LuzObscura , 31

Well, I thought I had a meeting today with the nurse manager/staff on my floor today. I was downstairs moving stuff and I was like crap, and started running to mu meeting. I didn't even change. so that was not cool. I got there opened the door and it wasn't them in there so I went to the HUC(Head Unit Coordinator) what the deal was. She told me that it was not until Monday. I got emailed the wrong dates. I guess I will go then. =)

I promise I will get you the translation for that song. It is one of my favorite of her songs. I just like the romance in the song. Feel free to give me a hard time about it I'm ok with being teased.

OK that is my biggest pet peeves on how people park. I hate it when they take up more than there fair share of the parking stall. Especially when they take up two spots. There was this car that used to park really close to mine all the time, so I left a little sticky on the car window. It said, "I'm a pregnant woman, so thank you for parking so close to my car that I could not get out of it. I had to crawl across my car, Thank You!". OK so that was a big stretch of the truth, but it was so annoying and I had scratched from their door. The good news is that by some miracle they learned how to park their car in the lines.

As far as the song from yesterday it is open for your thinking. I would love to know what you think it means.

Yesterday I did some shopping at the Wally world. It wasn't as busy as normal. I wont lie it was really nice.

As you may recall I'm doing the walking to work thing. That has been going well. I have also been doing a lot of strength training to go along with it. They are simple, but effective. The only thing I can say is that I love the fact the muscles have memory...it makes it nice..seeings that I haven't done it in awhile.

Anyway..have a good night/day. This is big enough already...I will spare you and not put a song in today's entry.

Aaron


Here is a picture of part of the hospital that I work at. One part was done in 2003 and the the other half(right side) will be ready to go by Saturday. Yeah!

I was riding the shuttle back to my car and there was this sign by the door. I thought it was kind of funny. =)


Here is a picture of the valley near my work.


Hector attacking his chew toy.

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Shoutouts to people who responded

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crazycanuck : have a good one!
desperaterain : noice
KraZii_BlueZ : wooo july! :)
MissMurder : Yes, July. -sighs- Nice song...I wonder what it is refering to?
-Kali.
pink_dreams : yay July...one more month and a like 13 days until I'm 23 wow!
pinklove04 : I know its july woohoo
SatansGift666 : ohh good ol' July. Hopefully it brings about better daysss

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Sparkling angel I believed
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.

I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

Chorus:
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

Chorus:
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
it doesn’t give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.


Welcome to July. I can't believe that it is already here...sometimes time goes by way to quick. Take care and have a lovely day.

Aaron

As far as I know I don't have ADD. It was just one of those days where I have my thoughts all over the place. Do you want the translation?

My entertainment for the day was cleaning my floor and Hector trying to catch the evil broom. It apparently is a threat to him. Wow that sounded really lame. As you can tell not all that of exciting of a day.

Summer has I think finally made it to the state of Utah. It is 92 at the moment outside. I decided to toast to summer and made my on Slurpee like drink. MMMmmm good.

Have you ever got something in the mail that is marked URGENT? Well I got one today. The funny thing is that it had my name on the envelope along with current resident. What could be so URGENT that if I was not here that the current resident would benefit from? If it was really urgent and I was not here....would I be missing out on really important information. As it turns out...not really all that URGENT. It was a bunch of really odd coupons. I guess maybe that could be URGENT if they were going to expire. I am now a proud owner of coupons for window washing, septic tank cleaning, chimney cleaning, hair removal, and many other fun coupons. If you all need a septic tank cleaning let me know...I will so hook you up with a coupon.

I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm really getting tired of the death of Michael Jackson. I'm tired of it on the news and people going on about it...I know I'm talking about it...Yes he was a great artist, and I will continue to listen to his music. I really don't care who gets his money or his kids. Is there not other things going on this world that is more important. I understand that people will miss him, but it's not like he has been mainstream in the music business lately. He has been in the news, but not for his talent. I don't really want to go into whether or not I believe he did anything with those kids. I will only say that a lot of people thought O.J. didn't kill his wife either. Ok...I'm off that little rant.

