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Im so excited for christmas! Its worth getting more excited over when you have a little one to suprise with presents! This last weekend we had christmas with my sisters and their family's and he got SO pumped opening any present so I really cant wait to see him on christmas morning <3

2011 is going to be a great year for me Ive decided. Adam and I are both going to start a healthier lifestyle and hopefully we both get down to the weights we want too. Im so ready to get my old body back.

It seems though that my immune system is not excited to work with me as well as it normally does. I've had 2 colds in a month! Its ridiculous! This last one I even had a fever with, it was nasty :(

Anywho, how are all you ladies doing?

Happy Thanksgiving weekend! Hope everybody had awesome weekends :D

We went shopping on black friday/thanksgiving evening and spent a ton of money but we saved as much as we spent so that's pretty rockin'.

We moved back to our hometown again, turns out AT&T didnt work out so well and Adam got the chance to move back home at the same pay so we took it! Lucky too cause when we moved home we found out that my father in law has cancer...So we've been handling that as it comes. Stage 4 lymphoma.

Other than those few things, don't really have much of an update, still not pregnant but it gets easier to deal with, still have hard days though...

Well ladies, it sure has been a while...
Sad to report that Im STILL not pregnant :( Oh well PCOS makes it hard and my body is even harder to work with. We did find out that Adam has a low sperm count too so its just one more thing preventing us from getting preg. Boo. Oh well Im on some natural vitamins and such that have been helping me to Ovulate more, but Im sure you dont wanna hear about that.

So where to start? So much has happened since April.

We moved out of our hometown and back to Louisville and we sorta like it up here. I like being around my sister and such but miss my family...
I also had to leave my doc that was helping me get preg and havent been able to get a new one since :(
Anyway we moved and I got a pretty nice job up here! I work for AT&T in a call center. Ibasically take care of EVERYTHING. We just started on the phones a few weeks ago and its been really hard, this is the first week we've been on for more than one day at a time and I had a breakdown thursday :( Im just not sure if Im going to be any good at this or if I even like it. I work retention so basically when somebody calls and wants to cancel, they get transferred to me, and I have to try and save them *sigh* Its really hard to get yelled at ALL DAY LONG. Not to mention I get regular calls too but Im more on the landline side so people dont want to add stuff and I have to convince them to add stuff and/or sign up for new services. I just feel like I should be doing better and Im failing. Its hard :(

Moving on...
My sister is basically one big fuckup. Her whole life is like that, and I just dont even feel like getting into it. She lost custody of her other 4 kids a few years ago and never got them back. So she just had another one... Well now some stuff went down and she lost custody of him(she also got beatup/raped by her boyfriend) well my other sister didnt want a three year old so I now have custody of my 3 yr old nephew. I wanted a kid but I really wanted a baby and my own child lol. I like having him around, it's been about a month and a half now and all in all it isnt as hard as I thought it would be. His mom starts drama ALL THE TIME though and I really dont appreciate it. We dont get along, at all. In fact, we dont really talk, havent in years. So I didnt really know my nephew when I got him, it was almost like getting a foster kid...

So life has definitely changed A LOT this year. Adam has applied for a GM position at his old store back in our hometown and I think Id like that...More than likely we'll be able to keep my nephew(depending on the size of my sisters fit, maybe) and with that Ill be able to keep our kinship care(which is 300 a month, and daycare is 500) so basically Ill probably be a stay at home aunt(lol) and try to do some little projects online and stuff to make some extra money, or maybe work part time where my in laws could keep my nephew or my parents.

Im just really confused about it all, my life could consequently take two very different paths and Im curious to see which one it takes. I think Id like to move back home to my family and friends but I also enjoy my nice paychecks Im getting up here. Im just curious to see who's career we end up following in life(I could essentially turn AT&T into a VERY nice career)

Id say Adam is a shoe in since he came from that store but he doesnt really have enough experience as the manager he is now to qualify so we have to see if he can overcome all of that to still make it to the top :D I think he'd do good at it and I know other people agree so we'll see!

I think this is long enough though, so thanks for keeping up with me :D

Hey ladies!!
Im glad some of you are still around.
I got my results and I do have pcos. You can find out about it here. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polycystic_ovary_syndrome
Its definitely not impossible to get preg but I just dont ovulate on my own very well.
Im going to be taking a medicine called Clomid so I hope it helps.
I've documented so much of my life on this site I hope I get to document a pregnancy as well, if nothing else I'll document parts of my TTC journey.
Adam and I are moving in a few weeks! Im excited/scared/nervous. I have to get a new job, were in a new apartment Im leaving my parents, just everything. Its crazy.
I cant wait though. I love him sooooo very much and as long as Ive got him, it's gonna be okay :D

So ladies, whats new?!

I know nobody really reads this anymore but I try to update every once in a while.
Adam and I are still trying to have a baby but having some issues. I have irregular periods and they're testing me for PCOS. I'll know next week whats going on, hopefully.
Anywho she gave me some meds to start now and hopefully help me O later.
We're also about to move! Im excited but VERY nervous and scared. We're taking on more financial responsibilities because we still have this house until we can sell it. The next few months are going to be VERY busy but I cant wait to hopefully start having periods and ovulating and hope we'll get our + preg test soon!

Miss you guys!