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back from the dead :P

01/23/09 1:48 am

I'm baaack! My internet was done until yesterday afternoon so I've been without entry updates for a few days. But it's back up and running now so I'm all good. :) I'm dead tired right now so this won't be long but I figure I should at least let you know I'm not dead lol.
I definitely didn't make it to bed until 6 this morning cuz Larry came over and he got here around 1:30 with McDonald's and so we ate and just ended up laying around talking until 6. Which was great when I had to get up and ready for class lol. And this week is recruitment for my sorority which means not really a lot of time to sleep. Like tonight I'll be out 'til probably around midnight and then have to be up at 7 to go hand out bids. Uggggh lol. But, yes, I am alive and I'm doing a-okay. I promise bigger and better updates now that my Internet's back and functioning lol. :)

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I want to be truly, genuinely, sincerely happy

01/16/09 2:24 am

Omg stress! This week has been so rediculous, I swear! Like, seriously, in every aspect of my life there is something stressful right now. Gah! Let's see, where should I start the list? lol. :/

Classes are insane. I've officially been to all of them and it's looking like this semester is going to be a doozy. Three of my classes don't have a final exam which means big projects. I don't mind projects but three of them at once? Ugh. It's going to be an extremely time-consuming, busy semester. Can't quite say I'm going to enjoy it. But, hey, at least the countdown to graduation has officially begun. Woooo!

Then there's the roommate. I love her but she's absolutely driving me up the wall. If I had the money right now to single-handedly pay the bills, I would evict her. I came back after Christmas break and the place was trashed. So I spent two days cleaning it and, lo and behold, she's making it a mess again. I asked her before if she could rinse her dishes after she uses them and put them in the dishwasher. She said sure and was good about it for awhile but, now, she's back to her old routine of piling them all in the sink. And the dishwasher is right next to the sink! Oh and the new thing now is that her and her boyfriend are eating all my food and drinking all my stuff. Kyle (the ex from a previous entry) said I could put my really valuable food and stuff in his fridge if I want. At first I wasn't so sure cuz that means whenever I want it I have to go to campus to get it from him. But now, after coming home from class today and finding out that my roommate's boyfriend drank a bunch of my alcohol I'm thinking I may have to take Kyle up on that offer. Grrr.

And then, lastly, there's the boy. I don't know, he's just being dumb. We had an argument over AIM last night about "us" for the third time. Literally it's like every week that this comes up and it always ends bad. I was so upset I went to bed crying. Granted the crying was a mix of him and old feelings about Ryan that resurfaced but, still. I was just so hurt. I don't really know how to feel. I mean, we're still together but, like, today just feels blah. I did end up spending the night with him Tuesday night, though. We had some rediculous sex too which was about time seeing we hadn't since the beginning of December. And he took me to McDonald's for lunch the next day before I came back up here for class. So, I mean, I know he likes me and everything it's just a mess with my feelings because he hasn't asked me out yet.

Ugh. So I'm already sick of this semester. Here's to hoping it gets better soon!

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back to the books

01/13/09 11:41 pm

Well, we're back to classes. Yesterday was my first day of the semester and, man, was it a doozy. I had two classes yesterday and they were both pretty bad. My first one was Research Methods in Human Communication. Sounds so fun, doesn't it? lol. It's one of the hardest classes in the Communications program. I think I can see why lol. There are no exams in the class, just this huge research project that you get a grade for at various steps. So I don't think it's a matter of the textbook content being hard or anything like that, I just think it's going to be a class that takes A LOT of my time and is going to be rather stressful. Oh yay. Then my second class is Contemporary Mathematics which is great because I hate Math and am not good at it lol. It's reallllly weird! Like it's not Algebra, not Geometry...I don't really know what it is! But, whatever it is, I'm sure I'll get really confused and hate it because that's me and math for ya lol.

On the plus side, today and Thursday I only have one class. :D I have Communication and Pop Culture with the same professor I have for Research Methods. Which may be bad cuz his voice kind of puts you to sleep lol. Then Wednesday I have my only other class I haven't been to which is Business and Professional Communication. Looks like it's going to be a busy, rather stressful semester! On the plus side, with the boy living up here for this semester I at least have someone to go to for a massage, hug, or homework help when needed lol.

Speaking of boy....I love how you may be upset with a boy and they don't know but then they do something super cute and you're like "shiiiit" cuz you can't be mad after that! lol. Like, yesterday. Sunday night Larry spent the night so we woke up together yesterday morning and were laying around all cutesy and whatever before he had to go down to his school to get all set up cuz his classes started today. So he leaves and I go to class. Well, I was supposed to go down there last night if he could talk to the president of the fraternity first to make sure he could stay at the house. So I got out of class and called him and he said he hadn't talked to the guy yet but he would call me and let me know. We text a couple times after that and still this guy wasn't back. So, finally, it's like midnight and I figure it's too late for me to go there cuz I'm tired and I'm not driving half an hour tired. So I get ready for bed and then give him a call. Doesn't answer. So now I'm pissy because he never called to say anything about the situation and isn't answering his phone. So I decide, whatever, and put my phone on silent and go to bed. 1am I'm still awake when I see my phone light up. The boy calls me at 1 in the morning and tells me his cell's battery is almost dead and he needs it for an alarm for today but he just wanted to call to say goodnight. Okay, that's suuuuper cute. So I was like "aww okay, goodnight" whatever and then hung up and was like CRAP can't be upset now! lol. Darn boys. :P I think I'm potentially going there tonight, though, so I suppose that can make up for it.

