JJsCherry , 26

Hey,
  I dont know how many times i thought i need to update my kiwibox lol and then forgot again so here i am.. Katie has left and i'm ajusting again to her not being around.. I have to say JJ handled it a lot better then i did.. I was a mess the first few days. I have gotten better, but some days it really sucks she isn't here anymore.. bu i know she needed to go home.. so i understand.. Well a few weeks ago i got word of when i get to see my man.. JUNE 9th!! I can't wait.. I'm so excited!! There new album comes out may 11th.. i can't wait for that i'm so stoked for it!! I'm bringing a friend to the concert with me and she is bringing her two boys.. Might even have another friend coming with too.. She isn't sure yet, but i hope she can. I haven't seen her in a year in August.. when i went to salt lake to go to New York.. It would be great fun i know that.. :) JJ gets to go get registered for kindergarden thursday.. :( he growing up so fast.. he's always going to be my little monkey though no matter if he is 10 or 30 lol oh god to think of how old i will be when he is 30 ugh i dont even want to think about that. lol I finally picked my outfit when i see steve to.. It's way awesome.. Oh i didn't say this i been adopted into Katie's family!! it's great i love them to death!! i txt her sister and mom and her of course on a daily basis!! It's so nice to have a family that cares about me and truely does.. It's a great feelin for me.. For so long i had the few friends who understand me for all i am me.. most people dont know the real me but they all do and we all are kinda the same with our own little differences :) they all play jokes on each other hehe it's a ton of fun.. i'm planning for me and JJ to go up there in the summer of 2012.. I can't wait it will be nice to see everyone again and 2 weeks paid vacation who hoo!! now tell me how awesome that is!! i plan on having me and Jema to take gutair lessons and buy us a gutair each.. That will be way exciting.. I have a few lines that i want to try and turn into a song.. It's not much, but i have a start and i hope to finish the song one day and then record it on video.. i know i can't sing so i might take that up before i record hahaha But yeah that's what is going on here.. Take care

~Sandy~

Hello again..

   Well, not a lot has changed since the lst enry. I'm still with Steve who i miss a lot.. Done know an exacte date on when i will see him yet, but its going to be end of may start of june. I cant wait i'm so excited.. but in the mean time i try to stay busy with work and JJ and music.. Katie and I are going to an Owl city concert in less then a week.. thats exciting.. we are leaving for the concert that is on the 30th the 29th after i get off work.. we going to hang out at the mall and promote JS.. With the cool JS shirts we made and hoodies maybe even our hats then we going to be at the venue pretty much all day so we can be up front since it is sold out and well we both like to be up front :) We will wear our owl city shirts we made too they look awesome!! Then she will be going home soon after the concert It will be a sad sad day. Then im taking JJ to his first concert on April 12th.. We are going to see Owl City.. Should be fun.. hes way excited thats his easter though even though its after easter lol but oh well he is so spoiled he is going to go with me not in may/june but the time after that.. he sings their songs all the time its so cute!! So thats my small update other then that not much going on.. later

Hey Kiwi World,
       Once again it's been way to long.. but of course i'm back again.. for like the millionth time.. lol So, let's last entry i saw dane cook.. which was almost a year ago.. lol funny i seem to leave for about a year and then poof i'm back.. lol To get you caught up in my world here in the middle of hell!!

We will start with JJ.. He is now 5 and a little gangster or so he seems to think most days.. He is in preschool and will be starting kindergarden this fall.. *sniffs* It will be a happy sad day let me tell you.. I can almost say right now that i will cry.. It's a given... I went and got his 5 year pictures done last week... hahahaha i'm way behind but nothing new there really.. The pics turned out awesome!! as far as anything else new with JJ has gotten to be more of a pain in the ass.. but i love him the same as i did the day i found out i was pregnant with him just over 6 years ago..

