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56. year book pitcha. working. 1 year!
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Happy 1 year anni! :) I think the picture looks ni… -
55; if you can't stand the way this place is,
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I love three days grace :) Good luck with your rea… -
day OFF.
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Ooo..I like your phone! :) Sean & I have our phones … -
53! dang busy. D:
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You're a busy busy bee! lol I'm glad your schedule… -
52. life. c'est la vie!
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That's great she gave you 25 hours! :) Awesome. H…
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if your a bird. im a bird (: so i had a LOVELY weekend up north with my LOVELY amanda, away from all the drama :D. i didn't think about it all weekend it was amazing :]. and i loved up north, all her family goes up [ which i think is sweet, i wish i had a bunch of cousins to hangout with. all mine are older now like in their 2O's and im still 16 >.< ] but we had a lot of fun :D. I read this really good book called wild roses by Deb Calliot, and it was really good! :] it was kind of sad, but i really did like it. Summer's comming, which means i'll be reading a lot :P. heh. <3 ugh :[.i found out something that i just really didnt want to hear today :[. lindsey was saying something about how she almost had sex with someone ( which is extremely stupid because that's all he wants from her and she can't see that ). but i was agreeing to something [ i forget ] and she was like oh yeah! cause you dated chris of course, my sister said something about him.. and sex, and ugh.
that just really hurt :[. im so glad i never gave him that one thing, you have no idea. but what we did do, like at the time it just seemed like a special thing i guess, so it kind of hurts to find out he's just moved on to do it with everyone else >.< especially when it hasn't even been 2 months since we've broken up. i know this is a generic thing, but ive never had it happen to me before. blah. if i ever hear rachel complaining about that situation again, i have a feeling ill bite her head off. can you smell the sarcasm?im kind of starting to dislike life very much :(.
had a great weekend, but my problems dont really seem to go away. ugh! so im writing an entry now, cause today im going to this french restaraunt after school for french class [ hehe ] and then to alicias :). but im so pissed at the moment. i woke up this morning, and on myspace saw rachel talking about "loosing her bestie" which is chris. and she was talking about how he's sooo different when he has a girlfriend and how her life is so horrible and blah blah. you know what? im really tired of hearing that. me and chris broke up a little bit over a month ago. im NOT over it. i keep trying to be, i keep thinking that i need to be because i feel stupid if im sitting here crying still and he doesn't give a shit. but i dont care anymore, im not over it completely, it hurts to much. i just feel like he used me, then just got tired and left. i can understand what rachel is saying i guess, but i dont really care because its always about her. why are people like that? i just really want summer vacation to come, so i can leave and do my own thing, hangout with my real friends and forget about all this other stupid shit. it doesn't help that i have to keep hearing about him, and that rachel is STILL lying to me about it. [ she was supposed to come to this restaraunt today, cause i dont really know the other people going. and yesterday jessica said something about her not going, so i asked her and she was like yeah i uh, have something i have to do. pretty sure she's playing tennis with chris and joe and etc. ] yeah have fun. chris is in college, hes going to be nineteen pretty soon here. i think he just kind of needs to move on from high school, not be at all our games not be dating people there. just get a life! or something. and im going to laugh when he does and rachel comes back to no one, because i sure as hell am not going to be there for her. blah! i really hope today isn't bad :(. sorry for that rant, thanks for listening, and thanks for new subby :)! i really appreciate<3 she's attractive but bitter; so, in art we are painting these bird houses [ sorry if i already mentioned this ]. but we are painting like them with a certain era / genre, and mine is definatly the 6Os :). i love that era so muchh, it facinates me for some odd reason :P. but seriously, i can't wait for school to be over :[. im tired of dealing with people, and hearing about chris >.< i guess he's dating my friends sister now. huh. anywho, i fell asleep for like 4 hours today and am stuck doing all my crap at 1O:3O :(. bleh. but at least i got my math done! :D. I really need to good on this test we have on monday, i have a C- almost D right now, and i really need to not get that on my report card :x. blahh. but im going to go finish. <3 |
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