KraZii_BlueZ , 24

So maybe it's just me but I found the Superbowl this year kind of lame. The last seven minutes or so were highly intense but the rest of it seemed pretty boring and the commericials weren't nearly as funny as they used to be. Oh well, at least I had good company to watch it with. My sorority sister, Liz, and I went to Flint to watch the game with Larry and his brothers at the frat house. I don't think anyone really cared who won, it was just entertaining to watch sports with a bunch of guys. They were definitely beyond amusing. I got invited to come back Friday night for drinking like we did last Friday so I'm already preparing myself for it lol.

Other than that it's been pretty uneventful. Lots of homework, studying, and all that wonderful stressful stuff. It's okay, one more semester after this and I'm doooone. :D As for boy stress, well, that's gotten more complicated. If you didn't read my last entry this would be a great time to do so. :P As you know, last Friday I went to the frat house to drink and ended up sleeping cuddled up with Larry holding hands even though we're "broken up". Then Sunday, at the Superbowl party, I had my hand on his arm and he never pushed me off. He also continued to give me the long hugs where he keeps his arm around me even after the hug is over. But, at the same time, we're still "broken up" and whatever. So I'm totally confused on what the hell he wants from me. However, to make it more complicated, I spent hours last night texting back and forth with one of his brothers getting to know him better. Uh oh. They both graduate in March but, still. So, I don't know, I'm totally confused and think if I do end up drinking at the house on Friday, it's going to be very very interesting. Gah boys!


when we were actually together...


...and when we're not (I'm not seeing a big difference here!!!)

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Thanks for all the love, girlies! :) I think things might be okay after all. Last night I went to Flint with my best friend, Theresa, and we got drunk at the frat house with Larry. We definitely were rather cuddly and, at the end of the night, I got a couple little kisses out of him and we slept all cuddled up and holding hands. So hmmmm...? Theresa told me on the drive back today that it was obvious from the time I got there to the time I left that he still really likes me. She's convinced he'll be back so here's to hoping! :) I text him later on in the evening tonight and told him that he should come spend the night some time this week and he said "I don't know that us spending the night together would be a good idea but possibly." And he told me he had a great time last night. Maybe I'm getting to him?

It was definitely one hell of a night, though! First my roommate had her Mary Kay debut as a new consultant so some of the sisters came over here and we did facials and stuff. It was cute and entertaining. After that, I drove Theresa back to her place and we got all dressed up for the evening. We went to Kyle's (my ex's) for a little bit cuz I promised I'd stop in and then we headed down to Flint. Meeting all the brothers was pretty sweet seeing, for as many times as I've been there, I definitely never talked to any of them. They're all really nice and I'm definitely gonna be around more now lol. It was fun, though, and I got soooooo trashed lol. Thankfully I have a great boy who got me and Theresa McDonald's at 5 in the morning and who asked me first thing this morning how I was feeling. Awww. :) Not to mention he made us pancakes for breakfast AND he bought me antifreeze for my car cuz the low coolant light was on AND gave me a gift card to get gas. Yep, but he doesn't like me. ;)

Seriously, I've been smiling ever since I left. Wait until you see the pictures below...it's SOOOO obvious. Omg I'm crazy for him. :X I may be going down there tomorrow night (err tonight really) to watch the Superbowl with the guys which could be quite fun. I'm definitely keeping my fingers crossed that my boy's coming back. But, judging from the past 24 hours, I think I might be okay. :)


me, Kyle (my ex), and Holly (Kyle's gf) doing Irish car bombs...worst idea of my life! It tasted like SHIIIT lol


the bar I made at Larry's :P


me and my "just friend" ;)


with the bff


two of the most important people in my life <3


Larry and I chilling in the kitchen


Theresa and my drunken kisses lol


at least I looked really cute while I was trashed! :P


rockin' out the frat cups


way drunk and in Larry's shirt


yep, ball juice


my drunk face lol


Theresa and I waaaaay drunk


my 5 am breakfast lol


laying on Larry's bed


SO drunk (and sitting on his lap teehee)