Well, class isn't until 2:30 but I suppose I should work on showering, getting something to eat, etc. before I go off to class and then to the bookstore with one of my sisters cuz I still need my textbooks. Then hopefully Flint for the night! :D

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home sweet home :)

01/11/09 4:44 am

I'm back in Saginaw! :D I moved back into my apartment yesterday afternoon and I'm pretty psyched to be back. I love my family dearly but it's nice to be back to my rules and not my mom's rules. The 2 hour drive back went nice and smooth, no bad weather or anything, so that was good. Most of my stuff is still in my car cuz I was being lazy lol. I brought in the food I had brought and that was about it. :P My roommate's boyfriend was here when I got back and he was watching my second season of Roswell so I sat down and ended up watching a couple episodes with him. Then my roomie got home from work and I made the three of us some veggie pizza and Italian cheese bread. Yummmm! It was a nice start to being here again. :)

Today, so far, I've done nothing butttt today is a very exciting day. Why? Because Larry's going back to school!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D Which means, instead of him being 3 hours away like he is when I'm here and he's home, he'll only be 30 minutes away. YAY! He's gonna call me when he's on his way up and I'm going to meet him at the frat house to help him move in. We'll probably spend a couple hours there and then we're coming up here for a small party I'm having here at the apartment. Annnd that means he'll be spending the night which always makes me happy. :) Tomorrow night, depending on his Monday schedule, I think I may spend the night at the house. Not totally sure yet on that one. But, either way, I'm SOOOOOO excited about him moving up here for the next 4 months and I absolutely can't wait until he's here today! :D

Well, I guess I should get my ass moving, eh? I gotta go run some errands before Larry gets into town so I should probably consider doing that soon cuz he said late afternoon and we all know how slow I am lol. Have a great day everybody and I promise tons of pictures from this SUPER exciting/later on drunk day! lol. <3

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good news and a cute haircut :)

01/08/09 4:56 am

OMG I got such good news last night! I went out with Larry last night and, get this, he might be going back to school for this semester! Now, okay, let me explain why this is so good lol. First of all, Larry didn't graduate college. He left school only 3 classes shy of graduation. However, now he has the money and the time to go back and finish and actually get his Computer Science degree. The reason him going back would be a benefit for me too is because the school he went to is only about 30 minutes from my school. Which means this whole us being long distance dealy wouldn't happen until April when he graduated. AAAAND if he does go back he'd start Monday which means we'd both be starting classes on the same day so he'd be right by me. I couldn't stop smiling when he told me! It's not for sure just yet but it's sounding very likely. So yay!

Besides that good news, our date was really cute in general too. It was our last date down here for awhile and it was really nice. He came over after work and we hung out for awhile talking to my parents before we went to CiCi's for dinner. It was really cute too cuz he forgot I was buying as part of his Christmas gift so he was kind of surprised when I pulled out my wallet before he could. It was cute. :) Dinner was really yummy and really filling too. After dinner we talked a lot on the drive home which was cool cuz I like learning new things about him, I think that's half the fun of a new relationship. At my house he worked on my mom's computer for awhile and I just sat there taking pictures like a dork lol. And he was cuddly and cute like always which always makes me happy. He's coming up to Saginaw this weekend for sure on Saturday, possibly Friday. Saturday I'm having a party so he'll be there for that. Originally he was going to come up Friday so we'd have a night alone too but now it depends on this whole school situation. But, hell, I'd rather him not come Friday if it means months of him being near me. :D

I also got my hair cut yesterday. I always get nervous when I get my hair cut because I love my hair so if it doesn't turn out cute I get upset and everything. But the girl that did my hair did a GREAT job. It's super cute! If it's not straightened it's a little difficult, but I straighten my hair like every day so that's not a big deal. Yesterday I straightened it before going out with Larry and I had to run downstairs just to show my mom how cute it was lmao. I definitely love it! Looks very sophisticated too. :P

Well, I think that sums up my fun day. Today I'm just going to Meijer to do some grocery shopping for the apartment (gotta bring back food!) and I have to return a sweater from Christmas for a bigger size. And then tonight I'll be enjoying my last home cooked meal that I'm not making for awhile. Then tomorrow is my last day home which means lots of packing and making sure I'm ready to go back Friday afternoon. No lie, as much as I love my family and everything I'm ready to get back to my place and my independance, friends, and sorority. And now with the good odds of my boy being closeby I really don't feel sad about going back lol. I can't wait! :)

I promised pictures! Oh and someone asked me before what kind of lip gloss I was wearing so I'll tell you ahead of time, I'm not wearing any in any of these pictures, my lips are just naturally light lol.