Next i will update you on general things i guess. not sure what to call it really... lol so call it what you will... I'm still working at Alco the middle of hell!! lol I will be there 2 years at the end of July.. I still make no money!! but welcome to the real world... no pun intended to the show hahaha cause that's not real.. lol

My bestest best friend forever came for a visit.. which is awesome! because i have her to thank for a lot.. First i have just had an absoulate blast hanging out with her everyday.. its better then i thought it would be.. She is so AWWWESOME! inside joke lol She took me to my first concert back in December.. oh and just for your fyi... It's Katie who came to visit.. now, back to the concert.. juts a little side tracked.. was a long day, but anyway.. We saw 6 bands which was a lot.. but it was a fucking blast!! WHOO HOOO! We saw Nightbeast who was almost as funny as Dane Cook.. next played well sadly we can't remember.. lol 3rd was Monty Are I.. they were awesome... then were Katie's buddies Just Surrender.. They fucking kicked ass! Loved them!! Then played Hawthorne Heights which they were pretty freaking awesome too.. then last was The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.. they were pretty good too.. love face down.. best almost best song ever lol After the show.. we got to meet Stephen the singer from Monty Are I, Katie had an epic moment when she got to meet JT from HH (read above do the math)... I also got to meet Jay, Shell and Steve from JS.. Well, Jay was pretty shy, but sweet.. got my pics taken with the all of them... Shell was just out there.. funny as hell let me tell you.. and Steve well he's is just adorable and way awesome!! Oh then after we gave JS cookies that i stayed up til 7:30am making!! (yes i was up all night and slept like a few hours the night before) Katie and i went to IHOP for a late dinner.. then went home.

About a week after the concert after adding JS to facebook.. I sent Steve a message.. We started talking and it just went from there.. He is so great.. :) We are dating and I couldn't be happier.. Sadly he does live in New York.. but we are talking as much as we can.. I get to see him every couple months in fact i got to see him in Feb.. Which was awesome.. We saw four bands that night.. idk who the first group was, the second they were pretty good. Their name was Madison Lights which later they changed to Madison Lights and the Street Tuffs!! You had to be there to get it!! 3rd was JS!! :D Of course they rocked it!! Then it was Bowling For Soup.. who in case you didn't know sings the theme song for Phineas and Ferb.. They were fucking funny as hell.. it amazed me they would stop mid song talk for like 15 mins and then start right where they left off... They made fun of JS and Madison Lights Hince the name change they had... lol After the show Katie and I got to hang with JS and before leaving we met BFS.. Oh and Katie and I had made Phineas and Ferb shirts because we love the show! You should check it out.. The show.. Then we had some food and went home it was a fucking awesome night and i got to see Steve :D But it was pretty sad at the same time. They have a new cd coming out next month and i can't wait!! i'm way excited about it and then i get to see him again in April or May too which makes me even happier!! :D

Oh when i went to get JJ's 5 year pics done i got pics with JJ done like i always do and myself and Katie came and i got pics with her and then the 3 of us.. AWESOME PICS!! I have got 3 new tattoos i think since my last entry.. i got one above my left ankle that has a pawprint and Willy above it in memory of my first dog that my dad got me.. I got two JS tattoos because no matter what happens with me and Steve I will be a fan of JS TIL THE DAY I DIE!! I got lyrics from their song "I'll Be Here" on my forearm (Right) then on my upper right arm i got two verses done from their song "Your Life And Mine" and inbetween those i got the band name and all their autographs which they haven't seen yet lol in fact they know about the band name and autographs but they don't know i got the rest of it. Should be exciting seeing what they have to say about it when i see them again..

So.. i think that pretty much covers my life in a nutshell.. so enjoy reading sorry it's so long, but that's what happens when your gone almost a year lol Take care!! Rock on with Otter!! don't ask it's a inside joke kinda thing its not really a joke but its something between me and Katie!!

~Sandy~

I wrote last night or more like early this morning.. lol i thought it was kinda cute.. let me know what you think..

As I lay here I think of you,
Wishing you were the bear I was holding,
One day I hope it comes true,
For you are all I want to hold.

Yep that's it..

~Sandy~