranium.. which was stupid. I barely remember anything lol. I know that I could NOT spell antidote backwords for the life of me. :]
Then we got this question where Holly had to make something out of clay and I had to guess it. Well, the answer was hamburger.. and the minute she started, a Hamburger Helper commercial came on, so I said hamburger. Haha :] So we went outside and sat on their back deck. And all of a sudden, Mike is making me get up. There was TONS of maggots on their garbage can. No idea why, because their garbage can is seriously the tightest one I have ever seen. But I HATE bugs (or ones that are gross and ew.. like maggots) so I walk off their deck and just puked. I felt really bad about it, but they understood. Holly went and got me a glass of water and a napkin.. most of my other friends would have been so immature about it. Mike and Tom got rid of them, but by then I really wanted to go home. I had to get up at 6 to work (working 7-1), which was not cool. I've never ever had a hang over before, but this feels like one. Luckily, noises and lights aren't affecting me. But I still feel half-drunk.. and then I puked this morning. It was only water though.. which is still weird to throw up. I still feel sick right now. I really hope I don't puke here =/ But I brought my homework with me.. which is mostly just reading. So then I can just go home and SLEEP at 1. It might also make the time go by faster :] Oh yeah. And Mike fell off the roof yesterday. Him and Tom were helping his cousin Josh do his roof.. and I get this call telling me to open the door because Tom was basically carrying him. So we went to the hospital.. they took x rays and there was nothing wrong there. But they think he has a muscle strain. They gave him a shot of something there and told him to take motrin. And take a few days off of work, haha. I'm making him take at least 2 days off. Thats my excitement! :] Okay, here is my story! =]Okay, so let me start with this past week. We have been fighting pretty bad. There was even one night that he left for a few hours. So yesterday I texted him when I was in forensics and told him pretty much that I was unhappy with the way things were going. And he told me that he wanted to be with me and blah blah.
Well before he came home, he ended up going over to see Tom. Now Tom and Holly are engaged and Mike wanted to know how Tom asked her. Then he comes home and says that he has been doing a lot of thinking. And he realizes that he wants to be with me forever, even though we have been fighting and everything. So he gets down on one knee and says "its not offical, because I don't have a ring or anything. But will you marry me?" Stupid jerk made me cry :] I'm not too surprised though. I mean, on Monday, we'll have been together for 4 years. I've known that it was coming.. it was just a matter of when. And obviously, we're not going out and gonna do it next month. It will probably be next summer or the summer after. I think that we made it through one of the hardest parts of marriage - living together! So then we went over and hung out with Holly and Tom. We didn't stay too long because Mike ended up getting a migraine. But I was outside with Holly for a little bit and I told her what happened and shes like "oh! we can go dress shopping together!". Haha, I love her. Its my day off today, thank god. I'm just watching ANTM and probably getting to a little homework. I do have to clean a little bit.. mostly because I've been feeling like crap all week and I havn't gotten to anything. Mike's mom gave me some vicodin (pain killers) and some motrin. I save the vicodin for when I don't have to go to school or work so I'll probably take one today. So hopefully I'll start to feel a little better. <3 |
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