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KISSBLU1 , 22from ottumwaStatisticsblah...my rantings for the day
so i am officially a blog virgin again...lol...no not really...but i just spent the last hour deleting all my blogs off of here...i cant believe some of the crazy shit that i had written in here...
anyways i got on here because i just found that i need somewhere to be able to get shit out at again...life is getting to be very frustrating and i just need some place that i can vent... so i work at pizza hut 5 days a week, have an internship with united way, and go to school full time plus have a 13 month old...i think that im doing pretty damn good for myself...but some people are just never happy no matter what you do...and one of those people is my mom...im so sick of her bullshit...i am 19 years old will be 20 on the 4th...i am married and live on my own...i dont ask her for shit but she seems to need to put me down all the time and it is just really getting old...we have all down dumb shit in our lives but she seems to still think that she is better than everyone...she really messed up my day today...i was in such a good mood...i had gone and bought lizzy a bunch of christmas stuff and had gotten decorations for christmas and i was just happy and she put me in a bad mood before work than at work i got a write up because the day before this gay guy kept grabbing me and wouldnt stop so i called him a faggot ( which i know wasnt right but if i want to be touched ill have my hubby touch me) but anyways then he slapped me in my face twice...i just hate the whole deal because everybodys sex life is there own...i just wanted him to stop touching me...but whatever about that whole thing...then i went to pick my daughter up from my moms house and my sister told me that my mom said she isnt getting paid enough to babysit but shit she got 5 dollars yesterday for watching lizzy for freaking 15 minutes...i just dont understand...no one is ever happy enough...i broke down crying by the time i got home because then my mom went off on my daughter so i was ready to leave...but i dont really want to quit my job...my and the hubby talked and i think after the holidays im just gonna go back to just working on the weekands and then ill have someone else watch lizzy...and hopefully then school wont be so hard and ill have more time to study and all that plus have more time with my family...i just get so sick of being treated like crap...but its like 2:57 im going to bed...night (ps i do feel better after getting to rant) |
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