KraZii_BlueZ , 24

Spring Break is almost over...boooo! :( But, it's okay, I miss the late nights out with my friends and all that fun stuff so it won't be so bad. Unfortunately this first week back is recruitment for my sorority and then the following week is philanthropy stuff every day so that's two weeks of something every day...ugh. BUT our formal is a week from Saturday so yay for that. Larry's my date. Umm...yeaaaa lol. But, nah, it'll be a good time. :)

So today was the one day I got out of the house. I've been spending Spring Break just relaxing around the house because I know I've been too stressed and I could use the relaxation. So I went out for chinese with one of my exes. I know, totally random. But, he and I have that weird history. Like, we dated for 2.5 years (my junior and senior years of high school and then part of my freshman year of college), stopped talking for about a year, and then became friends that ended up hooking up like every time we hung out. We've stopped with the physical side of it now but he's moving to Pennsylvania for work so I figured it'd be nice to do dinner before he left. It was kind of weird just because, I don't know, we've become really different as we've grown up but it was still nice to see him. :) And MMMMMMMM Chinese food! :P lol

Speaking of boys, though, I do have a date on Thursday. Eek! I'm nervous because I met him on a dating site that I joined as a joke. I didn't really take it serious but, bam, I got a date. So I'm nervous cuz I haven't met anyone off the site before but it'll be nice. He seems really nice so we'll see. I'm young, might as well live it up!

I guess that's about it for my excitement. Tomorrow consists of grocery shopping, laundry, and maybe out to dinner with my parents and then Saturday it's back up to Saginaw. And St. Patty's Day is right about the corner. It's the first time I can go out for it so I'm super pumped about that. :D So, yea, I guess life isn't so bad after all.


I had a little photoshoot today :P


I like being artsy sometimes


bedroom eyes?


faking innocence


a believable smile...been a long time since I had one of those

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amygrace726, justxlive, Ladyy, SatansGift666, Sugar_xxx, x_anyotherway_x

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Woooooo it's Spring Break! And thank God because, oh, am I wiped. I was out yesterday until 6 this morning. Seriously, I walked into my apartment and saw the sky getting lighter out. It was reddddiculous! But it was a good time because it was with two of my friends, Scott and Chester, for Chester's birthday. So we had some drinks and played some video games at their place. And then Chester passed out and Scott and I sat there talking about Ryan for the longest time (Scott is Ryan's best friend). It was really helpful, though, and Scott really made me feel more optimistic because he seems to think that, if I give it time, Ryan will talk to me again. So I guess we'll see. Then, I managed to get some sleep, and my friend Lacey came up to Saginaw so I got to spend some time with her. She knew Ryan too so we, again, had a whole talk about him. But she said that the night we broke up they all went bowling and he had made a comment saying like "I always tend to go for the same girls...but she was different." Hmmm..... ????? Good question for you...



Because my gut is still telling me, after six months of being broken up, that he's the one for me. Does my gut know something I don't or am I just being too optimistic? Ahhh this is going to bug me! I miss him so much. :/

I leave you now with some pictures from Larry and I making brownies in the middle of the night Tuesday night while we were quite high. lol good times!


the stoned chef lol


mixing up some brownies


yummy!


eating the batter


I helped too!


awww....someday ;) lol lol


we're sooo high lmao

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Well, Larry and I are talking again. He called me this afternoon and I definitely bitched at him for all the shit he was pulling. I'm not going to get into it all but we had a verrrry long talk and worked everything out. I definitely think our friendship is lesser now than it was before this but, that's his fault, not mine. He is going to be my date for formal, though, so I guess that worked out just in time. :P And my sorority's formal is at a resort so we're getting a room and everything. I did that two formals ago and it's waaay more fun because then you can drink the night away and not have to worry about driving. Definitely will be a good time!

