Fizzykiss , 32

JayLyn's echo was supposed to be Tuesday, but its been rescheduled until the 15th. I think this is the first time that I haven't been stressed out because of it.

That could be because moving is stressing me out now. I'd be fine if I could find someplace to get an idea on rent, but the only places I can find online are the high end apartments. The cheapest I can find with them is $1800. Yeah not happening.

We were supposed to head up there on the 15th - 18th, but it will have to be a 3 day weekend instead of 4. I just hope we can find something soon so I have an idea and can create a new budget for us.

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I've been doing some reading on both Lupus and Scleroderma today. While what I've been reading is useful and brings up questions I need to talk with my doctor about its also bringing up fears and anxiety.

I know people are going to tell me I'm over reacting, but as many people can tell you, its part of the dealing process. I have to express and deal with these fears before I can get past them. I just hate feeling like this when I'm alone with my kids because all I want to do is sit in the corner and cry and thats not possible right now.

I had to run and pick up my prescriptions and on the way back I almost hit some asshole. I saw him walking towards the street so I slowed down and he stepped out less than 5 feet in front of me. I ended up sideways in the street to keep from hitting him. And then he had the nerve to punch my window. Thankfully this happened right in front of a fire station and the guys watched it happen and came to make sure me and the kids were ok and stayed with us until the cop got there.

The guy was high on something so the cops arrested him and asked if I wanted to file charges for him punching my window. I told him since he didn't break it, that I wasn't going to.


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