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  • 06/08/08 2:42 pm



yesterday i worked for 8 hoursss. it wasn't bad though =]. it was actually a fun day at work, :] and i got along with katie! we all did, she was actually being nice.. and laughing, and not making us all want to lock her in a barn stall ;]. lol.

but after work i went to rachels party thing =]. i found out she ended up inviting chris, and i almost didn't go. but i think she would have been mad, cause she was like jenn i thought you said you wouldn't let him coming stop you from coming? so i went, i promised her i'd go cause i can never go to her parties. and i actually had sooo much fun :D. Chris did come, first time i've seen him since we broke up, but all i said was hi. He tried to talk to me a couple times, jess said she thought he was flirting? lol. i dont really care though =]. he's kind of creepy, i know he kinda watched me a lot.. and he was all over alisha [rachels neighbor]. but honestly? i was having fun with my friends, i didn't really think about any of it till jess was talking about it :P. We had a bonfire, and me rachel, jessica, marella, and someone else were running through the feild singing songs from across the universe at the top of our lungs haha :D. and we took a picture of us laying in a circle in the grass, which someone needs to send me soon cause i want to see it :P. and we danced and crap, it was great :D. and i got to see joe! talked to him for a bit :] and got my hugg, then left around eleven. i was running on like.. 6 hours of sleep prolly, but it kind of wore out by the end of the day :P.

im just really happy, because now i know i can see chris and not care. and be more of myself then ever when hes there, because i always kind of held back when we were dating, not sure why? but at least now im myself, and i dont give a crappp, and i had fun =]. and im SOO glad i didn't let him stop me from going.
and it was practice, cause im going to see him at joes grad party too. that's going to be so sad though :[.
you hav eno idea how much i wish instead of dating chris i could have spent more time trying to get to know joe better, or something. you know? but now its like a ticking clock.. and he'll be gone.. forever pretty much. because in all reality, after four years? we'll all be moved on.. and i doubt he'll even remember me by then you know? or that i'll even remember him?

who knows.

burn burnn,

  • 06/06/08 7:54 pm
lalalala, its so PRETTY outside today! and its WARM, like it gets hott after awhile, but its the nice kind of warm, like really super hott but i dont mind it :D. i love nice weather it makes me so happy :D. in art today she let us go outside, so we layed in the football feild and hungout, it was lovely :D. and the seniors all came in today, cause they have grad. reherasals, i saw joe for 2 seconds, but i didnt get to talk to him :/.
oh and in french we had a "cheese tasting" it was good haha :D.
today alicia is comming overr, and possibly thuy to hangout :]. shall be funn! tomorrow i have to work, and my friend rachel is having a pool party type thingg, and on sunday i REALLY want to go to this art fair going on, SO bad. it looks so cool :] but i dont think my mom wants to go :[[. ugh. but i'll see :].



have a lovely weekend!
<3

paix (:

  • 06/05/08 2:40 am



just making a quick update :]. life is a bit boringg, well, not technically, but nothing majorly exciting has happened. work is pissing me off because im the ONLY person on staff who barely gets ANY hours. I swear everyone else gets to work weekdays plus weekends [ i cant work weekdays because i live to far ] but i only work birthday parties, she wont give me hours anywhere else.. which is really aggravating.
I called yesterday to tell her i couldn't work the 21st or a couple weekends in July, and i asked her to call me back so i could talk to her about it.. and she never called back >.< i think im going to start looking for a job elsewhere. which is sad.. because i kind of like working at a petting farm =] its different. and fun.
But whatever. I kind of wanted to go up to this photograhy studio i found out that we have in town.. but the guy that lives down the street from us just died and my mom said hes the one who owned it :x. so im not sure.. but i still want to check it out.

sorry for my pointless rambling.. heh. =]. so im going to Joe's grad party on the 21st. excited =]. well kind of lol im not extatic or anything lol im trying NOT to like him, but i was the second person he gave an invitation too... just to be lame haha. =]. it'll also be the first time i see chris since we broke up.. which i dont even want to :x.
want to know something screwed up? He was dating that girl caitlyn, and she broke up with him because she realized how clingy he was [ which is very true >.< ]. but after that, he started hitting on her sister [ who im friends with ] she was just telling me that yesterday, and thatsjust pathetic!

anywhoooo, i think i'm off to bed. i've kind of been lacking sleep everyday, so i've been coming home from school and just crashing :[. but this weekends going to be BUSYY, so tomorrow i realy need to come home and clean so i can go everywhere i want to go =].
goodnight alll<3.

maybe this is love, but i haven't fallen in quite yet.

  • 05/31/08 11:03 pm



lalala, is so pretty outside todayy! its actually WARM too, my mom was going to a wedding shower and she was complaining that its already hott and muggy, but honestly? i love it :] because it means summer is here, basically! if only the weather in michigan didn't flucuate so much :[.
yesterday was lovely too, but it rained on and off. i went over thuys house to hangout for awhile :] then when i went home around like.. 11ish? it was POURING out. but it was a nice rain :].
friday was the seniors last day at school :[. i was SOO sad. i didn't have a whole lot of senior friends, but the ones i did know im going to missss :[. and i started talking to this one guy named adam who was just hilarious, but im kind of sad cause i wish i would have started talking to him.. like months ago lol. and Joe :[ joes going to be leaving in like less than a month :x. im going to his grad party though :D.
its on the 21st i thinkk, my mom was like why would you go, you know your going to see chris. which is stupid, im not going to let him stop me from going :]. honestly, i do hope i see him, then he can see that im not like sitting around being sad about him or something :]. cause im really not anymore! it took me awhile, but now i haven't even thought about it at all :].
yay!


but anyway, i just made myself some pancakes :]. and tday will be AMAZING because its the first saturday in MONTHS that i haven't had ANY plans or work at all :D. im really excited, so i hope you all have a wonderful day :].

who knows, by natasha bedingfield(sp?) is an amazing song.

<345; lilcountrygirl_, noelladarling

my hearts begining to slightly overrule my head.

  • 05/28/08 8:29 pm



im so ready for school to be done :[. im getting extremely tired of people, i kind of just want to move on, you know? im tired of dealing with people who i think are my friend, before they just decide to be stupid. and im tired about hearing how thats part of high school, cause thats not really the kind of person i am. blah. but we only have about.. 11 days or so left :].
i can't wait for the summer! just to be able to laze aroundd, and get my license too. and i dont know if i already wrote this, but i'll be getting more hours cashiering at the pool, near my other job [ which is at the petting farm lol. ] the only problem is, right when i finally CAN get my license, [ well no, actually i could have gotten it in january >.< ] but the gas just gets EXTREMELY expensive. which really sucks. so i dont even know if theres a point to working, i'll prolly end up having to pay for the tank of gas to get there :[.
hopefully the price will come down some :[.

anywho, im off to get ready for school.
<3.

edit; why do seniors have to graduate and go off to colege?! and why do i have to become friends with them all before they leave? :x