I have a picture of you.
That is engraved in my heart.
I need only close my eyes to see it.
When the world is consumed by darkness.
You are my light that sees me through.

Aaron

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pink_dreams : :| your have ADD or something my boy :P and i understood nothing of that spanish conversation :P

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My brain is all over the place right now. I'm trying to think of something to write and I'm not coming up with anything right now.

No worries it will all come to me. I will write a lot more tomorrow. Have a great night.

Christina:
Como un bello amanecer, tu amor un día llegó
Por ti dejó de llover y el sol de nuevo salió
Iluminando mis noches vacías

Luis:
Desde que te conocí, todo en mi vida cambió
Supe al mirarte que al fin, se alejaría el dolor
Que para siempre seríamos dos

Both:
Enamorados, siempre de manos, eternamente
Si no te hubiera conocido no sé qué hubiera sido de mí, mi amor
Sin tu mirada enamorada no sé si yo podría vivir

Christina:
Sin el latido de tu corazón

Luis:
El mundo es más frío

Both:
Nada tendría sentido
Si nunca te hubiera, conocido
Oooh, ooh oh ooh, ohh ohh

Christina:
Toda mi vida soñé con tu llegada, mi amor

Luis:
Así yo te imaginé, tan bella como una flor

Both:
Supe que siempre seríamos dos
Enamorados, siempre de manos, eternamente
Si no te hubiera conocido no sé que hubiera sido de mí
De mí, hubiera sido
Sin tu mirada enamorada no sé si yo podría vivir

Christina:
Sin el latido de tu corazón

Luis:
El mundo es más frío

Both:
Nada tendría sentido
Si nunca te hubiera

Luis:
Conocido

Christina:
Que hubiera sido de mí
Nada tiene sentido

Luis:
Si no es contigo

Both:
No sé

Christina:
Que hubiera sido de mí

Luis:
Que hubiera sido

Both:
No no, sin tu mirada enamorada no sé

Luis:
Si yo podría vivir

Christina:
Sin el latido de tu corazón

Luis:
Sin ti, el mundo es más frío

Both:
Nada tendría sentido si nunca te hubiera conocido
Nada tendría sentido si nunca te hubiera, conocido
Oooh, ohh, oh yeah

Aaron

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Shoutouts to people who responded

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crazycanuck : OMGGGGG I LOOOOOOOOOVE THATTT SOOONG :D thats lame about people partying till 6AM and you couldnt sleep. i party but respect my neighbors LOL
MissMurder : Sorry that you got no sleep kinda, but fell asleep on people, ahaha.
But yeah, music is my life.
-Kali.
pink_dreams : Why aren't you reading Twilight yet my vampire love? We should write a vampire story together. You and I both write :P

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YAWWWWWWNNNNNN!!!!!!! I;m so tired right now. Some of my neighbors decided to have a party last night. They didn't stop until 6 in the morning. I was not able to sleep. I felt bad because I was talking to a couple of my subs..you know who you are, and I fell asleep. Oppps. Sorry....

I remembered what I wanted to talk about the other day. I was on my way to work when I see this car drive up like he owns the road. He was going to park. He pulls up to the side of this car and proceeds to parallel park like he is a hard ass. Trying to be quick and suave. He hits the curb, and almost goes over it. I'm sorry but at this point I could not help myself from laughing, and kept laughing as I walked away. Yeah I know really bad, but you had to be there. He didn't even need to park that way there was only him and that car on the street he could have just pulled up behind the car. Questions for my curiosity....1) At what lengths would you go to avoid parallel parking, and 2) What are some things drivers do that annoy you.

I have to give a shout out to Twilight's author...even though I know she wouldn't read this. She is from Utah! No I don't give out address. =) Like her or not she has brought a bunch of people to the awesomeness that is vampire literature. I have not read the series yet. My mom has finally convinced me to read them. I have the first one sitting on my table.. I will get to it. I'm a fast reader, so I'm not worried. Yes I do read....I just don't look at the pictures. ;) j/k I read all sorts. As far as vampire books..I love Anne Rice. If you have not read any of her books...I highly recommend them.

