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56. year book pitcha. working. 1 year!
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Happy 1 year anni! :) I think the picture looks ni… -
55; if you can't stand the way this place is,
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I love three days grace :) Good luck with your rea… -
day OFF.
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Ooo..I like your phone! :) Sean & I have our phones … -
53! dang busy. D:
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You're a busy busy bee! lol I'm glad your schedule… -
52. life. c'est la vie!
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That's great she gave you 25 hours! :) Awesome. H…
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things are turning out to be pretty oddd. so. i think i have a thing for my ex boyfriend's bestfriend, who just happens to be leaving in a little more than a month to go to the airforce academy for 4 years. dasklhgoiahfglkdhfgkldhf :[. update; not to complain. hahaha, but algebra two sucks. i have a C- wich i'll be killed for. plus we're doing elipses, which are complete hell, i must say. that is all. contemplation. so. i think i am finally over him! i kind of say that a lot... and then end up crying the next day. but i think most of what i cry over is when i hear about him and rachel all the time. i think that just hits home, but i think im not really crying over him maybe, just her. because i mean, she was my BESTFRIEND. what happened was, when chris broke up with me, my bestfriend wasn't there for me. she was there for him instead, wich feels somewhat like someone stabbing you with a knife. see, rachel is so stuck up her own ass sometimes, she's only worried about herself. im not just saying this either, its always been that way. just now it hurts. when her boyfriend broke up with her? i was on a date with chris at the time, and i made him drive me to her house to help her feel better. mine breaks up with me? she hangsout with him all the time behind my back >.> lovely. soo. i believe thats what ive been crying about. cause today i found out hes "interested" in my friend lindseys sister. and i didn't even care! :D so i think i may be over it :D. i'll just never really be able to trust rachel again, how could i? i dont really need a friendship where im constantly helping someone out that doesn't even care about me at a time when i really DID need some comfort >.< oh, and i just realized that im missing greek right now :[[. life isnt about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself. duh ;]. hey there :]. so i've been reading all morning, i re read the whole twilight series http://i252.photobucket.com/albums/hh23/blue_gummy_bear/twilight-cover-3.gif[ lala ][/link]. it was kind of helping me, like i said yesterday. because lately things have sucked, so reading about someone else and whats going on there just really works. except now im reading the sisterhood of the traveling pants books, and i never realized how extremely depressing those were >.< blah. but im mostly just waiting for everyone to get up. i've been up FOREVER it seems like, and im going to make a big breakfast for my mom. however, i don't realy want to wake her up to do so, that would kind of ruin the point :P especially since she probably would love to sleep in. i have a feeling today is going to be extremely lazy; its already raining. i doubt it will stop<3. update: yeppp today is definatly lazy :]. i made a nice huge breakfast for all of us though, this morning, it was good! now im just chillin with mom, watching some moviesss :]. hey, you!im hanging on every word here! all i've been doing is reading, and seriously? i cannot stop. it kind of lets me leave for awhile, and get all of the other stupid drama out of my head for awhile. i've been having a bad couple months, what with my boyfriend breaking up with me. and the fact that him and my bestfriend hangout ALL THE TIME after we broke up. turns out their more bestfriends then we ever were >.<
so really, any authors out there that write books; you rock to the utmost level<3. oh, and i think im going to start writing again. i kind of miss it :]. [ five. ] i'm trying to let you hear me as i am. i love love song by sara bareilles! :] im not sure why, but i just do, theres something about it. anyway, sorry i haven't written in forever! it's quite hard to keep up with entries, but im trying :]. anyway, springhill was good! i just wish i would have done more >.< we spent most of the time walking around, deciding what to do haha. but i mostly did a lot of tubing, it was so much fun! :) i really wanted to try to snowboard though! but we couldn't find the signups :/. well, they were there the first night, but we figured that chris and joe would just wanna go off on their own, instead of help us, but we were wrong lol, they were so mad, they wanted us to sign up, but oh well. I'll tell you one thing though, it was A LOTT of walking! i felt dead by time we got home :o. but it was cool, and the band that was there was AMAZING. they're called sevenglory, i really like them :]. i think me and chris have been a lot better since that weekend, too. i had some worries, cause sometimes, he'd flirt with my friend rachel, like right in front of my face. i know for sure he didn't really like her or anything, but it just hurt, like he'd hug her numerous times when i was standing there, and not give me a hug. or, people would think they were dating, or not know that he even had a girlfriend, when i was standing right there :/. but, i talked to him about it, and its so much better now! he felt really bad, he didn't realize he was doing that, but when i talked to him he said he saw what i was talking about, and its been a lot better ever since :]. umm, me and alicia aren't friends anymore :/. i dont really care anymore though, she's talked about it to plenty of people, and i guess im ditching her for my boyfriend. I really dont think i have, i mean, i didn't talk to her on the phone as much, but i dont think that has anything to do with him.. i just hate talking on the phone, and she doesn't have a cellphone, i can only call her after 9. and by that time i just dont feel like being on the phone. But it just kind of sucks, because she still hangs out with the rest of my friends. Its only bad in first hour though, really, cause Rose sits right on front of me, and sometimes alicia will just come and talk to her, and thats really the only person i have to talk to, so it kind of sucks :/. but at least i know she just isn't a very good friend, when she had a boyfriend last year, i NEVER got mad at her for something so stupid. Especially when its not true, and even if it were, i still dont think it would be something to completely end our friendship, since like 7th grade over. Ahh, but other then that things have been okay. I've been home from school yesterday and today though, i've been really sick :[. Sunday night and yesterday i had a 1O1 fever, now thats gone, and i tried to go to school this morning, but i just felt horrible still. so i just got some of my work and came back home. so right now im just watching Elizabeth town, wich i LOVE :) and doing homework. also, midterms are comming up so im trying to organize all my notes and stuff. right now im doing math, and im recopying those notes because pop spilled on my notebook >.< heh. so wish me luck? :P have a great day you guys <33 |
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