GumonyerShoe , 28

Hey... *sigh* Math. Chemistry. Yuck.

Chemistry is just about the most evil thing I know of. I'm serious. I absoutly abhore Chemistry. I don't know why I even use a capitol 'C' on Chemistry. In fact, I think I won't anymore. That's right. I'm no longer going to capitolise chemistry. Man, that felt good. chemistry, yuck.

Math isn't so bad, but it takes sooo long. I'm doing Algebra... It's really not as bad as everyone makes it out to be... Then, I'm only in the 7th chapter I think...

Today I went to a wedding... It was good... I've not been to many weddings in my lifetime... Seemed to me that it was short, sweet and to the point. I was thinking about what it'd be like for it to be Matt and me up there though... It would have been nice to just have been with him... *sigh*

We were working out a way for me to come visit him... but my dad said no... But we'll still meet in June... Yeah!

I'm suposed to tell everyone that the bridesmaids were wearing black... Why I'm supposed to tell everyone that I don't know. I just am... *shrug* I forgot to tell Matt earlier when I was talking to him...

A couple days ago our modem crashed!! It was so bad! My fam. was makin' fun of me 'cause all I could think about was the internet and Matt... It was bad because I couldn't contact him at all 'cause his voicemail wasn't working either. So I was going through internet withdrawl and Matt withdrawl. My brother kept going 'Get your mind off the computer, internet and ESPECIALLY Matt!!!'... I'm like "But I don't wanna get my mind off the computer, internet or Matt!" Luckily the next day it got fixed and he said he wasn't worried about me yet... It was only one day. He was at withdrawl but not worried. If i hadn't gotten on that day he would have started to get worried and called. So then I was half wishing that our modem had been down longer so he would have called. *sigh* Oh well...

At the wedding since I'm quite obviously not married everyone around me was trying to get me to go up to catch the boquet. I finally agreed and thought it would have been hilarious if I'd caught it. I didn't. Matt said he thought it would have been neat if I had... Would have given us an excuse, no? ;o) Just kidding. We're both only 16 and neither of us are really ready to get married I don't think.

Well... I'm tired and I have to do driver's ed homework. :op

Later.

First of all gotta get my black background... Then get an interesting colour and wonder what it'll look like... There... got it.

Ok... lets see... Things are going well with Matt and me. I'm constantly amazed at us... It's been just like 2.5 weeks since we discovered we like eachother. We're still not 'official' (he's not 'asked me out' or asked me to be his girlfriend) but that's ok.

I've been about ready to punch my brother a couple times about this though. He's announced to folks everywhere that Matt's my boyfriend (even though as you just read he isn't *really*).

Sunday and Monday my church's youth group is having a winter retreat. It's gonna be fun I think... Matt was thinking about comming down for it but he'll still have school and 500 miles isn't exactly a short trip for just two days!! Though, my parents did offer to let him stay at our house in my brothers room if he wanted to stay longer.. So that's neat. But I still doubt he'll come.

My brother announced to some people at church that Matt was thinking about comming to the retreat and so then the people we were talking to are like "Oh, you've gotta get that boy down here so we can meet him!" Don't think it's gonna happen though.

Well, I guess that'll be all for now.

Later!

I didn't get a chance to write yesterday so since Wednesday was more interesting than today I'll talk on that.

Wednesdays my homeschool group gets together and has extra curicluuar classes together and our meeting place happens to be my church. So, yesterday I was eating lunch with another girl and my youth pastor comes and sits with us while we're eating. He starts to talk to me and we're you know, talking and having a good time and whatever and then the girl (who didn't know who he was because she doesn't go to my church she's just part of the homeschool group) finally said "I don't mean to be rude but who *are* you?" Chris (my youth pastor) looked kind of surprized and I started to say 'He's Chris, he's my....' and Chris broke in and said "you mean you've not told her about me?" and I'm like.. was I supposed to? He's like "I can't believe you've not told her about me!" he turns to the girl and says "I'm her boyfriend. I just came here to say hi to her". She looked surprised and I looked surprised. Then he looks over at me and is doing a playful boyfriendly loving type look and she goes "Are you really?" (she was seriously concerned for a second there) and I go "no! he's not my boyfriend.' and he's like "no. I'm not really." and she's like "Who are you *really*" so he goes "I'm Christopher ________ from _______ VA. I went to college in _______ and when I graduated in May I came here to be the youth minister. Is that what you wanted to know?" She's like "Well, that last part. The rest I didn't care about." I laughed and Chris put on a play hurt look and I go "It'll be OK Chris". So I had to tease him about it later at youth group.

Wednesday was also the day that I had the part of an old woman in a play. So I used silver hair paint to make my hair silvery and old person looking. 'twas cool. Then I wore it that way all day and went to youth group that way. Caused quite a stir! It was so fun!!

That's pretty much everything for Wednesday...

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Thursday...

Today was pretty boring. I slept way too late, but being homeschooled it doesn't matter a whole lot.

I did a lot of Math... But it wasn't too bad because I played some new music CDs on the computer while I was working and that was pretty nifty. And the math wasn't too bad... I understood it more than the last section I was doing...

I basically did math all day...

A general announcement. I DON'T LIKE CHEMISTRY! It's nasty, nasty, nasty.

My parents are catching on about the guy I like... My dad when ever he sees me he asks how Matt's doing... It's a little annoying, yet it's very nice too. :o) I left the job of telling others about 'us' to Matt. So now some of our mutal friends know... I'm letting him tell at his pace... I'm much shier than he... Probably many people will know before too much longer...

Well... I guess that's 'bout it.

Later!

Well, today was a pretty average day again. I read a lot out of my chemistry book. I still greatly dislike Chemistry. Ugh. And I did a fair amount of Math... Math's not nearly as bad as Chemistry. At least I know what's going on most of the time in Math. Chemistry's another story though. :op

Then I was online like all day. Hopeing Matt would get on earlier than usual, but he didn't. So we talked at our regular time any way. He's so sweet.

I sent him a Kiwi e-card last night... He really liked it. :o)

Tomorrow's my homeschool group's Christmas party and the drama group I'm in is doing a production. I'm so looking forward to it! I'm playing the prophetess Anna. I get to use silver hair spray paint to help make myself look older! Yes! It'll be so fun. I'll have to have someone take a picture... Matt'd get a kick out of it I think.

I hope the rest of the cast has memorized their lines. Last I heard the girl playing Mary and I were the only ones who had them memorized. *sigh* It's not good when only 2 out of 7 cast members know their lines. :op

Well, I need to go.

"I am Anna, daughter of Phanuel. It is true that I am a prophetess...."

Well, today was a pretty average Monday. I had my history class which went normally.

I was team captian for my team in history today and we won (14 1/2 to 13!)

The worst parts were Mrs. D had us give eachother shoulder massages (I'm not a touchy person so that was kind of uncomfortable for me) and watching the two people in the class who are going out together play around and be a cute little couple while I was wishing that I could be with my guy...

Once again, I had a wonderful talk with Matt and am quite a happy girl. :o) Both of us can hardly wait for June to come.