Larry pretending to be a pimp


sorry, I don't share ;)


every man's dream come true lmao


it's so obvious <3

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Oh what a busy week already! It's one of those weeks where there's something going on every day. Don't get me wrong, I'd rather that then doing nothing but sometimes it definitely wears a girl out! :P

Yesterday I had class 'til 5:50 and then one of my sorority sisters and I went on a mini road trip to a store about 20 minutes away only to find out it was closed. Boo! So, when we get out of class today, we're going back there in hopes that it's actually open. This time I'll try calling too. :P But it was a fun time with her and we had dinner with a few sisters beforehand which was nice too. So today we're going back to the store and then, tonight, I'm going to Flint for the night to see the boy. I don't know, I feel kind of uncomfortable about it. I think maybe because I'm trying to make myself not like him so I don't get hurt if this just drags on and fizzles out. No clue. Ugh, whatever.

Also yesterday I picked up a school newspaper and found out about a job offering that I'm going to try for. It's for next semester being the Advertising Manager for our school paper. The deadline to apply is today and the office is right by my class so I figured it was a sign that I should try lol. So I made up a cover letter and printed my resume and will keep my fingers crossed!

What else? Hectic life, as you can probably tell. Not to mention all the schoolwork I have to do and all that fun stuff. Gotta love senior year of college! Geesh! Buttttt at least I got my camera when I went home (I had forgotten it when I came back from Christmas break) so I can try to take some pictures soon so my entries look prettier. I'll throw some old ones in for kicks. :P


stupid boy, I fear I'm falling for you


Kim, one of my roomies for next year/sorority sister


Liz, also a roomie for next year/sorority sister


I could go for one of these right about now

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Woot for being home. I came back to my hometown for the weekend and it's rather nice. I love being in Saginaw but sometimes it's nice to just get away and be with family and away from the stress of school/sorority life and all that. And tonight we're going to this dinner and a movie thing at my church and my grandma will be there (who doesn't know I'm in town) so it'll be a fun surprise for her. :) Very nice.

Let's see, what do I need to update on? Classes are still hectic and stressful and all that good stuff. I have a take home quiz due Wednesday for Math that I'm sure just may be the death of me. Luckily I plan on bringing it to Larry and having him help me because I'm clueless in that subject lol. But the semester is truly underway and, wow, I'll be glad when this one's done!

I figured out my housing arrangement for next year too. My apartment's lease is up in August so my mom and I were discussing if I was going to extend it until December (when I graduate) or not. I've opted not to extend it and, instead, will be moving on campus to live with some of my sisters. We have a block of housing that's "Greek Row" and almost my whole sorority is living out there so I'm moving in with three sisters and am super excited about that decision. So far we have three of us living in our place and the two that I know I'm for sure living with are nothing short of amazing. So I'm really excited! :)
Speaking of the sorority, we had informal recruitment this semester and got 3 new girls which is pretty exciting. They all seem really nice and like they will be good assets to our sorority. Can't wait to get to know them more! :)

What else? Boy? Umm boy life is a little complicated but okay. Last weekend Larry and I got in a really big fight and then, when he spent the night Wednesday night, we had this whole long ordeal about how he doesn't want to be dating anyone right now. But that doesn't mean we'd stop seeing each other, just take it down a notch so he can focuz on school and not a relationship because, apparently, seeing each other isn't the same as a relationship (even though we're basically in a relationship). Naturally, I got really upset and cried my eyes out and he felt bad and hugged me and got me to say all my feelings. The next morning when he was leaving he told me that he really needed to think now that he heard everything I had to say. So who knows? I talked to him twice yesterday and I asked about seeing him Tuesday night to help with my take home quiz so apparently I'm staying there Tuesday night. I guess that's a good sign? Maybe him really thinking about what I said will help my case lol. I don't know. All I know is he makes me smile and I'm glad he said tone it down and not completely turn it off.

Ummm so, yep, that's about it. I accidently left my camera home after Christmas break so I got it back this weekend when I came home which means you can expect new pictures soon. Yay! :P lol