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  • 12/21/08 3:53 am
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there is hope. :D

rain

  • 12/20/08 5:26 am


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31.

  • 12/19/08 9:08 am
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Ever found that one person

that you just know is the right

one for you? the one that you could

see yourself spending forever with?

not to be lame or anything. but i swear

i found him :). he's my other bestfriend.

and perfect.


oh and today i had HORRIBLE cramps :/.
i couldn't even drive home, we had to call binh to come pick us up, i felt like i was going to throw up, and i could barely walk and apparently i was super pale :x ughh do most people get these effects from cramps? ick.


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p.s. it's 4 am,
and i have a snowday :) :) :).

3O. i feel like giving an update.

  • 12/18/08 2:48 am
[font=terminal]missjeanelle: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh of course i remember you :D its been so long hehe, but your the one of the few names i recognize on here anymore D: but thanks for resubbying again :D you should give me the link to your journal! im glad we're both back on here :D. <3


Anywhooooooo, i figured i'd give some updates.
I just dont know where to start.

I live with my friend Thuyy, but im pretty sure you already knew that part. But its going really good here :), she's like my twin or something, its so weird. We don't fight or anything either, we get along almost perfectly, and we say the same things and our hair is the same length and we're the same height... i guess the only difference is that she is vietnamese, haha.
But i love it here :]. i miss my mom of course, and i've forgiven her for the things shes done, but i can't bring myself to go back to that house. I just want some normality. :) and this is pretty much the only place i get it.

School is no fricking better. While everything was going on, all everyone did was get pissed at me and say i was ditching them for thuy all the time. what they don't understand is that i needed somewhere comfortable to stay, and that i spend all my free time working so i could get a car, and maybe save some college money.. get back on my feet >.< instead it turned into, well why dont you want to live at MY house? I can't wait till im out of school >.< you have no idea.

But things are much better now i promise <3. my mom is doing great. The only thing is that my grandpa had some slight cancer :x. They got most of it out though, but he has to go through some kemo(sp?). i haven't gone to see him yet :[. i feel like such a horrible person, but, im so scared to see him so sick :/. My grandpa has always been so strong and healthy, even for being in his 8O's. My mom went to see him (he basically told her to leave :/.) but she said he looked like he aged 1O more years or something :[. but i think im going to go see him tomorrow. i need to.

But as for the super happy part... BrIaNaH :). see i kind of sort of love my best friends brother. :x the problem is that he's twenty, and im sixteen. And i live in their house obviously, and its basically a forbidden thing :X his mom has already talked to him about it. so its a bit complicated. but i find my ways to make it work. :)

i've never loved someone before :]]].

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Anywaysssss its so hard to talk about, because i feel like if i type it on here someone is going to find out or something haha. im so paranoid :x.

But anyway christmas is coming! :D
Thuy wants to know what i got her SOOOO bad, but i wont tell her, and its like eating her up inside, hahahaha.

But mostly i just can't wait for the no school part. im so sickkkkk of school, but i do like most of my classes this trimester :). specially psycology <3.

Oh and this week i work friday, saturday, and sunday o.o
eek.

love<3
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29! la la la la la.

  • 12/17/08 4:19 am
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geeze i miss him so much sometimes,

even when he's right next to me.

but that's how i know its real :).



thanks for subbying by the way<3.---
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its snowing like CRAZY outside! im SO excited :D.
im hoping for no school :) that would be completely amazing,
plus i just love the snow :D i got out of work and it made me so happy :D haha.
binh said maybe we can go sledding hahahaha:) that would make my day. but we might just build a snowman, cause we dont have a sleddd. whatever, :).
love<3.


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