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56. year book pitcha. working. 1 year!
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Happy 1 year anni! :) I think the picture looks ni… -
55; if you can't stand the way this place is,
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I love three days grace :) Good luck with your rea… -
day OFF.
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Ooo..I like your phone! :) Sean & I have our phones … -
53! dang busy. D:
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You're a busy busy bee! lol I'm glad your schedule… -
52. life. c'est la vie!
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That's great she gave you 25 hours! :) Awesome. H…
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24. shipwrecked. ugh. i dont really feel that great today :/. and why? because of my stupid ex. and the fact that im supidly letting the fact of him and his new girlfriend bug me. seriously? i dont even know why, because i dont even like him anymore, not one bit, but for some reason their relationship still stings. its weird and i hate it, because it puts me in this rediculous mood where i feel all hopeless and crap. i think what hit me was seeing his sister comment one of his new girlfriends pictures, saying like, your so pretty love ya sis! or something like that. idk why, but that just killed me? i got a long with his family but now i feel all insecure that i was probably a drag and they all hated me or something, idk. i think i just feel like i wasn't good enough or something, and that's why im here now all alone and stuff. well not alone.. that sounded dramatic lol. but you know what i mean. it makes me feel like i just sucked or something, because i know the reason he broke up with me was her. i mean he fed me some bullshit about just missing his friends? but he has like.. two. and i was the one always encouraging to go see them instead of me, because he ALWAYS wnted to hangout. so no, that was not the right excuse. i dont even know why im thinking about this! it was like three months ago and im supposed to be done and over with it now and forget it. but its not even working :/ and i dont even know why. he's an idiot, and why im letting him upset me is beyond the friggin sun. i think im just pathetic. idk. whatever. blahhhhhhhh.:/ 23. me, myself, and i. and moi. (; so today was spent being COMPLETELY lazy, why? im not really sure. haha. but it was, so i dont really have a whole lot to write. so i figuredd, since i havent written in awhile, i'd just tell you about myself:D.  that's me:]. im sixteen, i'll be seventeen in january [which seems really weird because it seems like i JUST turned sixteen D: ]. i finally got my license this summer, and hopefully i'll be DRIVING to school this year. i've been taking the bus, which i dispise, and if you had to ride it with all the screaming little kids who throw things at you and spit and stuff... yeah you'd dispise it too D: but i'll be a junior. and i'd like to go to college to become a photographer :]. im not sure which kind yet exactly, but i have a general idea, anyway. i work at a petting farm, and its pretty fun:]. but my boss is super unfair, with the hours [ as in, im getting 8 hours a week, MAYBE. ] so sadly i'll probably have to find a new job D: hmmm.. i dont really do sports. except tennis which i love <3 but haven't practiced all summer :X i should get on that. im more of an.. artsy person i guess you could say. hmm, i live in michigan. in a super small town which is probably more of a village than anything. my mom and I are pretty close<3. my dad i could care less about, but sadly he's still in the pitcha. i seem to attract weird friends :[. for example.. the kind that get mad at me and want to know if "they are my best friend?" or are they my number one? and stupid stuff like that. luckily... they've all been ommited=]. along with ex boyfriends... because really they aren't worth the time to even try to be friends >.< and actually men in general, because im perfectly happy without them :D. so yess! im pretty boring, im sorry D: but i re did my myspce today, i do that quite often, but i really re did the entire thing and im kind of proud of it :p  (: so that is allll. au revoire<3. hate is easy, love takes courage.haha its weird, because i get in these random moods where i feel like writing in here, cause i know im really bad about updating D: sorry!
but anyway, i just got back from a random vacation with my parents. they're basically lame-o's, but i guess it was okay :]. quite frankly, i just wanted to go to cedar point! but nope. traveling through michigan, yet again. heh. oh well, i did take some pretty pictures :D. but i still want to go to cedar point before hell starts again! so ma mere and her friend might take me and a friend:D. i very much hope so it would make my summer<3. so life is just flowing smoothly at the moment, i guess you could say:]. i've actually been having a lot of fun this summer, its been great! i figured i'd be moping around or something, but not at all :D. but school does start up soon... on sept. 3rd i believe. and next week i go to get my schedule and parking passes and all of that LOVELY stuff. that is if i get my truck(: which im hoping i do. its white, and its not a ranger, but im not sure exactly what it is, and its actually pretty good on gas. so im excited :D. other then that... tomorrow i may go visit alicia to catch up because we havent seen eachother in awhile :]. saturday im working eight hours, and on sunday me and thuy get a fun day finally :D. school clothes [im in a horrible need for jeans D:] and that one movie... something thunder? i keep forgetting the name. haha. so yep. i'll probably try and start updating this more :D. i always miss it <3. c'est la viee.hm, i haven't made an entry in awhile.
im kind of in that boring state of life right now. like it seems like everyone around me is having fun and life is going good, but i just feel... bleh. know what i mean? buttttt, i am going to secretary of state to get my licence tomorrow :D. the whole insurance thing is finally figured out, so yep (: although i realized today that i dont get the point of insurance. someone want to help me out there? i mean seriously, if you dont have full coverage, and your car gets wrecked, what the hell do you get out of it? nothing? you spend like $8oo a month so that you could have wasted that money and be without a car? lovely. anywayyyy :p. check out my deviantart (: ive been taking a lot of pictures lately, well not a WHOLE lot, but quite a few :]. heree(: edit; so joe left for the airforce today. i texted chris to see how he is doing cause they were like bestfriends, and he hasn't answered yet. and now im just kind of wishing i never texted him :[. ugh. we talked and stuff at joes graduation, but still. paix<3. today i wanna wast my life with you, but it's over, i kind of feel dead right now :/. i couldn't fall asleep till about 2 a.m. and its now.. 6:44 a.m. bleh. i really hope school goes by fast! shall update later<3. update; today was pretty tiring. tomorrow finals start, i have my alg. 2 one and my physical science onee, and i pretty much studied all i could for them bothh, so i hope i do good =]. im afraid we might not have school though! >.< yesterday we had a real bad storm and we lost power, today we had ANOTHER one, except for it was WAY worse. we didn't lose power, but im pretty sure the school doesn't have power. and if we dont have school then we'd have to come in on friday, ughhh and i dont want that to happen >.< thursday is supposed to be our last day >:o. so im hoping it comes back on. |
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