Linly , 27

[color=#0000FF][[/color]Song Byte]
Heart dont fail me now
courage dont desert me
dont turn back now that we're here
people always say life is full of choices
no one ever mentions fear
or how a world can seem so long
how the world can seem so vast
courage seem ne through
heart I'm trusting you
on this journey to the past

somewhere down this road
I know someones waiting
years of dreams just can't be wrong
arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
finally home where I belong
well, starting here my life begins
starting now I'm learning fast
courage see me through
heart I'm trusting you
on this journey to the past



[color=#0000FF][[/color]My Day]
Wow... got my ACT and SAT scores today.
ACT= 28
SAT= 1220
My ACT score rocks, but I want to get about a 1300 on the SAT. (although I am not complaining right now)
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My whole family is speechless. Maybe I will get a pretty present from them?
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In spanish we are working on a pinata and no one in my group can get together to finish it. SO.... we are kinda screwed. Oh well. Maybe we can get an extension?
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My aunt called my uncle and told him my score and he was like "That is really good. I mean really good" turns out the average ACT score in michigan is a 21.5 woooo! go me! Lol.
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I want to take some more english classes because on teh english part of the ACT I only got a 25 and I am so embarassed about that. So, I talked to my counsulor and we couldnt find anything that I could take. Which means, I need to take a class at the community college nearby which would give me credit for both high school and college. Oh yeah baby! Lol. I'll prolly take just a simple basic english composition or something, but I just can not believe that I scored so low on my english.
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I named my boy degu. Its name is Pickles. I call the girl "bitch" because I dont have a name for her yet and she really is a bitch. Maybe she is pregnant? ::hopes::
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I have a six page paper for english to write. ::bangs head:: I dont want to write it. But whatever. Six more months of school. Just six more months!
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So Sarah, Paris1983, was given SE access today and I'm so happy. LoL. SOmeone else to do article reports! ::giggles:: Actually, I'm happy because I know how hard she has been working and I really think she deserves it.
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I should go try to work on my homework... math is really killing me.
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Ly
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kudos
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bubblys : drama_star18 : heart_of_gold : hyper_03 : ImJCsNsync : littleantz : PunkRawked : Rainne23 : ShadysGyrl : sunshine1221 : supergirl2877 :
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Away Message OTD
It's %t DO YOU KNOW WHERE I AM? no? really? Too bad. I was hoping you could tell me!

[color=#0000FF][[/color]Song Byte]
There's or a bus leaving dallas
I hope you're on it
There's a train moving fast down the tracks
I hope you caught it
Cuz I swear out there aint where
you oughta be
SO catch a ride and catch a cab
dontcha know I miss you bad
but dont you walk to me
baby run
cut a path across the blue skys
Straight in a straight line you cant get here fast enough
Find a truck and fire it up
Lean on the gas and off the clutch
leave dallas in the dust
I need ya in a rush
so baby run


[color=#0000FF][[/color]My Day]
The rents are home and I have a million things to do for math.

I looked at about 200 reporter applications this weekend and the number of just submitted applications is like.... never ending. Already today 25 more people have applied. yikes!

My little degus are so adorable! But I dont think the girl is too happy out of her cage. I set her down and she trembles. Poor thing!

I wrote this long really personal and emotional letter today. It was about a page of of my heart. Everything I thought was there w/o any interuptions on it. Everything I thought about this person, everything I felt about them, everything I wanted from and for them. ANd I went to copy it and I pressed paste and it was gone. Just like that. I felt like a piece of my heart was gone it was just so devastating. Even if I tried I would never be able to write anther letter like this one. I am still not over it. Lol.

TIme to eat some pizza.

Ly



AntoniaAriana : bubblys : Desirea : drama_star18 : heart_of_gold : hyper_03 : ImJCsNsync : kiki_4 : LiL_LiL : littleantz : oomjd : Paris1983 : PinkJade2 : Rainne23 : ShadysGyrl : stardreamer4 : Twilights_abc : WitsEnd :

[color=#0000FF][[/color]Song Byte]
I've got chills
they're multiplying
and I'm loosing control
cuz the power you're supplying
its electrifying
You better shape up
cuz I need a man,
and my heart is set on you
you better shape up
you better understand
to my heart I must be true
you're the one that I want
oh oh oh hunny





[color=#0000FF][[/color]My Day]
Yesterday, I went out and bought two Degus and they are so adorable! They are about five inches right now (not including the tail) and are just soooo cute!
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I got a boy and girl so that eventually they will breed and I'll have babies. The pet store said that they will take the babies back and sell them. Only I don't get any money, but thats ok. Just as long as I am not stuck w/ a million babies. Also, once they have babies, if anyone wants to buy some from me just send enough for shipping and I'll send 'em to you.
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I was just reading the book and it said that degus will end up between 10 and 12 inches from head to toe. hmmmm, I dont mine any bigger! they are cute right now.
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They will BOTH get on the wheel and run together, its so cute! Really. I'm in love!
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By now you might be wondering what the heck a degu is, so I'll leave you a link to a picture of one. link = http://www.geocities.com/~octodont/images/degu/hol.jpg

link= http://www.geocities.com/~octodont/images/degu/charles3.jpg

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They are oh-so-cute! I havnt had names for them yet, but thats because I want to be able to tell them apart first. The male is so funny! When you open the top to the cage he runs and hides, but the female sits there and looks at you like "do you have any food?"
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I'm going to go and play w/ my degus now. :)
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Ly

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kudos
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[color=hotpink]Aniek : just because they are from england doesnt mean they have an accent... tom didnt!::tries to hide her blondeness::
AntoniaAriana :oh... is this guy just a friend?
bubblys : an american movie star... hmmm ::flips hair:: well I am a kiwistar!
Desirea : oh you! I am NOT a dumwit! well ok maybe I am...
drama_star18 :happy birthday!
Emerald : Selena was awesome
heart_of_gold : I'm fine, how are you?
hyper_03 : yeah... a six page essay. eeks!
ImJCsNsync : a yahoo chat would be really cool.
Rainne23 : ahhhhh you resopnded! LoL
ShadysGyrl : ::sigh:: I wish six pages was too long. My next essay will have to be ten pages.
stardreamer4 :what part of england do you live in?
sunshine1221 : a good nights sleep is the best!
Twilights_abc :oh I love british accents too! Maybe we could get sam to record herself reading a book and we could play it over and over again? veronica :
I'm glad I found a reasonably explanation for the weird waking up thing too! it was so freaky![/color]

Away Message OTD
I've left on a mission to liberate all of those poor items in the Mall!

