F0RG0TTEN_x3 , 31

hey guys <3

sorry for being so bad at this lately =/. i just.. haven't felt like it. plus i've been with alicia for the last couple days, so i didn't get a chance anyway.

So friday wasn't a very good day.. but yet it was at the same time, haha. Alicia came over, so that was good. I took a shower and stuff, and i went in my room, we were talking and stuff i was looking for clothes lol so i still had a towel on, and my dad like bursts into my room and starts bitching at me, like scuse me? why are you in my room..? Remember what i wrote about at the restaurant how he told me to shut up and stuff? I ended up telling my mom about it.. i didn't really want to, but whatever. She got reall mad though, and she said something to my dad, and he got all pissed that i told her about it. But he was only mad cause he knows it was true/wrong. So whatever. He didn't really phase me, i just shut my door when he was done.
But then i go out in the kitchen and he's yelling at mom.. then he freaking pushed her. I was like no.. you did not just push my mother. i was SO mad, but i didn't do anything. I really don't see how my hate for him could get any worse.. honestly. I fetl so bad that alicia had to be there for all of this, but she was a really good friend about it. We were just kinda hugging my mom and trying to calm her down, i can't believe that man would treat her like that.. yeah he's "that man" now. sad that's what it's come down to.
But me and alicia just kinda hung out in my room. We were supposed to go to the fireworks, but i didn't really expect my mom to take us. she talked to my dad for a long time.. the fought, then they didn't for awhile. but she took us to the fireworks anyway. they were nicee, very nice. like the detroit fireworks are prolly the best in michigan.. and this town's are just as good, so we always go =). and they were beautiful this year. plus i got 2 corndogs, haha. i loooove corndogs, and i take advantage when i can get them at carnivals, cause they're the best that way =P. im lame, i know.
So then we came home, my dad took a couple of stuff i made him for fathers day or w/e and put them in my room. I just told my mom to throw them away.. whatever. that's just being stupid if you ask me. then the next day i went over alicia's house. it was pretty fun =]. except i swear it's getting worse now, over there i mostly read.. cause she was on the phone with Nic almost the WHOLE time. i was like okay.. then her sister made her get off the phone, cause i guess she's not allowed to be on it after 1O or something. and she actually asked to talk using my phone.. i actually let her, why i really don't know, but i didn't really care, just whatever. i have fun with her, but it's like nic's always involved somehow, i dont go to her house and talk on the phone.. i did for like 5 mins this time.. cause Josh called me, but that's about it lol. but i pretty much stayed at her house all day today too, i didn't get home till like 6.
I'm looking forward to have the house to myself tomorrow =). Oh but i also did alott of driving. i drove for like 2 hours before i went to alicias, then today me & mom went and got ice cream, so i drove around for like a half hour =). im getting much better i think, wich is a relief lol.
Sorry i made this so long though! im really not as angry as i was, but it still bugs me. I really DONT want to have to leave this house =/. i dont want my mom to have to live like this either.. but its like, my dads taking away everything i love =/. my house, my dog, the internet.. no matter how lame that is lol, and he wanted to take rodney too, tried to tell him to move out. my mom said if he told him that we'd leave.
but at the moment we really can't =/. i don't think we could survive just yet, my moms going to save money. then we'll see i guess =/.
but i'm getting REALLY tired, have a great night guys!
& thanks so much if you read that, it means alot<3

<3; extreme_chaos, foreverparis18


hot spring. they're soo pretty, i love the blue =)




geyser, out in the middle of nowhere, my dad just like saw it and we stopped, i like the colors =)


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blurry cause i had to zoom so much