Just a fill in

So I was surprised today as I was having lunch to see some relatives there. If you all remember when I was telling you about my Dad's cousin that was in the hospital. Well he was diagnosed with Lymph Cancer. He was sent to out MICU (Medical Intensive Care Unit) to basically run out the clock. I was able to make it up there when he passed away.

I got to go...just thought I would drop by.

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SatansGift666 : bwahaha.
That makes my heart smile. =]
That song is kinda sad though. lol. I was gonna say I think I cried listening to that one, but I think it was a different one. maybe both. i cant remember. =p quite amazing though, let me tell yah
ToxicDesolation : nighty nite

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Just going to sleep...Yeah early night for me

(Eminem Talking)
Yeah.... it's my life.... in my own words i guess....

(Verse 1)
Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression
No, literally give an arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma
Turns right around to bite you
And everything you stand for turns on you despite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain
"Daddy look what i made"
Dad's got to go catch a plane
"Daddy where's mommy?"
"I can't find mommy, where is she?"
"I don't know, go play, Hailey baby, your Daddy's busy"
"Daddy's writin' a song, the song ain't gon' write itself"
"I'll give you one underdog, and you got to swing by yourself"
Then turn right around in that song, and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother who's a splittin' image of her
That's Slim Shady
Yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me
But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye-baby, huh...

(Chorus)
And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

(Verse 2)
I keep havin' this dream
I'm pushin' Hailey on the swings
She keeps screamin' she don't want me to sing
"You're makin' Mommy cry"
"Why? Why is Mommy cryin'?"
"Baby Daddy ain't leavin' no more"
"Daddy you're lyin'"
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time"
"But you ain't leavin' no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's pilin' boxes in front of the door
Tryin' to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy, no stop it"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
Its got her picture
"This'll keep you safe, Daddy take it with ya"
I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talkin'
Cause man I can hear 'em
They're sayin' you got one more chance to do right
And it's tonight
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em 'fore it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage
They're gone, and the spotlight is on
And I'm singin'

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
Sixty thousand people
All jumpin' out their seat
The curtain closes
They throwin' roses at my feet
I take a bow
And thank you all for comin' out
They're screamin' so loud
I take one last look at the crowd
I glanced down
I don't believe what I'm seein'
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"
"But baby we're in Sweden"
"How did you get to Sweden?"
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'"
"You lied to me Dad, and now you made Mommy sad"
"And i bought you this coin, it says NUMBER ONE DAD"
"That's all i wanted, i just want to give you this coin"
"I get the point, fine, me and Mommy are goin'"
"But baby wait..."
"It's too late Dad, you made your choice"
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
"That's what they want, they want you Marshall they keep"
"Screamin' your name, it's no wonder you can't go to sleep"
"Just take another pill, yeah i bet you you will"
"You rap about it"
"Yeah, Word, K-K-Keep It Real"
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me?
I turn around, find a gun on the ground
Cock it, put it to my brain
Scream "Die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane that i was supposed to be on crashes
And burns to ashes
That's when i wake up
Alarm clocks ringin'
There's birds singin'
It's spring and, Hailey's outside swingin'
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her
Hailey just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to... say....

(Chorus)

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SatansGift666 : I thought that was going to lead to an Eminen song.
I was almost very thrilled. =P teehee.

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Ladies and gentlemen please
Would you bring your attention to me?
For a feast for your eyes to see
An explosion of catastrophe.

Like nothing you've ever seen before
Watch closely as I open this door
Your jaws will be on the floor
After this you'll be begging for more.

Welcome to the show
Please come inside
Ladies and gentlemen.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen.

Ladies and gentlemen good evening
You've seen that seeing is believing
Your ears and your eyes will be bleeding
Please check to see if you're still breathing.

Hold tight cause the show it's not over
If you will, please move in closer
You're about to be bowled over
By the wonders you're about to behold here.

Welcome to the show
Please come inside
Ladies and gentlemen.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it.

Welcome to the show
We're glad you came along
Please come inside
Ladies and gentlemen.

Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentlemen.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it
Ladies and gentleman.

Boom
Do you want it?
Boom
Do you need it?
Boom
Let me hear it.

Aaron

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Hears the sound of cheers.WOOOOO!!!! Last night I finished revising the new menus. I got done last night around 11. It is really nice to have that done and over with. Which means I think I will have some free evenings now.

I also had my other meeting today. This time I did not dress up....onto those stories. Jen and I had a good laugh about them all. Everything is doing just great. I forgot to mention to those of you that I talk with. She came up to my work to have lunch with me and visit me. I really was surprised. =) I got several comments about how nice I looked and lots of woots and whistles. There is a guy named Terry that works with us that looked at me and said "You better be careful around Mandy. She really likes guys in ties." He then stopped and asked me if it was silky. I said as a matter of fact it is. He smiled and said good it wont leave marks....bad bad Terry. I told him there is only one person that I would ever let do that and it was not Mandy. I stayed dressed up as I was asked to work, because of that girl being fired. I got asked out by all the 70 year old/+ women. Jennifer thought that was really hilarious. I on the other hand did not find the same humor.

At the moment I'm so tired. I'm even too tired to eat right now. That is sad. I will get to journals in time. Have a lovely night.

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crazycanuck : its all good buddy :)
we all have busy lives.
pink_dreams : your pathetic remember not to do this again though *hits you*
SatansGift666 : awww. no worries. =P
work sure does get the best of you. haha.
why do you think i barely even write anymore? =P
keeps my ass busyyyy. blah.
good luck with your work stuffs though. hope you finish it. =]

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