I was talking to mike on the phone last night and he told me that he told his dad about me which is a big step because he never tells his parents anything. He said that his dad said I sound like a keeper and that when they all come down for thanksgiving his parents want to meet me. I about shit my pants when I heard that. I mean this is Michaels parents we are talking about they are successful and rich and I'm well struggling to survive. He has been acting so weird lately like he keeps saying how he can't wait to marry me even though we are not engaged and he keeps asking me to move up there and live with him and believe me I want to because I hate being so far away from him but the thing is we have been back together for two weeks! I mean I know we never stopped loving each other and believe me the 6 months we were broken up were torture for me but I can't help but think we are rushing this. I know we are rushing this. I don't want to loose him again I love him to much. I can't see myself with anyone else but I have never been the kind of girl that rushes things.

Luv ya,



~Angelina~

I know the economy is shot and I know that it is hard for everyone to find a job now but something has got to give here. I have been out of work for 5 fucking months now and I have still heard nothing. I fill out applications constantly turn them in check up on them and still nothing. I have been working since I was fucking 15 years old and I have never ever gone this long without a job. I have good references from everywhere else that I worked even UMPA (the place that I got fired form back in may) gives me and outstanding reference. Why you may ask, because I work my fucking ass off that’s why. I show up everyday I never call off and I am always on time. Yeah it's true the whole telemarketing thing was not the job for me but now I can't even get a job at fucking McDonald's! I mean it's McDonald's I worked there for almost two years and I quit because I got another job and now I can't even get a job there I mean who in the world can't get a fucking job there. I just can't believe that someone like me someone who puts everything and more into what they do can't get a job at the bottom of the fucking job line. I will find a job if it's the last thing I do. I am not going to be one of those people who sits on there ass and lets the government take care of them I am better than that. I will not become my mother I have worked to hard to be nothing like her. Well I am going to go fill out more apps.

Luv ya,



~Angelina~

So today Ricks girlfriend sent me a message on myspace and was like why are you talking to my boyfriend. I told her that I just thought he looked cool and I friend requested him and we have just been talking about random shit but apparently she thought I was trying to steel her boyfriend which is just fucking bullshit I have my own boyfriend and I don't want anyone else. I hate that every time one of my friends who are guys gets a girlfriend they always think I am a whore and out to steel there man. I love my boyfriend with all my heart and I trust him and I wouldn't be with him if I didn't and he feels the same way about me. I guess I will just stop talking to everyone of my friends that are of the male gender because I am sick of the drama and I am sick of being looked at as a whore.

Luv you all



~Angelina the Evil Princess~

So Ricks girlfriend decided to send me a message and tell me that I had to stop talking to him because she thought I was trying to steel him from her wtf!!!! I have my own fucking boyfriend and I don't want hers rick was just someone I liked talking to and now I can't even do that sometimes girls just piss me the fuck off! I am not a fucking jealous cunt who likes to controle who my boyfriend talks to and what he does because I trust him. If I didn't trust him I wouldn't be with him. I guess that is kinda weird though because it seems like everytime one of my guy friends gets a girlfriend I get pushed to the side and ignored because there girlfriends think I am trying to steel there men. I have never stoolen anybody from anyone and I don't plan on doing so. I guess it's true that high school never ends because I have been out of high school for 17 months and I still deal with fucking bullshit drama everyday.