The good thing about my schedule is that there is a lot of overtime and I will get my holiday pay. Also because I worked the holiday I will get a paid day off.

Yes a very good song indeed. It has always been one of my favorite songs. I love music. I get the feeling that I'm not alone. I know I can't sing, but I do it anyway.

Good luck with finding another Aaron. I don't actually know many guys. I do however know my fair share of Erins.

Anyway I think that is all I have for the night. Take care.

*Sings*

If your feet hurt from walking too much,
Than I will tend to them with a velvet touch.
If your lungs just don't wanna work today,
Than I'll perform a mouth to mouth until you're OK.

Don't you just love,
The feeling of my fingertips,
Circling your lips.
Don't you just love,
The desire taking hold of you.
I can tell you do.

I know all your favorite spots,
And tonight we will connect the dots.

If your muscles are wound up and tight,
Than I will loosen up the knots until it feels right.
If your ears just ache from listening,
Than I'll supply the remedy in the melodies I sing.

Don't you just love,
The feeling of my fingertips,
Circling your lips.
Don't you just love,
The desire taking hold of you.
I can tell you do.

I know all your favorite spots,
And tonight we will connect the dots.

Don't you just love,
The feeling of my fingertips,
Circling your lips.
Don't you just love,
The desire taking hold of you.
I can tell you do.

I know all your favorite spots,
And tonight we will connect the dots.

Aaron

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Shoutouts to people who responded

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crazycanuck : thats too bad your all alone :( i know what you mean about wishing you found her earlier. she seems really great, and its nice to have that kinda relationship with someone. i love that song.
have a good night, hopefully you found something to do to pass time
evil_tink : cause i know that you'd feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i've ever been
and i don't want to go home right now.
and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight


im sorry. who doesn't love that song, though?
MissMurder : Awe, that sucks that you are there alone, but you seem like a positive guy and you could prolly spend your time doing something nice while even being alone, you know?
But anyways, hopefully you see Jen again soon enough. :]
I'm really glad that you are so happy with her and as I said before..your entries always give me hope.
I still feel bad that your plans fell through. =[ thats quite a bummer. heh. You shoulda went shopping instead er something. lol. idk. I liked to do scrapbooks in my spare time or write. Or clean stuff. But, lately... it seems like Im all over the place .. I dont know what to do/where to start anymore. gahh.

That is nice that Jen reads and everything, also that she wanted to thank all of us for being here for you. lol. Most guys dont really write, but I bet its nice for her to see the nice things that you say about her and such. You are pretty special, I must say. I think you both are lucky to have one another. =] If you guys are happy, that's what counts though and is important.

hmmm. I havent seen anything about True Blood. I think I tried to watch an episode.. but I stopped cause I think in the beginning it was kinda dirrty er something. lol. idk. I do like vampire stuffs though as well. I guess that has to bring me to the next question if you've ever read the Twilight books? Or if you're a big reader or not? Honestly, I cant even bring myself to read any other vampire-ish books now because none of them can match up to that series. Granted.. now its become like a big teeny bopper thing, but those are really good books. hah. I love them, and I will admit it. lol.

wow.. the schedule goes up till August? Geeze. I thought we had our schedules up fast. lol. damn. I have to work both the 3rd and the 4th too. though.. im not sure how the 3rd counts as overtime? lol. unless.. you just count that with the fourth? haha. idk.

ohh well. I think that's all I've got to say, really. =P seems that we're speaking now.
Nice twist.
The sad part is..there are those people out there that do die alone and I guess I am just the negative one..
And I guess you are never really alone..maybe..idk.

Yeah, some are better than others and the annoying part is the stories that sound almost like Twilight..my god..make up your own idea.
But I loved vampire shit for the longest..before Twilight was cool. Haha.

Yep.

Iris. <3 I fucking love that song with everything.

-Kali.
pink_dreams : You told me you were watching True Blood you vampy lover *laughs* Jen sounds like a nice girl. :) i want to find a guy who has the same love connection as you and her. lol will i have to find another guy named aaron to have it work?
SatansGift666 :

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