MizTheatre , 22

hay guys. so I am moving. We bought a house today. So I can do whatever with my room. I have as my bed spread and with black and white and red accents throughout my room. I am trying to thing of something to do with the walls. I like darker. I dont like to much white, but since i have a kinda small room, I dont want it to dark because it will make is look smaller. So please give me some advice. I want to stick to the red and black and white.


Thanks guys!

Hay guys. I am sorry I have been horrible Subby lately. I just havnt been on here lately. I just have been so depressed. Today was Justins Funeral and I feel horrible that I couldnt be there. But I have talked to Mackensy, his sister who I used to be friends with. We are talking now and she said we could be friends again so Im happy about that. I really miss her and the friendship we used to have.
So Friday:
I went and did crafts with at my Grandmas house since my aunt was in town. Then I came home and got ready for the murder mystery dinner theatre. I play a hit man this time. I came in and yell SHUT UP at the top of my lungs and tried to kill some ppl but got shot b4 that happened. So i was killed off pretty quick but still got $75 for it. So I was waiting for dinner after I was killed off and I was talking to Chelsey, Justins other sister, and we were talking about justin and the funeral and the food we got them and I started crying my eyes out. I didnt want to there bc i was in a high traffic area with lots of ppl comeing thru so i had to explain y i was crying to a bunch of ppl which made me cry even more.

So Saturday I babysat. I LOVED the little girls I sat for. They were Caitlyn who was 10 and thinks shes 25 and Mae who is 7 and thinks she is 13 lol.Caitlyn was the most polite little girl i have ever met. I love her, she would just ask me if I was hungry and tell me she would get me something if I wanted, like SHE was the babysitter LOL. She was so cute. I Can not wait to sit for them again.

Then Sunday didnt do much. Was raining. Today was the first day of class. Then i went to dads for a bit and went to get my car fixed for the 5th time, which they couldnt fix it today so i gotta go back on wed. :-( Pissed.
Then i got a couple pizzas for dinner and brought them home. Mom and I ate, then we went to my Appointment at the clinic for my depo shot. Then we went to look at a house. Mom had talked to the guy (who owns a few other houses we have looked at) today and he told her he just bought this house an hour b4 they talked and said she could come look at it. So we did that. It was a huge 3 bed 2 1/2 bed with like 2 livingrooms and HUGE (whole width of the house) kitchen and a HUGE yard. BC the lot next door was not big enuf for another house so that lot is ours to so we have a HUGE yard and all that for like 25,000. So mom is Signing the papers tomorrow. She is so excited. Now she needs to tell her BF that she is leaving him. I think I will go for a drive til she tells me its safe to come home lol. this will not go well. So I have this horrible headache.
OH so im pissed. I hate guys so much. This guy i have been talking to for awhile has been telling me he really likes me and all this stuff but he needs to get his life figured out b4 he gets into anything serious, and now today i just found out he has a new GF. WHAT THE FUCK> Ya no if you didnt want me then fucking tell me, dont fucking lie to my fucking face. Im so pissed and hurt. Today is not a good day for my emotions.
OK so I smell Fluff. Im going to get a Peanut butter and fluff sandwich and prolly lay down and get rid of my headache. maybe take a nap a feel crappy.

OK so the funeral is monday. HUGE deal since he was the first soldier from our town to die. So anyways they will have the whole deal with the 21-salute and everything. They told the route the hearse will be taken from the airport to the viewing and then to the funeral home and then to the cemetery and everyone is asked to stand on the street to honor him. The governor is making every state building in the state fly thier flags at half mass this week to honor him.

So the autopsy was completed but results will not be out for like another week. But i found out that he was found dead in his living quarters. So I wonder if it wasnt suicide or if someone killed him on purpose. IDK but i really cant wait to find out what happened.

That sounds weird today. 'Cant Wait'
normally when u cant wait about something its because your excited and its something good happening.
Just weird.

So we ordered 2 sheet pizzas 4 dozen wings and 4 2 liters for the family from a local pizza place at home. We sent them an email and told them they could call and order it whenever they are ready. we just thought it would be a nice thing to do bc they will probably have lots of ppl there and wont want to cook or anything. I hope they get it and enjoy it.

RIP Pvt Justin Hartford. Feb 16, 1988-May 8, 2009

hi guys. so real entry today...sorta.
mom and i looked at some more houses today. Got some pizza at pizza hut. Stuffed Crust...yummy. mom and i got into a lil bit of a fight.more on that later. we came home, did nothing then watched Taken. GOOD movie.
did my body test on wiifit.
gonna play cards w mom.

update on justin.

his body is being flown home on friday. his funeral is monday. i really wish i could be there. Im going to send flowers this weekend. i emailed his mom and gave her my numbers in case they need me. I hope to hear from them.

OK im done. To upset to write more. ttyl

btw ill get back to being a subby here soon. Just give me a few days to feel better.

Hay guys. So im sorry ive been a crappy subby. I have no excuse for it except for the past couple of days, since I found out Justin was killed.

Its all over the news today. he was the first soldier from Elmira, NY to die while serving.

So...Anyways the cause of death was from wounds sustained from non-combat related injuries. SO IDK what happened. More will be released after the Autopsy. His body is being shipped home on Friday.

His Family has been on the news all day. Since Im In SC, I cant see it. Unless i find it online but i cant.

So anyways.

One thing I heard was that some guy was like really depressed over there and left his base and came back and shot up 5 ppl on his camp. IDK if thats what happened or if thats not related at all but IDK. I guess we will know what happened later on. :-(

RIP PVT Justin Paul Hartford
Feb 1988-May 8, 2009

You will be forever in our hearts. Dont get into to much trouble on the other side!

(sorry, had to put that in there, Justin was ALWAYS causing trouble! He even got arrested for peeing in the hallway at school. I will miss that kid!)