F0RG0TTEN_x3 , 31

bonjour :3.


today was a nice day!
no work for me :).
ugh, I hate even thinking about work.
But my mom called and asked about it today, because her friend Dela's son also works with me, so she was asking me if some stuff was true. So, of course, I end up thinking about it haha. They are deducting $15 from our paychecks for new (UGLY) shirts. WTF? That's ridiculous. FUCKING ridiculous. And i don't own khaki pants, so I have to go buy those.. and white tennis shoes. I wear converse, and mine are blue and I have black ones, but wtf, they aren't white so I cant wear them? D: I dont have money to go buy a new woredrobe just for work. ugh :/ this really sucks.

But one of the guys that I worked with called today
because a studio nearby is looking for a photographer :D
so i'm going to call. I doubt they would hire me, because i'm not an ACTUAL
photographer with a degree or anything, but if I show a portfolio and say that I've been
accepted to some colleges, and that i'm working on a degree, maybe there is a chance :D
why not try.


better then the job i have now :/.
im going to start applying at subways again, too.
whatever it takes.
i'm just annoyed.
I can never have a nice job :/.
ehh.


but other than that:

today wasn't bad!
came home and took a nap,
then me and binh hung out :D.
just relaxing on the computer and whatnot.
and we just went to walmart :).

i bought this huge box of corndogs,
and some crackerjacks,
and ponytails :D.


random stuff that I needed (:


thursday I have another day off :D.
me and carly are going to go take pictures! <3
we haven't seen eachother in so long D:
so i'm excited!


that's about all.
im going to go eat some bacon :D.



<3

Helllloooooo! :3



So I'm not really liking this new kiwi very much! D: I realized that I haven't updated in a long time, and when i came back, I was so surprised! I kind of liked the way it used to be.. lol. But what can you do?

Anyway :D,
Lots to update!
Me and binh finally went to Cedar point!
we ended up going on halloweekends,
it was so much fun! very cold though :P.
I wore a tshirt, long sleeve, hoodie, zippy & another zippy,
then tube socks, leggings, & jeans,
and i was still cold! it was crazy.







(for some reason the ferris wheel scared the crap out of me! D:)

Riding the millenium force at nighttime is much fun :3!

Hmmm so besides that there was homecoming(:



my dress was a bit... different :P.
I had lots of compliments though!
I was kind of scared to wear it o.o;
but it turned out well!





truthfully though: the dance was extremely boring.
I mostly just like the dressing up part, because you generally don't get to do that often :P.



Besides that,
I've just been working constantly, and school!
oh, and applying to college & scholarships.
That is like a part time job in itself!
So far i've been accepted to College for Creative studies,
very good school, $900 per credit hour.
They gave me a $24,000 scholarship,
but that won't help much D:
unless i can get tons of help from FASFA.
we shall see :).


Yesterday I went and visited the Art Institute,
only $490 per credit hour there,
about 84,000 for my whole 4 years there,
and so far no scholarships for them.
But then again i just applied and whatnot yesterday :).

I really would like to go visit CCS though,
because I liked AI, but I know CCS is a good school also,
So its going to be a tough decision, and it all comes down
to FASFA, too. I'm hoping they concider me an independant student,
because i'm not living with my parents, and they have no money anyhow,
so really i'm going to be paying for most of this by myself o.o;
scary thoughts.


But i will find a way.

That's basically what I have been spending all of my time on :P.


Oh and things are getting bad at work :/.
I'm kind of scared,
They brought in a new franchise manager.
See, we've been pretty slow lately (new bussiness and all).
And I think that the actual owners of the place think that my managers aren't doing their job, which isn't true at all. But either way, they sent in a new guy who is only 25 years old, and he seems like a prick. :/ He called a staff meeting for this saturday at 9:30 am >.< so that we can all waste our time. He is probably going to fire more people. They've been cutting hours A LOT, and they seem to think that just because we are slow, there is no work to be done. Because let me tell you: closing a full restaurant with 3 people just doesn't cut it! So far they've only cut one day for me, though, so i'm still getting 4 days. which i'm really greatful for, but it's because i DO my job. So i really REALLY hope that i'm safe! but with this new guy, who knows. :/ I just need this to last at least until my birthday. Once I turn 18 I can apply at other places like Olive Garden or something, they make really good tips :D. but most of those places serve alcohol, so I'm kind of limited D:
I guess i'll just see how it plays out!
Theres nothing that I can really do.

Anyway,
that's my update!
I'll leave you with some random pictures,
have a nice day lovess <3.
































TTFN!

me and binh have been together for a year now :).
we were supposed to go to cedar point,
but it was rainy D: so it got cancelled.
so who knows when were going to go now,
hopefully soon though!

but it wasn't bad :).
we went and had breakfast on saturday morning.
then today we went to the trade center and walked
around looking at a bunch of random stuff,
then we saw 9 :D. it was an intense movie,
he didn't think it was amazing, lol, but
I thought it was pretty good :].

im starting to feel like work is my 3rd home,
haha. i had a complete day off to do nothing
on saturday, and i discovered that i didn't
like it, because it makes me dread having
to go out the next day, haha.
so i think im okay with no days off :P.


i took my yearbook picture, too:




it isn't proffesional,
but i like it :D.

i took it in the bathroom in front of some towels XDD.
i did some in front of a curtain thing that's meant
for taking pictures in front of it,
but i like the lighting in the bathroom
better then in the basement :).
so there we go.

let me know what you think!
turning it in tomorrow.


anyway,
have a good one <3.

55; if you can't stand the way this place is,

• 09/22/09 8:09 pm

[font=century gothic]take yourself to higher places.[/font]




THEY CAME OUT WITH THEIR NEW CD TODAYYYYY!
i downloaded it already, but i dont want to steal from them, i'm going to go buy it tomorrow :].
i love the whole thing already, hands down no questions asked.
seriously, listening to them gives me the chills, i dont think i've ever loved any band so much!
it makes me want to go to their concert pronto! :D
gahhhhh!
it is love XD.
i'm so excited.



anyway,


today i worked from 4-10.
it's been so muggy, allll day!
its really weird. but ive been sweaty
and hot all day :/ that's never fun.


i need to read chapter 3 for AP english,
but i just really dont feel like doing it :/
i'll probably just read it before i sleep.
that's generally the best time anyway :). i guess.
hah.

so i'm having a bit of a conflict.
just a bit, but im kind of scared to write about it on here :/ bleh.
i love my boyfriend, VERY much. i really doo.
but have you ever had sort of a thing for someone else while being with your boyfriend?
nothing serious. just like.. a little thing that's sort of exciting, not serious but kind of something to look forward to?

erm. he's 8 years older than me.
for some reason i think we connect on some level though O.o
its weirdd. i just need to get over it, because he's a good FRIEND, but i think for some reason i might have let myself like, just a little bit.

im terrible.
i've been thinking about it all day :/.

i talked to carly about it though,
she really helped,
she's my savior.




<3.


blah.
on that note im just going to continue listening to three days grace.
thanks for listening<3.


sorry i suck at responding.
urg.




----- EDIT: i think i over-reacted last night. im fine :]. i was thinking about it today at luch, and i just think that i freaked myself out a bit. i dont think i really like him like that at all :].

and i can say this with confidence,
i promise.

im just glad :].
i feel much better now,
because im not that kind of person,
not at all.

<3