LuzObscura , 31

Before I start my journal today I'm having a moment of silence. A patient that I got to know when I first started passed away today. He was such a sweet kid. God Bless You Benjamin! You will be missed, but we are all blessed to have know you. Thank You.

Ok, so as I was leaving my apartment building today there was a paper on the door that reads. Sorry about the language. I don't like to cuss. "TURN OFF YOUR GOD DAMN SPRINKLERS YOU FUCKING MORONS. WHERE ARE YOUR BRAINS? IT"S BEEN RAINING FOR TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" It has not been raining for two weeks. It has been raining for a few days. Do they really expect someone to come out here and reset the timers? There is no way. In Utah the weather changes as often as a teenage girl goes through boyfriends. We can get all four seasons in an hour. Also the best time to water here is in the morning. Anytime after that and it really doesn't do any good for the grass. Also late evenings works well. Besides it doesn't really get on the sidewalks, so what I would like to ask is why are you walking on the grass. I am thinking they might have had a few too many, or maybe they are really that retarded. Again sorry about the language.

I love to write, and I also love to read. I may not be able to draw, paint, or to all those other things. I can write and I will take that. When I was a kid I read the entire school library....even Nancy Drew. The city library had a slightly larger selection, but since I read most of because of school I had to move on. I read the older kids books. That is where I got a love for writing. Now I write poetry, song lyrics, stories, and I even wrote a screen play with my friend that he is working on getting funds for. I try to write for you to see the world as I do. I want you to see the humor in life. I try and portray it in a lively manor as well. I hope that you like it. I also like to mix it up, and do a writer no no. Write as if you were in a conversation. Some teacher really hated when I wrote that way.

On to your question SatansGift666. Please tell me that is not your real name. That would be such a cruel thing to name your kid SatansGift. Could you imagine a teacher reading out the roll? Hopefully it isn't at a church run school....I think they would kick you out. Ok, back on track now. How did we meet? Well, I first met her in May. If you recall she is the one I talked about on the steps. I will recap for you. I was coming back to the apartment and she was sitting out he steps. I smiled as I saw her and said Hello. She smiled..with a smile that I think would light up any room no matter how dark then said, "What are you listening to?". I had just bought the new Ipod. They are so cool. Sorry had to put in a plug for them. lol get it..anyway. I told her and asked if she would like to hear. Of course she replied. This was a little out my normal zone. I would normally just tell the person and keep going on my way. So I sat next to her on the step and I was going to pull out the headphones, because it has built in speakers. She grabbed my hand and said, "No, leave it in. I will just move closer." So she moved closer and we sat there talked and listening to music. She had to take off....oops almost made her late for a meeting. It was a a great moment. One of those you know where that person is special. I knew I needed to get to know her better. We watched House later on that night. She was also the one that I went hiking with. The "nice view". She has been a blessing to my life.

I more I would like to write, but I think I will save that for tomorrow. You have either one stopped reading and thinking man will he ever shut up, or have gone blind from reading this. If it is the last bless you for reading this...although if you have gone blind I suppose you can't read the fact that I'm thanking you...yet I keep going on how cruel.

Ok take care ladies.

Aaron

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SatansGift666 : yayyy for your woman coming back home soon! Bet thats exciting. I wish I could be with my boy as much as you are with her. lol. damnn. I'd pay to see him that much if I had to. So... how about you tell the good story about how you guys met. You seem to have a really interesting way of explaining things. lol. You really do have a way with your words. =P

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Ok finally back for a real entry. I would like to thank all of you for reading even though they were boring.

Jennifer comes back tomorrow. Thank goodness. Hector is great company, but I miss her. I miss her touch, humor, feel of her kiss, well basically I miss everything that is her. The last time we took Hector we walked past an apartment building she started laughing. I looked at her to see what was so funny. She pointed at a sign. It said "Deliveries in Rear". Lol kind of funny. She has a fun sense of humor.

It was nice to have someone to talk to while she was way. Thanks to Kelly and a friend from high school. Thanks to them I was able to keep sane. I also watched a lot of movies. It wasn't the same without her. Oh and Kelly. sorry there are no clones of me out there. I am an original. Although my brother is a close second. ;) He is lots of fun.

On another note I did as I intended and walked to work today. I tried to walk slower, because I didn't want to get their too early. I still made there in 30 minutes. I guess that is a good thing, but I may have to take a longer route. It was raining today, but it wasn't to bad. I was still fairly dry when I got home.

Well, I think that is about it. Take care ladies have a great day.


Aaron

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100percent : You have a good one too. Enjoy your dinner! Hello!
KraZii_BlueZ : hope you don't lose power!
enjoy the storm! :)
MissMurder : Hope you don't lose your power and hi!

-Kali.
SatansGift666 : for the record, I went and read the entry that I missed too. heh. my baddd. =[
but, it sure did sound like a freaking romantic evening for youuu. lol. you're so darn sweet to that woman. sounds like pure love right there. <33 that's freaking sweeet!
hope everythings okay over theree
and you dont lose power. thats always a bummer. lol.
unless you got someone to share it with. =P wink wink!
pinklove04 : have a great evening

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I'm not delaying an entry we are getting a lot of rain and thunder, so in case the power goes out I wanted to make a quick HELLO entry.

Aaron

Just stopping in to say hello. I will make a better entry tomorrow. I am about to have some dinner and Hector is running around somewhere inside the apartment.

Have a good one ladies.

You know I love rainy days. What better reason to stay in bed snuggled close to the person you care about. Today we have been watching movies and responding to journals. I hope you are all ok with that. She is also helping me with my speech for the nurse managers. She is such a sweetheart.

She is all I have been waiting for. You know I think Forest Gump really had something going with his box of chocolates saying. You never know what candy you are getting if the box doesn't have one of the displays inside. Sometimes you get what you think is a good chocolate and end up with a really crappy one. Sometimes you have to eat and eat. Then just when you don't want to eat anymore to find the one you want...you find it. The one that hits the pallet just right. I think that it is the same in dating. You go through dating person after person. They all have the secrets hiding beneath the surface. You don't know who they are until you "take a bite" out of them. Then you find out who they really are. All the markings point towards a really "nasty chocolate", but you eat it anyway. Then you finally come across the person you have been looking for. That who Jennifer is. She has everything that I have been wishing to find.

Last night I had everything for her ready when she came. I went out to show her how special she is to me. I had dinner, wine, music, candles, dressed up, and the cologne she picked out. We had a really great time. I even had something special for Hector. He seemed to be pleased as he slept on the chair.

She said she was too tired and her feet hurt to much to go down stairs. I said, "Not a problem let me fix you a bath and you can stay here(which means bubbles and candles)." She got in and asked if I would come wash her back. I smiled and said sure. She said you can reach very easy from out there..you will have to join me. After the bath she looked at me gave me a hug and a kiss. Then said, "Thank you for being you". I responded with, "I love you more and more each day. You will never have to have a lonely moment again." She wore one of my shirts to sleep in.

Anyway have a great day ladies.

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And a thought crosses my mind
If I never wake in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Aaron

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100percent : I'll be sure to be extra careful! I hope you and Jennifer have a good time together.
SatansGift666 : Oyyy. I wish my boy and I both had a few days off that we could spend time together. arg. its hard to find that time nowadays too. =[ blah. That's really sweet though that you're going to cook for her and get her favorite wine. I think you really are a keeper. =P teehee. And as far as I'm concerned Elvis is still alive. =D bwahahaha. I refuse to think he died. lol

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