The girls got their hair cut last night. LOTS of hair gone.
We are taking it in the morning to the post office to mail to Locks of Love. (their choice).
I had MRI of my head today. I get the results Monday. The next few days are going to take forever now.
Robbie's at science camp this week. I miss him already!!!!
It's best that he's there and away from everything going on here right now. The girls had me bawling today when I dropped them off at school. I just feel so bad for everyone.
I know I haven't been here or posted here for a while. Things have been really busy lately. I started working for ChaCha in October so any free time I get is dedicated to that.
Oh I wanted to clear something up. My post a while back
*this one* wasn't about anyone that reads this journal. I used this journal to vent because I didn't want to start World War 3 in my family because of it.
Lets just say 1 of my cousins has a baby born the middle of September and another one is pregnant. One has 4 kids now and would rather sit home on welfare than do anything productive. The other is a heroine addict. I just can't handle listening or dealing with them. However saying anything will only piss anyone and everyone in my family off.
I haven't been on KB in a long time. Just feel kind of out of place here anymore.
Anyway, lets see since the last time we talked quite a bit has happened.
In November we finally got a diagnosis with Jazzy. She has Central Auditory Processing Disorder. This explains so much as to her problems with school.
Since we found out and we've changed routine and learning process she's made a huge turn around.
The same day we had all this thrown at us, my grandma died (mom's mom). We knew it was coming for some time, but that doesn't make it any easier. I know she's not suffering anymore, but I still have this selfish want of wanting her here with me.
Then the Tuesday before Thanksgiving my uncle John had a stroke. It did a lot of damage. My cousin told me that he know has the mentality of a 15 year old. I feel so bad for them. Thanksgiving last year my aunt died, and then all this this Thanksgiving.
Christmas was good. Kids had a blast.
Everyone is doing good. I'm doing good, for the most part. I still have bad days, but that's life.
I post more at my blog over here......
Dragonfly Kisses if anyone wants to follow it.
Also I have AIM and Yahoo...NoWonderSamsNuts on both if anyone wants to chat that way.
First let me say, I'm happy for everyone, I really am.
However I don't want details. I don't want constant conversation about either being pregnant or about your breast feeding issues.
Think of me as a bitch, I don't care, but I'm sick of hearing about it.
I can only take so much before it gets to me. Yes yes yes I have 3 kids. I am very thankful for them. You have NO IDEA so don't even go that route.
That still doesn't change how I feel. I would kill to have another child inside of me. I just wish others could understand and respect that.
I'm not saying stop talking about it all together or avoid me. Just respect my feelings.