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Wow..how weird is that? Need Ideas...
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What do I do? Any advice?
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Lets face the facts...my "bff" is a total bitch...
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Merry Christmas and all that Jazz
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#50 (At last) And so It begins....ugh BOYS...new pixs
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This is going to have to be short because i am alre…
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Merry Christmas and all that Jazz[bgcolor=#9AD9EA][color=white]
 [font=wingdings]T[/font]- ===Snowflakes. . .=====are one of nature's =======most fragile things ======entry 0000 [color=white]Feliz Navidad! So Christmas was kinda fun. Being latina the big party happened last night. And today was the kinda chill day. Though like every year it had some mishaps. My dad went to see my aunt before mass because he thought it was at nine, an hour later that it really was. Of course because my aunt is aka the wicked b***h of the bay, my mom was not happy. To make matters worse she and her devil spawned daughter put kevin in a pissy mood. But luckly they decided to put it aside and let it go. After mass we went to my Uncles house for a family gathering, minus the aunt. It was fun. They had gifts under the tree for us, so that we had something to open at midnight, that was super sweet of them. We didnt leave until like 5 in the morning. An hours drive back. Two hours sleep, and then we had to serve in mass. I was soooo exhausted, its not even funny. I dropped the insense during the mass and I know the whole universe herd the little metal cup fall. Gah! Lol. Oh well what happens, happens. So "santa" left gifts at our house lol. I got awsome gifts!! Two coats which i despratly needed becuase its practically cold enough to snow here(but it never will =[)The purse I wanted, and the digital camera i have been begging for! Lol...and some other trinkets. So that was fun. I feel soooo tired right now...but at least i don't have to do anything tommorow. So that's it! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! [/color] [bgcolor=white][m]huggies16: thanx for the support! [/m][/bg] Im over it...maybe...so he showed yesterday, with her to flaunt her around( read last for full story)i guess. Apparently as much as i tried to act like nothing was going on, i gave a mixture of both who cares, but what the hell are you doing here. Whatever...i didn't care really...it just shocked me that he actually showed up to our meeting. But whatever he wanted to show off his gf. I don't care anymore..i think...i didn't feel anything except curiosity about why he was there. The only thing that did bug me though was that when i was leaving and i went to say goodbye to my friend that was speaking to him, i said goodbye out of courtesy and she gave me this weird snobby look. It made me uncomfortable. You know that she would react like that just because i said goodbye. hmm...oh well. I still think he sucks though.
Broken Hearted..without a clue, need help, advice, whatever...I dont want to go to much into the details. Only that theres a guy involve who's flaunting his new girlfriend.....
I don't know why...I mean theres never been anything between us...so why does it sting to know he;s with someone else? Why do I want to cry. Ive told myself a million times his not worth my time and that I dont like him, Ive even managed to make myself believe its true. But I know that its not true cuz if it was I wouldnt be here crying. I mean why am I so hung up on him? I know hes nothing more than a stupid, conceited, smart ass asshole. That he doesnt even deserve that I give him the time of day. Hes not even my dream guy you know. Hes not the type of guy I envision being the one. When hes not around I barely think of him maybe thats how I was able to trick myself into thinking that I felt nothing about him. And then he shows up and turns me topsy turvy. I dont know. Im sooo confused! And I HATE it!!! WHY!!! Why do I feel like this Im way to fucking down to earth to be feeling like this .what do I fucking do? What can I do? How do I get these annoying thought out of my head how do I make myself not care? How can I stop these tears . God I hate men...stupid jerks...(no offense) #50 (At last) And so It begins....ugh BOYS...new pixs[bgcolor=white]
 [bgcolor=FE669A][color=black]got emo? [bgcolor=white] [color=FE669A]Boy o boy o boy. That boy has me going in circles. Last week we had a nativity play/ dinner with the church group and Darlene and me were put in charge of the decorations. Well we went shopping for the stuff and we had some questions about what we should do and Darlene called him cuz he's in charge of the money. So they started talking and I just stood there next to these alligator toys and squeeze one and it squeekz and she says to him, " Its Karin she wants to talk to you cuz she loves you." Grabs one of the alligators and starts sqeaking it over and over again and says "see I told you." So then she gets all serious and says "Hey I was wondering something how come everyone always asks karin if theres a possiblity of you two getting together...how come they never ask you?" and theres a pause and she says "Oh dont worry she left for another lane she cant here you.". I still couldnt here anyway but whatever. So later she tells me he said that he likes me but I never talk to him so he doesnt think anything will ever happen. So I just rolled my eyes because its the complete oppisite. I try to talk to him and he gives me this short whatever answers so I stop trying. What am I supposed to do if he refuses to talk to me right. He really has me all on the edge to becuase he's always sending mixed feelings. Sometimes he really tries hard to get me to pay attention to him and other times he's so cold! ARRGGHH! Anyway to other things... Yesterday I went to eat breakfast with him and some of our other friends. I kept noticing that the others kept trying to get us to sit together every single time. We went to the flea market to gete Jorgi's sticker for the back of his Monterro. We ended up staying there the whole day. yeah. It was fun at first and then it kinda got boring. Towards the end. Cuz everyone was tired. lol. Still....OH and we went to go see this street in South San Fransisco which is famouse becuase the whole street (its more like three streets acutally) goes all out for christmas and decorate extravagantly. They looked really nice not as big as the years before but still nice. Its finals week. Then I have no school for a month! YAY! and then in that month he leaves. Yeah so really whats the point of trying anything right...All this makes me really EmO.... xoxo, karin Ps. Oh yeahs... the pix  HAPPY HOLIDAYS! Domi and me my art[bgcolor=FE669A] [color=black][font=symbol]©[/font]
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Tales from SlumberLand CH. 2 cont'd R& R please[font=verdana][bgcolor=e0e8d3]
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