LuzObscura , 32

I was a little sad yesterday when I looked out my window and started to see the snow has almost completly melted away. Granted there is still a ton in the mountain, but it's not quite the same. It's nice to look outside and see everything nice and white. It is a wonderful looking site. I know that the seasons must change, and I am excited for spring. It is nice to see a hint of spring to come with the nice green grass. I can't wait to see the buds on the trees and flowers in bloom.

Yesterday I cleaned my room pretty much from top to bottom. I didn't want to catch what I had so I cleaned everything and sanitized everything. It took a lot longer than I had anicipated. Before I knew it Wrangler was back from school. She asked me "Who are you expecting?". I thought but didn't say "You.".

Oh, and I told her what she thinks isn't all that of an embarrassing story. I beg to differ. I will not repeat it in here but she knows what I am talking about. Only my family and her knows this story. I still can't believe that it happened. Just trust me it's one of those funny family stories that you wouldn't really tell if you were the person that it happened to.

I was going to end this entry with a song from my playlist, but I changed my mind. Here is a poem for you Wrangler.

Key To My Heart

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along.

- Marsha Hoyt -

Love,
Aaron

Woo hoo! So I am finally feeling better. I hate being sick! I ate for the first time yesterday. It was so good! I had some cream of potato soup and a wrap. It's amazing how not eating for a couple of days can make what you eat next the best thing in the world.


Love,

Aaron

Still sick

love,
Aaron

Ok I would have made an entry yesterday, but I wasn't feeling well. I am feeling a little better today, but not 100%.

My sister insisted that I go to the Dr. I told her that all I need is to rest. So, she came over and told me you are going. I didn't have the energy to argue, so I went. Turns out that all I had to do is rest. He gave me a script for basically dayquil or nyquil.

So I came home and watched Mr. Brooks with Wrangler. Spending time with her is just amazing. Her sweet calming voice was all the medicine I need.

Well, I think I am going to head out. Have a great day!

Love,
Aaron

Last night I put the music and song that I wrote for Wrangler on actual music sheets. I have been wanting to do it since I had written them, but my printer has been giving me a lot of issues. I have been trying to get it to work and finally success. I printed out a couple yesterday. As I started to put it on there I realized that I put a couple of verses out of order. I had to erase them and write them correctly. Now that I have it the way that I want it the next step is to make it darker so that I can put it on my computer. Ü

Last night Wrangler and I were talking and I was thinking about a special day that is coming up. We shared how we felt about each other. At least I tried sometimes there just aren't the right words to express how I feel about her. The feeling is like a little fire inside me that spreads throughtout my body. I just can't believe that this is all happening. There is so much more but that is between her and I.

I fell asleep before her a couple of nights ago. I try not to because I like to make sure she falls asleep ok. Well, I was having some pain, so I took a pill to aliviate the pain. Sometimes this pill makes me sleep a little too well. I guess after I feel asleep I was snoring. I cant belive she heared me. Woops.. I did have a very pleasnt dream that night.

Well, as per usual I will leave you a song from my playlist. This is a little gem by Bon Jovi.

Thank You For Loving Me
Bon Jovi

It´s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There´s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
leave the world outside
All I´ve got to give to you
Are these five words and I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky´s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
that you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!....

Lock the doors
leave the world outside
All I´ve got to give to you
Are these five words and I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
Oh, when I couldn´t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn´t fly
Oh, you gave me the wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn´t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Oh, for loving me

Love,
Aaron