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 yesterday i worked for 8 hoursss. it wasn't bad though =]. it was actually a fun day at work, :] and i got along with katie! we all did, she was actually being nice.. and laughing, and not making us all want to lock her in a barn stall ;]. lol. but after work i went to rachels party thing =]. i found out she ended up inviting chris, and i almost didn't go. but i think she would have been mad, cause she was like jenn i thought you said you wouldn't let him coming stop you from coming? so i went, i promised her i'd go cause i can never go to her parties. and i actually had sooo much fun :D. Chris did come, first time i've seen him since we broke up, but all i said was hi. He tried to talk to me a couple times, jess said she thought he was flirting? lol. i dont really care though =]. he's kind of creepy, i know he kinda watched me a lot.. and he was all over alisha [rachels neighbor]. but honestly? i was having fun with my friends, i didn't really think about any of it till jess was talking about it :P. We had a bonfire, and me rachel, jessica, marella, and someone else were running through the feild singing songs from across the universe at the top of our lungs haha :D. and we took a picture of us laying in a circle in the grass, which someone needs to send me soon cause i want to see it :P. and we danced and crap, it was great :D. and i got to see joe! talked to him for a bit :] and got my hugg, then left around eleven. i was running on like.. 6 hours of sleep prolly, but it kind of wore out by the end of the day :P. im just really happy, because now i know i can see chris and not care. and be more of myself then ever when hes there, because i always kind of held back when we were dating, not sure why? but at least now im myself, and i dont give a crappp, and i had fun =]. and im SOO glad i didn't let him stop me from going. and it was practice, cause im going to see him at joes grad party too. that's going to be so sad though :[. you hav eno idea how much i wish instead of dating chris i could have spent more time trying to get to know joe better, or something. you know? but now its like a ticking clock.. and he'll be gone.. forever pretty much. because in all reality, after four years? we'll all be moved on.. and i doubt he'll even remember me by then you know? or that i'll even remember him? who knows.
lalalala, its so PRETTY outside today! and its WARM, like it gets hott after awhile, but its the nice kind of warm, like really super hott but i dont mind it :D. i love nice weather it makes me so happy :D. in art today she let us go outside, so we layed in the football feild and hungout, it was lovely :D. and the seniors all came in today, cause they have grad. reherasals, i saw joe for 2 seconds, but i didnt get to talk to him :/. oh and in french we had a "cheese tasting" it was good haha :D. today alicia is comming overr, and possibly thuy to hangout :]. shall be funn! tomorrow i have to work, and my friend rachel is having a pool party type thingg, and on sunday i REALLY want to go to this art fair going on, SO bad. it looks so cool :] but i dont think my mom wants to go :[[. ugh. but i'll see :]. have a lovely weekend! <3
 just making a quick update :]. life is a bit boringg, well, not technically, but nothing majorly exciting has happened. work is pissing me off because im the ONLY person on staff who barely gets ANY hours. I swear everyone else gets to work weekdays plus weekends [ i cant work weekdays because i live to far ] but i only work birthday parties, she wont give me hours anywhere else.. which is really aggravating. I called yesterday to tell her i couldn't work the 21st or a couple weekends in July, and i asked her to call me back so i could talk to her about it.. and she never called back >.< i think im going to start looking for a job elsewhere. which is sad.. because i kind of like working at a petting farm =] its different. and fun. But whatever. I kind of wanted to go up to this photograhy studio i found out that we have in town.. but the guy that lives down the street from us just died and my mom said hes the one who owned it :x. so im not sure.. but i still want to check it out. sorry for my pointless rambling.. heh. =]. so im going to Joe's grad party on the 21st. excited =]. well kind of lol im not extatic or anything lol im trying NOT to like him, but i was the second person he gave an invitation too... just to be lame haha. =]. it'll also be the first time i see chris since we broke up.. which i dont even want to :x. want to know something screwed up? He was dating that girl caitlyn, and she broke up with him because she realized how clingy he was [ which is very true >.< ]. but after that, he started hitting on her sister [ who im friends with ] she was just telling me that yesterday, and thatsjust pathetic! anywhoooo, i think i'm off to bed. i've kind of been lacking sleep everyday, so i've been coming home from school and just crashing :[. but this weekends going to be BUSYY, so tomorrow i realy need to come home and clean so i can go everywhere i want to go =]. goodnight alll<3.
 lalala, is so pretty outside todayy! its actually WARM too, my mom was going to a wedding shower and she was complaining that its already hott and muggy, but honestly? i love it :] because it means summer is here, basically! if only the weather in michigan didn't flucuate so much :[. yesterday was lovely too, but it rained on and off. i went over thuys house to hangout for awhile :] then when i went home around like.. 11ish? it was POURING out. but it was a nice rain :]. friday was the seniors last day at school :[. i was SOO sad. i didn't have a whole lot of senior friends, but the ones i did know im going to missss :[. and i started talking to this one guy named adam who was just hilarious, but im kind of sad cause i wish i would have started talking to him.. like months ago lol. and Joe :[ joes going to be leaving in like less than a month :x. im going to his grad party though :D. its on the 21st i thinkk, my mom was like why would you go, you know your going to see chris. which is stupid, im not going to let him stop me from going :]. honestly, i do hope i see him, then he can see that im not like sitting around being sad about him or something :]. cause im really not anymore! it took me awhile, but now i haven't even thought about it at all :]. yay! but anyway, i just made myself some pancakes :]. and tday will be AMAZING because its the first saturday in MONTHS that i haven't had ANY plans or work at all :D. im really excited, so i hope you all have a wonderful day :]. who knows, by natasha bedingfield(sp?) is an amazing song.<345; lilcountrygirl_, noelladarling
 im so ready for school to be done :[. im getting extremely tired of people, i kind of just want to move on, you know? im tired of dealing with people who i think are my friend, before they just decide to be stupid. and im tired about hearing how thats part of high school, cause thats not really the kind of person i am. blah. but we only have about.. 11 days or so left :]. i can't wait for the summer! just to be able to laze aroundd, and get my license too. and i dont know if i already wrote this, but i'll be getting more hours cashiering at the pool, near my other job [ which is at the petting farm lol. ] the only problem is, right when i finally CAN get my license, [ well no, actually i could have gotten it in january >.< ] but the gas just gets EXTREMELY expensive. which really sucks. so i dont even know if theres a point to working, i'll prolly end up having to pay for the tank of gas to get there :[. hopefully the price will come down some :[. anywho, im off to get ready for school. <3. edit; why do seniors have to graduate and go off to colege?! and why do i have to become friends with them all before they leave? :x
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