Readalottobooks , 25

why do i always start chatting with josh on facebook?!?!?!?!?!

Hmmm

I didn't go out at all last weekend. Just read more of the Sookie Stackhouse books and relaxed.

Looks like I'm switching positions at work. Nope, not going to hardlines, or membership champ.

Sam's Club is taking over the wireless communications kiosk.

I'll be selling cell phones and satellite tv now.

I'm excited. Pay raise!! Plus no folding clothes!! No staying til 10pm!! No more running a register!!

So that should be good. That officially starts July 11th. I'll be going to Walmart a few times before then to train.

I just registered for fall classes this morning. So far I'm registered for four, but I want to sign up for a fifth. I'm taking psychology of gender, US History since 1877, Precalculus, and public speaking. I also want to take western civ ancient and medieval. Full class load, but I should hopefully survive.

If I don't skip class at all this semester, I'll buy myself a really nice computer next December. I want a really powerful one with Windows 7.

Anyway, that's all for now...

I'm trying to make an effort to update semi-regularly. I know it's been at least two weeks, though.

So... I turned 23 on June 10th. I celebrated with a party that Friday, the 12th. Um. Let's just say I had lots of fun, and I've never gotten that drunk before. I didn't buy a single drink that night. My parents crashed the party, and bought me a Woodchuck. Throughout the rest of the night, I had four more Woodchucks, plus three shots. I made the mistake of telling Brett that I'd never had tequila before. So, he bought me a tequila shot. That was at the end of the evening, and it put me over the edge. :) My sister picked me up. She's so nice. Anyway, I definitely got sick a few times. I originally had to go to work at 9, but I switched so I could go in at 2. I called Coach Jeremy a little before 2, and said I'd be in late. Made it in around 3, and was definitely hung over. Brett had already told everyone about my party the night before, so everyone was asking if I had had fun. Lots of fun.

I'm thinking about going out with Chris. Sara thinks we'd be good together, and so does Lidija. Too bad he's out of town this week! Oh well. I'm going to try to get him to see a movie with me or something. We go out for dinner and beers once in a while, and we have fun with that. In fact, a week ago, we took our lunch at work together, and he bought me Arby's. Then, after work, he took me out to Old Chicago, and bought me more food and beer. I had fun, to say the least.

Anyway, That's all I can think about for now.

Classes finished up well. Got 3 As and a B in history. 3.786 GPA. I'm extremely proud of myself.

I talked with Brett, saying I kinda liked him. He told me he hopes to be engaged within the next year or so, and I completely understand. We're still good friends.

Turns out Zach actually has a girlfriend. He's having issues with her, however. It seems like Zach is able to talk to me about stuff, so that kinda led me on a bit. We're still good friends, and perhaps when the girlfriend thing ends like it sounds like it will, we'll have a chance.

Josh manages to pop back into my life every once in a while. We chat on Facebook a bit. He's struggling with a lot of mental health issues right now, though.

Sara wants me to get together with Chris in produce. He's a nice guy, and I might consider it. He's twelve years older than me, though.

Work has been good. Center section finally got another part timer, so I don't have to close all the freaking time anymore. It's nice. Seems like people are still quitting in droves, though. Many are transferring to Walmart, like COS Jackie who's been there for twenty years about. Oh well. We'll see what happens there. I have a strong feeling why everyone's quitting, but it's hard to do anything about it when it's the club manager...

Ssra and I are still really good friends. We still go out about once every week or every other week. She just got an apartment, and will be moving into it on June 13. I think we plan on a bit of partying there. :)

Still haven't decided on next semester yet. I keep procrastinating when it comes to deciding... What I need to do is make some campus visits! I'll try to do that on my days off of work. My thoughts are right now that I'll stay at Scott for one more semester, then transfer for the spring semester, or take classes this fall, have the spring off, and transfer next fall. We'll see what happens.

Right now I'm on vacation in Florida. It's been a lot of fun! We get back to town late tomorrow night, and we might be going out after that. We'll see what happens.

Anyway, I'm on Woodchuck #3, and I'm waiting for some horny guys to come online and chat with me. So I'll end this there.

I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past two weeks about who I am and who I like.

Part of me isn't sure if I like men or if I like women. Part of me wonders if I'm actually a male hidden in a female body. I've only had one relationship, and it was hetero. I don't have much basis to go on. There have been times when I've had what I call crushes on females, and I've also had crushes on males. I've actually been reading books about female-to-male transgenders, and they've been making me wonder...

Anyway, right now I'm interested in two men, Brett and Zach. Brett and I definitely are pretty good friends right now. We usually go to a bar with more of his friends once a week, and we talk a lot, both in person, online, and through texting. One major caveat with Brett is that he does have a long distance (and long term-at least 2 years) relationship. I've had a couple of people tell me go for it, and a couple say no, he's off limits. Deep down, I know it's wrong, but I do question how serious his current relationship is. As far as Zach goes, I know much less about him... perhaps because he doesn't have Facebook. (I'm a bit of a Facebook stalker/addict.) However, I find him attractive (even his tattoos and piercings). He's in my algebra class and works in the "fishbowl" (meat department) at Sam's, so I see him pretty frequently. We talk quite a bit at work and class. I know that he is single.

I'm not entirely sure why I felt the need to write today. I haven't really written in a while, and I'm trying to figure out life. It's hard, let me tell you, but I feel like I'm staying afloat.

Classes continue to go well. One of my classes has been cancelled for the last two weeks because the professor has been out of the country. I just got a history essay and quiz back. 100% on both of them! Woot woot! Algebra's going well, as well. Solid A-A+. Chemistry I'm doing decently in. I'm hoping to get a high B, perhaps an A out of it. We've got an exam tomorrow, so we'll see what'll happen.

I've got one of my best friends' weddings in May. Unfortunately, the way work is looking, I might not get to go.

Work has been fairly busy the last couple of days. We've been selling lots of furniture and patio sets. Yesterday was stressful for a while as I was the only forklift driver, and we had so much to do. Oh well. I survived, and it ended up being a good day.

Well, that's all I shall update you on right now. Toodles!