Well it looks like I'll be working at least two jobs while school is in session. At least for a while.

After talking with my parents we think that it will probably be best to work like Thursday and Friday nights and Saturdays (either morning or night) at Pizza Inn and then that would leave Sunday through Wednesday nights free to do homework, rehearsals and relax.

Then for my other job I'd work during the day at my old workstudy job since I have a lot of really big gaps during the day between classes.

I don't really know how I feel about it.

I really want to go back to my workstudy job (it was my first job, I like it a lot, I've done it every semester that I've been at C-N and they want me back), but I've only been working at Pizza Inn really briefly (about three weeks total including the two weeks of training at MoTown and one week so far at Jeff) so I don't feel right about quitting just yet.

I guess I'll try it for a while and if I'm driving myself insane then I'll just drop back to just Saturdays or something.

I really think I will be driving myself insane by trying to do that though now that I think more about it because I'll have to make sure that I find time on like Wednesday I guess to do Friday's homework early as well as Thursday's homework.

I'm going to have to seriously cut back on theater stuff. I don't know how I'm going to handle Greek, Biology, Abnormal Psychology, both theater classes, Alpha Psi, OOMITS, any plays that I'm in as well as working two jobs.

Admittedly, my workstudy job is pretty brainless. And really, pizza making is too. And goodness knows I can use any money I can come by, and if that means working two jobs... I mean neither one will bring much, but you know, $5.15 for whatever hours I work at school and $5.50 - $5.75 at Pizza Inn for probably about 10 hours a week... And I get paid bi-weekly at Pizza Inn, so that's money more regularly than workstudy (once a month)...

*sighs* I just don't know... It might work... Part of Dollywood's problem was always having to get up so early and drive so far and be gone all day, where with Pizza Inn I don't have far to drive (it's only a mile and a half from my house, so it can't really be more than like maybe 3 miles from school) and I have already said that I can only work 10 hours a week and not more than 15 hours a week.

I will probably drive myself more insane than I already am though. And spending time with Aaron looks pretty well shot if I'm working at Pizza Inn on Saturdays.

I don't know. I guess I'll just try it and see.

Also, Aaron has a little project that he wants me to do and he said he'd pay me for it... but I'm still thinking about it and weighing it... I really don't know how even if I wasn't working any other jobs how I'd have time to do it.



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I had a really bad dream last night. Well actually it was several bad dreams. In one of them I drowned and died and that kind of tied in with several of the other dreams because I kept saying in the other dreams "But I'm dead, how can this be happening?"

In one dream I was attacked by a man as I was getting into my car. And you know how dreams will play the same scene over and over again and change it slightly different times? Well that's what happened with this dream. Sometimes I would manage to get my door closed in time, and sometimes I would smash his fingers in the door, and sometimes he'd grab my door and fling it open, and sometimes he'd start to pull it open and I'd get it closed enough to latch... Sometimes my dream would go as far as to let me start to back out of the parking space and drive away, and sometimes I still had my window shades up and I'd be frantically pulling them down...

It was scary. And needless to say I was a little nervous leaving work tonight and getting into my car.

It was all rather disturbing. *sighs*

Anyway... I don't know. I guess I'd probably get to sleep. I'm very nervous about all of the school and work stuff and everything. It's all happening so fast and soon it seems like.

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I'm really torn up about some guy stuff. It's in the other journal.

I'm going now.