As for the date last night, it ended up not happening because he wasn't feeling good BUT I'm kind of glad it didn't happen. I mean, yes, we do like each other but, oh man, did I have quite the night instead. Due to him not feeling well, I went out to the bar with some of my sorority sisters instead. Only had two cranberry and vodkas but it was fun to hang out with my sisters and watch the craziness plus dance a couple songs. Well, I met a boy. Okay, I've met him before but I got to know him better. He was my sorority sister Kim's date to our semi formal. Well, he had a crush on her but she wasn't into him because he JUST turned 19 and she wasn't comfortable with that age gap. Also, she's a lot more mature than her actual age so they were on two super different levels. Well he eventually gave up right around the time she decided to give him a chance. But, he gave up because she was so much more mature than him. So, needless to say, nothing happened with them. Well, he was there last night and so was she. He's really good friends with my one sister Jeanna so he was hanging out with all of us because she was there too. Well, we ended up dancing and talking a bit and, like, whatever no biggie. At the end of the night he was dancing with Kim so I figured they were all good again or whatever. End of the night he asks us to take him home so he gets in our ride and says that he needs to be dropped off at his friend's. Turns out his friend lives in my apartment complex. So I suggest getting my car from 7-11 where I had parked it and I would drive him back seeing I had to go there anyways. Everyone likes that idea and off we go.

We got to 7-11 and he and I headed back to here. On the ride home he's talking to me about Kim and how he's not interested anymore because she's way beyond her age's maturity level and they're just so different because of it and like whatever. So, okay cool. Well, we get to my place and I park and, as I'm going to get out of the car, he's like "wait, don't get out." So I close the door and I'm like "now what?" and he's talking about me and how I'm cute and whatever. So I tell him that I noticed him checking me out while he was dancing with Kim and he was like "shh you weren't supposed to see that!". So we sit there talking for awhile and, bam, we kissed. Definitely made out in my car for awhile before I suggested going in to my place. Yea, needless to say, we had some of the most amazing sex EVER. Like, holy craaaaap! I was dead tired after we were done lol. But it was nice and he gave me a huge kiss when he left. So, I don't know that it necessarily means he's interested in me (I mean, plenty of people have booty calls and random hookups) but, oh my God, he's so cute and holy shit can he kiss...and everything else. ;) So, whether it meant anything or not, it was definitely one hell of a night!


courtesy of Facebook...I'll have to get a picture of us together as he looks now or something :P

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So it's like total opposites in the boy world right now. I'm pissed as shit at Larry and then, in the same day, got asked on a date by a guy I go to school with. Go figure lol. Okay, first the Larry situation cuz i'm SOOOOO pissed. Sunday afternoon he was coming over to my parents' house around 4 to go through some computer stuff with my mom. So he texts me earlier in the day and says he's running behind and it's going to be later than he thought so he'll come after we finish dinner. We didn't really have plans so that was totally fine and I told him that I'd text him after we were done eating so he could head over. Well, we finished diner and I text him afterwards and, yea, no answer for like the longest time. FINALLY he texts me back and is like "it's getting late, maybe we should do this another day? sorry." Seriously!? I mean, number one, we're rarely ever home the same weekend so it'd be at least a month and a half before we'd have another chance and, number two, it's moreorless standing up my parents which is NOT cool. I got pissed at him cuz it's like it's all about what he wants and no one else really matters. He says he cares about me but, really, that doesn't look like it. So I text him and told him "whatever, forget it" and was clearly super pissed. Yea, neeever heard back from him. And he has some of my stuff so I text him today asking when I can get it back cuz I need it and his phone's been off all day. Ugh. And I know he's going to try to talk to me all buddy/buddy next time we talk and it's like NO FUCKING WAY! Grrr I'm sooooo pissed!

But, whatever. That same day (yesterday) I got asked on a date too. Talk about a random day! lol. You know my ex, Kyle? Well, one of his roommates (also named Kyle and one of Josh's friends...oh boy) thought I was attractive the day I met him. Unfortunately that's also the day I met Josh and we know how that went. Well, not too long ago I got wasted at Kyle's and his roommate, the other Kyle, came home from the bar and text me from his room telling me to come up and visit him. So I did and we ended up laying in his bed cuddling and making out. Yeaaa. Needless to say, we sobered up and he got all weird. Well, since then, we've talked things out and he invited me out this weekend. I jokingly made a comment like "it's a date!" or whatever and, yea, apparently it really is a date. So I guess we shall see what happens there!

So I guess that's all the excitement I've been having lately. Came back to Saginaw for a totally pointless day of classes. My first class the teacher just rambled for awhile and that was it. Then, the second class, our prof was sick so some lady filled in (who was AWFUL, by the way) and only kept us for half an hour. Yea, so glad I drove back for that. *rolls eyes* But, tomorrow looks to be better. I have class, then am doing dinner with Liz and working on invitations for our sorority's formal and then she, Kim, and I are going to Kyle's (the ex's) wallyball game at 10. Sounds like a fun day! :) Now if only I could figure out these boys.... :P

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