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I'm tired. I finally convinced my family to play Uno Attack with me. It was fun but I would've rather played a different game. I think about Josh, my crush, a lot. We've talked some, but rarely. I haven't really talked one-on-one with him. We both want to be doctors and see each other at a monthly mentoring program for teens who want to go into the medical profession. We see each other in band most of the time, too. Except he's in a different band than me. He's in symphonic, the "better" band. I'm in concert band, and all of the symphonic members call it the "suck" band. And its the truth. The band sucks. Everyone talks except for like 10 people. (and there are 75 in the concert band.) Since I'm first chair alto sax and a veteran concert player(I was in concert band last year as a freshman because all freshmen band members are required to be in concert regardless of ability), I have the ability to move up into the other band. But the other band's instructor doesn't want me to move up! I don't like him much. But I want to move up so bad anyways cuz JOSH IS IN IT! I wouldn't care if I'm last chair in the section, or if there are 2 Kim's in the section, or if there are 3 Kim's in the WHOLE SYMPHONIC BAND! I just want to get in! Well, I have typed a lot. Oh well. I'm not done yet. Ummm. Have I mentioned that I've seen Josh in one of my dreams? I play that dream over and over in my mind because I love it sooooooo much. In my dream, Josh rescues me when I am unable to climb up steps.(yes, I know it may sound stupid, but in the dream context, it was amazing.) I have also gone to a party at his house. His house is nice. It was a band party after we got the highest possible ranking at our state marching band contest. We did awesome that day, but I think our Homecoming Game the night before was even better. Our team won there first game in 6 weeks, and we got a standing ovation for our marching even before the finale of our show with fireworks! Man, that weekend was AWESOME! I'm gonna close now, but I have a favor to ask of all you Kiwigirls. Could you please subscribe to my journal? I mean, if you don't want to you don't have to, but I would like to talk to some more "band nerds".(that's what we call ourselves) Well, I'm signing off. Have a safe and Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, today's about over. My friend Kim just got on. I still think about him a lot. Well, I need to go!!!!!!I'm tired!

Well, I'm not new to Kiwibox, but I'm just getting to know it. So far, I really like it. Even more than I used to like Kibu. If anyone used to know Kibu, PLEASE REPLY! I have yet to find anyone who went to that site. I am talking to 2 people, a friend from school and another marching band nerd. So, any band nerds out there, I wanna talk to ya. I love band and can't get enough of it. One of our drum majors is soooooooooo hot. I love him. Of course, he doesn't know that. The Ouija board doesn't agree with me, but why should it? It's just a stupid glow-in-the-dark board giving out lies. I still love Josh(he's the drum major). I play alto sax, how about u? JOSH PLAYS ALTO SAX TOO!!!!!! La la la la la la la la(to tune of Deck the Halls). I love to sing. I'm horrible at it, but oh well. hmmmmm. Well, enough for one day. HAPPY HOLIDAYS, and I LOVE YOU JOSH!!!!!!! by the way, the colors of this entry should be our schools' colors! hehehehehehehe