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my semester in a nutshell

12/12/08 4:31 am

signing my lease to my very own place! :D

lots of tailgating at football games

getting my third tattoo

lots of quality time with the most amazing girls in the world

getting a little in the sorority :)

bffs

bffs part two

the end of a good thing...

...and the start of another

I just wish I could go back to being this happy :/

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Well, I'm smack dab in the middle of finals. I took my first exam last night and today I have to turn in my English portfolio and then I have an exam at 4:30. I was up 'til 4 in the morning working on this stupid portfolio so I hope it's at least decent, I don't fully care all that much. I'll just be glad when it's Friday and I'm heading home away from the stress I've been having up here. Don't get me wrong, I love Saginaw but lately it's been nothing but stressful so I'll enjoy the time away thoroughly. So far I think I did okay on last night's exam but the grade isn't posted yet so we'll see. I'll just be thankful when they're all done!

Boywise, there's still drama of course. Ryan's gone back to not talking to me for the FOURTH time. He claims that he still has feelings for me so he needs to distance himself and apparently the shitty attitude he's been giving me lately wasn't enough. Whatever. Like I'm soo hurt I can't even put it into words but this is just the stupidest, most childish bullshit ever. So, whatever, fuck him. I hope he realizes how badly he messed up when it's far too late. And I hope he can't find another girlfriend and he realizes how good he had it and he's hurting as much as he hurt me. I know that sounds mean but I don't really care anymore. I'm done trying to be nice.

On the plus side of boys, though, Larry is still as sweet as ever. :) I've talked to him every day since he left here Saturday. Like last night he called me right before my exam just to wish me luck and then had me call him afterwards to let him know how it went. Cute! And we've decided we're gonna spend Saturday on a date, although we haven't figured out quite yet what we're going to do. But I'll be with him so I'll be happy. :) And he promised me a biiig kiss as a reward for making it through a very stressful finals week.

Well, I think that about sums everything up. Gotta start getting ready so I can get to campus to drop my portfolio off by two, then study with some friends until our exam at 4:30. Oh hurry up Friday!

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altmanst, amygrace726, popluver, Reach, SatansGift666, skinny_jeans, x_anyotherway_x, x_iloveyou_o

ugh finals week

12/09/08 3:42 am

Alright time for a real entry because it beats studying for finals :P lol. As you saw from previous pictures, Semi Formal was quite nice. I felt really pretty and I had SUCH a good time with everyone. We left Semi Formal and one of my sisters, her boyfriend, my roommate, her boyfriend, my date, me, and the ex all hung out and drank waaaay too much tequila. I was drunk so fast lol. My sister's boyfriend made Johnny Vegas's for everyone which is Watermelon Pucker, Red Bull, and tequila. It's definitely a quick way to get trashed. I was definitely very gone. We even had some Truth or Dare and Spin the Bottle going on. Ironically, Spin the Bottle was cleaner than Truth or Dare. Let's just say one of my dares was to make out with Larry (my date) and Ryan (my ex) at the same time. Sooooo awkward! I'm still recovering from that lol.

The next day was pretty much spent in bed in the entire day. I threw up a couple times and definitely was feeling the aftermath of the tequila all day. But, on the plus side, I had a very sweet, also hungover boy taking care of me. :) It was really nice to wake up next to him. I missed that feeling. We spent all day in bed together just talking, cuddling, napping, and kissing. It was really nice. :) Eventually he had to go home, though, and Ryan showed up later to talk about our friendship or what little there is of it. I basically told him we're good for now but once he graduates Friday and is gone then I'll decide if he's really my friend or not. Cuz right now I'm definitely not so sure.

Yesterday I had my last sorority meeting of the semester. We had initiation, including my "little sister" which was cute. She did sooo good, I was proud! After initiation and our meeting we had our Christmas party which was quite fun. We had Secret Santas so we exchanged those first. I got this really nice set of three votives with a diffuser. It came with two bottles of oil, all the reeds, and the bottle plus the votives. I have the diffuser by my bed right now and it smells SOOOOOOO amazing. I also got a $5 McDonald's gift card to go with it which will definitely be my dinner sometime soon. Then we did a White Elephant gift exchange too. If you don't know what that is, you basically get something random and wrap it up and then everyone picks something at random and that's your gift. People get some really weird things, trust me. Luckily my gift was actually pretty normal. I got a wooden moose ornament. It's actually pretty cute looking and is hanging up in my room now. :P My little sister in the sorority also made me an adorable picture frame with a picture of us in it and my best friend, who's also in the sorority, got me a Tinkerbell hoodie (I loooove Tinkerbell and this hoodie is adorable!) and a Tinkerbell magic towel..you know, the things that you put in water and they grow. Yay presents! :D

Today started Finals Week. I don't have any finals today so I've been working on my English portfolio that's due on Wednesday and I've been making notecards to study for my Geography final which is tomorrow at 7. I'll be spending alllll day doing that and then all afternoon tomorrow too. On the plus side, after the Geography final (which I have with Ryan), Ryan's taking me out to dinner to celebrate the end of the school year/his graduation. So woo for that at least but boo for all the stress these stupid finals are giving me. Come on Friday! That's when I get to go home for a month and see my family and boy. :D

after two months of dealing with a broken heart, I'm glad to announce I'm happy again :D

with my little after her initiation