[font=century gothic]take yourself to higher places.[/font]




THEY CAME OUT WITH THEIR NEW CD TODAYYYYY!
i downloaded it already, but i dont want to steal from them, i'm going to go buy it tomorrow :].
i love the whole thing already, hands down no questions asked.
seriously, listening to them gives me the chills, i dont think i've ever loved any band so much!
it makes me want to go to their concert pronto! :D
gahhhhh!
it is love XD.
i'm so excited.



anyway,


today i worked from 4-10.
it's been so muggy, allll day!
its really weird. but ive been sweaty
and hot all day :/ that's never fun.


i need to read chapter 3 for AP english,
but i just really dont feel like doing it :/
i'll probably just read it before i sleep.
that's generally the best time anyway :). i guess.
hah.

so i'm having a bit of a conflict.
just a bit, but im kind of scared to write about it on here :/ bleh.
i love my boyfriend, VERY much. i really doo.
but have you ever had sort of a thing for someone else while being with your boyfriend?
nothing serious. just like.. a little thing that's sort of exciting, not serious but kind of something to look forward to?

erm. he's 8 years older than me.
for some reason i think we connect on some level though O.o
its weirdd. i just need to get over it, because he's a good FRIEND, but i think for some reason i might have let myself like, just a little bit.

im terrible.
i've been thinking about it all day :/.

i talked to carly about it though,
she really helped,
she's my savior.




<3.


blah.
on that note im just going to continue listening to three days grace.
thanks for listening<3.


sorry i suck at responding.
urg.




----- EDIT: i think i over-reacted last night. im fine :]. i was thinking about it today at luch, and i just think that i freaked myself out a bit. i dont think i really like him like that at all :].

and i can say this with confidence,
i promise.

im just glad :].
i feel much better now,
because im not that kind of person,
not at all.

<3