[color=#0000FF][[/color]Song Byte]
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
and I wish on a star, that somewhere you are thinking of me to
cuz I'm dreaming of you totnight
till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight.
(Selena)
So I wait for the day, and the courage to say how much I love you
yes I do


[color=#0000FF][[/color]My Day]
Its about one, I woke up at noon, oh good nights sleep can make everything ok sometimes.
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I TALKED to Sam today. LoL. SHe has a mic and we chatted for a bit. it was oh so fun lol. but did you know she has an accent? yeah well, silly me never even thought about that! LoL. I was like "SAM! OMG! You have an ACCENT!" I think she was just there going "my lord how blonde can linly get!"
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I have nothing to do today... I migt spend some time on my essay, its six pages and I need to find more resources, might be a good idea to spend some time on it. Ya know?
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Oh yeah, in case you couldn't tell, I didnt go to his cottage.
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BLAH!
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Linly
ps~ about the weird vibrations things, I think I found out what they are, I think its like... my mind wakes up b4 my body does. Cuz you know how when you sleep you body shuts something in your brain off so that if you dream of running, you dont actually run. And I think that I just 'work up' before my body decided to let me move again. If that makes any sense at all.
But its ok! I had a GREAT sleep last night. AHHH
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Kudos!
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Adidac1017 : AntoniaAriana : avasnazz1 : bubblys : Desirea : earthangel14 : Emerald : heart_of_gold : hyper_03 : ImJCsNsync : littleantz : Paris1983 : PinkJade2 : PunkRawked : ShadysGyrl : SmartCookie : Sparkles1NZ : veronica :
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Away Message OTD
Come Again....i cant read what you wrote to me....its blurry...change the color or something

*check bottom for info about the title*

[color=#0000FF][[/color]Song Byte]
[color=lime]I see you looking at me
I can tell by your eyes that your feeling me
and I really want you to get close with me.
So wont you dance with me...dance with me.
My drop tops in the parking lot
and I wanna take you back to my spot.
We can snuggle a little, more time to us.
So wont you dance with me...dance with me!

If you sexy and you know it clap your hands (clap [5x])
If you sexy and you know it clap your hands (clap [5x])
If you sexy and you know it and you really wanna show it,
if you sexy and you know it clap your hands (clap [5x]) Yeah![/color]
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[color=#0000FF][[/color]My Day]
Right, so, yesterday I was planning on sneaking out of my house this weekend while my parents are gone and driving to my guy friends cottage for the weekend instead of spending the weekend here alone at my place. Stupid me! I left the instant message open on my computer where my guy friend and I talked about it and guess who happened to decide to read my message.. uh huh. So, yeah, screwed beyond belief!
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I'm still debating if I want to go or not... actually, I want to go, I'm just worried what the punishment will be. I leave here in six months so I don't know what they would do...
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This is just so hard, I don't get to spend a lot of time with my guy friend because he doesnt go to my school and whenever I have free time it seems like he is always busy...
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Dropped my rents off at the airport, drove back distracted and missed my exit. 30 minutes later I realized that I should have been home by now and had to back track... not a pretty site.
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I still have a million things I need to do, and I think I am going to call my aunt and talk to her today. I guess a part of me is just sick and tired of having no trust from my parents. The only reason they dont want me doing this drive to cottage thing is because he is a guy. And he and I could have sex. and I am "not ready" for that. SOrry but, last time I checked this was my body, my mind, my life and I think I know it a little better then they do.
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Oh their concern is really wonderful, but not when they severly limit what I can do because they want to protect me. They even said "If it was a girl you were going with it would be different" Why? Girls and Guys can be friends w/o having sex ya know...
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Well, anyway, happy thanksgiving guys! :) And if you are coming form my old journal then you rock a million times infinity! :)
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I'm going to go to bed now b4 I pass out. I'll let y'all know what I decide later tho....
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Away Message OTD
shaving my iguanas in the bathtub again




can spirits try to "take over" your body?

I know this isnt the best place to be posting this but sometimes when I am sleeping I get this feeling like something is trying to "enter" my body and take over. Its really weird... and I don't know if its something to do w/ an OFB experiance or whats up... But its plain freaky.

Just now (at 6:15 am) I was sleeping and I had a dream where a friend of mine sent me an instant message that was kinda like a forward, but it said "Just for future reference, dont talk to dirty old 30 yr olds so you can save me, save me, save me, save me, save me, save me, save me, save me, save me" w/ save me being repeated several times. Then I felt my body kinda... heavy like and almost vibrating. As soon as I became concious I moved my finger and the feeling sorta went away.

So, if you know anything about OBE or spirits could you try to help me out here?

Linly

thanx

*I am officially freaked out because I went back to bed and just now at 7:15 I woke up again, body w/ that same weird sensation, and someone whispering in my ear w/ this weird voice. Only this time I couldn't move myself like last time.I tried to shake my head, but I couldn't move my head.
Good Lord! What is wrong w/ me?