KraZii_BlueZ , 24

To clarify the last entry, Ryan and I aren't speaking again and I've just had enough of it. He graduates in 3 weeks and then I don't have to deal with him ignoring me because he won't be around. It hurts to have a 5 year friendship fall apart like this but I'm tired of his games and his stupidity, whatever, fuck it. I'm still giving him his graduation gift through a mutual friend but, whatever, I'm done playing these games.


the first snow in Saginaw


here it comes!


snow


my friend, Erin, and I at the premiere of Twilight last night


Erin, my sorority sister/former roommate Sarah, and I at the premiere


the sorority after our last initiation


a bunch of us at McDonald's after our last meeting


mmmmm Johnny Vegas...

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amygrace726, CCtheActress, mashuki, popluver, Reach, staind371, thumper68, x_anyotherway_x

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He's gone in 3 weeks and so is any friendship or whatever between us. I quit.

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amygrace726, CCtheActress, mashuki, thumper68

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My night in a nutshell:


in my room before Ryan got here


I love this picture :) laying on the floor next to Ryan...note how much happier I look


lol I feel the love :P



I wish I knew what to do... :/

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JazzlikeMraz, popluver, x_anyotherway_x

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Just another brief update on the Ryan and I situation. As you all know, we've been talking again since Sunday night. It's crazy, though, because it's really confusing. Like, he admits to still having feelings for me yet we're not back together. And we've talked every day a bunch since Sunday night. And he does a lot for me. Like this weekend, for example, my friend is borrowing my car so I was looking for some rides and I was going to ask Ryan if he could bring me home last night from campus when I got out of class. Instead of leaving it at that, he offered to drive me all weekend. In other words, on Sunday he's going to drive to my apartment, take me back to campus (mind you he lives on campus and I'm 10-15 minutes south of it) for my sorority meeting, and then bring me back to my apartment after my meeting. All that is entirely out of his way but he's doing it for me. One of his closest friends that's a friend of mine as well said that he thinks if I don't rush it and I give it time that I'm going to get him back because he's never been like this with any girl before. I just hope his friend is right! I want him back so bad. :( He's my date to my sorority's Semi formal and he came over Tuesday night and we definitely ended up having sex so I don't know. He's taking me out to eat tomorrow afternoon and then hanging out here for a couple hours. Sooo...definitely not sure what's going on. I'll try and get some pictures for you guys to analyze lol. All I know is he still gives me butterflies and I hope it's enough to get him back. :/

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amygrace726, mashuki, popluver, skinny_jeans, stardazed13, x_anyotherway_x

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butttt Ryan and I are talking again. :D :D :D :D
My best friend somehow got Ryan in the car with him and brought him here and basically made us talk. He even gave me a nice, long hug when he was leaving. So things are definitely looking up. Now I just gotta work on possibly getting him back as more than a friend. But he's back in my life and, right now, that alone is making me smile huuuuuge. :D :D :D :D :D

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JazzlikeMraz, popluver, Reach, x_anyotherway_x

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