Fizzykiss , 32

[bgcolor=black]Yay! Its Friday. We are probably taking the kids to see Wall-E tonight. We haven't told the kids just in case we can't go for whatever reason, but D's been planning on it because he's leaving on Sunday.

We got a lot done yesterday. Mainly because D wants to go with a friend of his to Raging Waters today. He wanted to go yesterday afternoon but I told him no. That he needed to help me with a bunch of things before he leaves. That led to a giant hissy fit. So then we compromised that if he helped me yesterday, he could go today for a few hours, but he has to be back before kids are out of school.

I have some errands I need to do anyway so its really not a big deal.



It amazes me how stupid some people on this site are.

I understand wanting to trust your boyfriend, but when he says he doesn't have internet and then there is a myspace page of him with about 20 or so pictures, I'd start questioning him. Especially when he says he's 16 and has a girlfriend.

Yep, D leaves Sunday morning. I'm so not looking forward to this. He's flying back July 3rd and then leaving again July 6th. We have plans all that weekend that he didn't want to miss.

So not only am I going to be on my own with the kids for a month, I also have to pack the rest of everything myself.

I know I am going to get some snide comment about it so let me explain now. I could be perfectly normal one minute and the next minute barely be able to walk. I've learned to read signs, but I still have times where I'll have a ton of energy and then in the blink of an eye all that is gone and the massive headache is there and I need to lay in the dark for who knows how long.

I'm pretty much done going through everything, so now its just getting rid of the crap I don't want and packing up the rest. D's supposed to help me tomorrow take the clothes to the drop off and the 2 boxes of things to the thrift store.


Part of me wants to leave after my doctors appointment on the 15th, but the kids' last day of school is July 24th (year round school) so we are staying the extra week and 1/2 so they can finish the year with their friends.

The "new" kiwibox is growing on me, but there is one thing that is annoying the hell out of me. With the last version, the only ones that really knew about the mother's board, was the mothers, a handful of ones wanting to be mothers, and the trolls. I liked it that way. Now its anyone and everyone doing a drive by reply when most of the time they have no clue what the hell they are talking about.

I'm ready to stay lets start the private board again.

As many of my subbies know, I had a picture/graphic in my profile. Actually its been there so long I had totally forgot about it until today.

I won't post it here for fear of what the high and mighties will say about it.

However, I think getting bent out of shape by a graphic is a bitch much. Especially when said person pretty much told us that we had to ignore what was said about our kids and give the people that said it 2nd chances.

This is hard for me to do. Its hard for me to give a person who threatened the life of my child a 2nd chance.

HOWEVER something is said against the high and mighties here, you know damn well they are gonna step in and do something.

Now am I the only one that doesn't think this is fair?

Yes he has a mohawk, he's had it for about 3 years now. No I don't see anything wrong with it. ITS JUST HAIR! If you see something wrong with it, then you have a problem.

Right now the color is from the colored hairspray because his school here won't let them have colored hair. Once school is out he wants to dye it, he's just not sure what color.

Robbie...


side view of his mohawk


The girlies...JayLyn on the left and Jazzy on the right.

Instead of going to the beach yesterday like normal people, we went out to the desert. 115 degrees! Yes we have officially lost our minds.

No, our friends from up north (where we are moving to) were in Lancaster, so we went out to see them. I spent most of the day in the RV with the kids because it was air conditioned. Around 7, it finally cooled off enough to actually be pleasant.

I had a lot of fun yesterday. We didn't get home until 3 this morning.

But now I am paying for it.

I'm so tired of being sick and tired. I would love to be able to enjoy a day with friends, or even a day with my kids, and not pay for it for a week after.

I'm in pain today. A lot of pain. I feel like I've been run over, backed up, and ran over again.

I'll recover from yesterday just in time for next weekend when a friend of mine will be here from Vegas. She's coming to visit since D is leaving next Sunday.