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Ohh boyy.So, I found out that people were talking about me at work the other day. But it turns out that it was all for good reasons. =] I was basically told that one of the manager and the sims coordinator (I'm not sure how high that really ranks him. lol. but....oh well) were talking about me saying how much they liked what I did, they're amazed at how fast I can get things done, and I'm really good at stacking things on the clearance endstand. And overall, how I'm just pretty much awesome. =] =] =] That was a sigh of relief. teehee. Made me blush a little. and on top of THAT.. she also told me that they were thinking about making me the head beauty advisor. w00t! All the stores have one, but for some reason we do not. Except the problem was that I don't really work mornings, and Im not exactly sure why I need to work mornings to have that title, but I still thought it was pretty neat. And may work out well... cause I wanted to start working mornings once I got out of school. So Kristine (the one who told me this) told me that I should tell Andy about wanting to switch to mornings and maybe he would dub me the head beauty advisor. My mom got excited for me.. until she realized that if I worked mornings I wouldnt be able to help her with the business at home. Arg. I'd much rather work mornings in summer than nights though anyways. So... chyeah! I thought it was good stuff. I was quite thrilled that they were so pleased with me though. Im not really that creative at making endstands er whatever, so I'm always unsure if its okay or not. But.. otherwise I do everything plus more than I'm supposed to. Did I mention already that we were for sure keeping Big Red? Cause, I'm pretty sure we are now. I love that little guy. teehee. We were back and forth about names to give him, and we couldn't decide on one. So, I think we're still just going to call him Red. It's kind of awkward to yell out. haha. But, oh well. I feel very overwhelmed for this month, mainly because of all the papers I've got to do for school. I wish some of these could have been due earlier in the year instead of piling them all in the same few weeks. Ugh. That's the biggest thing that has me stressing. Cause its hard to find time to write my papers between work and the home life. It's actually very had to be able to sit here for like 10 mins and get time to myself. The times that I'm motivated to get stuff done I have to stop to help do something. I dont mind helping, but then after that I become unmotivated and then I get nothing accomplished. It's very depressing. My sister's birthday is on the 8th. And Mike's mom's birthday is on the 5th. I'm baking cakes for both of them actually. haha. I still have to go out and buy all the stuff that I need for both of the cakes and finish getting presents together. OH, and gotta get a mother's day present too. gah. Even though, I work mother's day.. I'm just gonna leave her stuff on the table in the morning, I think. Rawr. Its just so crazy. I have this little calendar/planner book thing and probably all those things written on there just makes my brain wanna shut down. haha. I think I have completed one paper. but, that's the one thats due third. bahaha. I really suck at this paper game. I should probably stop. Joey keeps trying to contact me too. =/ Talk about awkward. Humph. Guess he was in town... and wanted to hang out before he left to go to Italy. Ain't that some shit to be sent to Italy from the Army? I are jealous. WooaahhhhI really suck at writing in this thing these days. =[ It's kinda sad, because I really do miss it sometimes. I just don't really have the time to get my ass on here though. I cannot wait for school to be over. Ugh. So far college has been 10x easier and simpler than highschool AND it's shorter. But, I still cannot wait to leave. I guess I'm just moreso tired of having to go to the school. Cause... really, I still dont talk to very many people at all. I've just recently started talking to the few boys that I've been sitting next to the WHOLE semester and that's prob only because we had to do a group project. And, we never got together once or talked about it. We actually just did our own thing and threw it together at the end when we had to present. We got a "B" so no one could really complain. The teacher actually rushed us to finish, so I made mine shorter and then she told me my part was too short. Thought that was really lame. But, I have a ton of papers to do. That's the only good thing about HS, I think, is that there really isn't that many papers to do. I've got papers due on the 5th, 11th, 14th, 17th, and 20th. And it wouldn't be so bad ... if I just had the time for it. Seems rather overwhelming to me cause they're all pretty lengthy papers too. Oy. I really hate wrtiting papers too. I'll prob just procrastinate till the night before... as I've been doing and see what happens. hah. That's so horrible. I'm still taking two summer courses, but they're online. I dont really mind that too much at all. I've heard a lot of people say its really hard to do, but its actually pretty damn easy. You dont even need that much self discipline to do it all.. unless the teacher gives you massive amounts of work/sections to do on your own. And so far... all my classes have been easy as shit. Just seems surprising to me. But, oh well. We have one puppy dog left. Brutis went to one of my dad's friends. It's not like we won't ever see him again, so its okay. It's a lot easier to watch one puppy two as opposed to two of them at the same time. So, we just have Big Red left. They were up and down about if we were going to keep him. My parents keep wanting to call him MY dog for whatever reason. They left it up to me, but then my dad says he's here to say. So.. how it's my decision. Im not sure. He's a cute little thing. =] Kinda sad that he's our last one. But, I think my dad is almost having thoughts about breeding again cause we really did get a good amount of money off of those dogs. And we have about five more people interested in buying Big Red. So, idk what we're going to do with him... for sure. Oh well. Not much else has been happening though. I really miss my epic venting entries. *sigh* dang life has to get in the way. May is going to be a busy busy month for me. I cannot wait for it to be over. I'll have to get new pictures of Big Red... just for fun. =P I should probably stop messing around now and try to work on some more of my billion papers that I must do. Beat it like a cop car.We have two puppies left out of the six that we started out with. I think most of them got really good homes. There's only one I'm not so sure about, and that's because the lady was crazy. Other reasons were cause she lives in an apartment on the second floor, and she admitted her dogs run away from her. So, she's obviously not the best trainer. But, ah well. That little guy is gone now. So, we're left with Big Red and Brutis. Two out of our three favorites. I think we're still debating if we're going to keep one or not. I did become motivated and uploaded the new pictures that we have of them also for your viewing pleasure. =]   That is Priscilla. She just recently left and I'm pretty sad about that. She was my most favorite one. Apparently, we are babysitting her next weekend though. So, that should be a nice adventure. Only sad part is that I work more than half the time she'll be here. =[  That's Big Red. Kinda funny.. cause that's how Vince usually sleeps, and the puppies sleep just like him. teehee. I love seeing how their little personlities form. =] So cute. Walgreens is going just dandy, if you're wondering. They had me working a shit ton of days. At least its a shit ton to me. =P And now, my schedule is slowing down for some reason this next week. Which means someone else is making epic money. Humpmh! I cant complain the days I work, cause its mostly all the days I sit at home with nothing to do. Ohh well. I still am not really a fan of one of my managers. She's getting better, but she's still very bothersome. Ohhh. I also got epicly hit on today. The most awkward thing is that the guys that come in and even sort of hit on me are much older than I am and are truckers. =/ I'm not sure how that works. I was walking to a front end stand to put this ball away, and looked in the isle really quick and saw a black guy standing there. He looked at me.. sort of puzzle, so I asked him if he needed help. So, he says "What are you doing carrying around the stuff I need?" So, I get confused and I'm like.. "uhhh... so, you want this ball?" And he's like, "nah, I mean YOU!" I was like woah woah woah! So, then he proceeds to start a conversation with me. He thought I was a senior in highschool, and if that's the case... Im not sure why he would continue to hit on me. =/ Then, I told him I was in college. Then he told me I have an accent. Which, is funny.. cause I've heard that only a few times, but he said it was cause he was a trucker and he stops places and picks up peoples accents and I "dont sound like I'm from Chicago." But, of course I have an accent to him because HE has an accent and is from TN. So, I imagine I would def. sound very different than what he's used to. So.. he keeps on hitting me and asking about my school and my heritage. And then already talks like I have a boyfriend and asks me what he is, but yet he STILL hits on me after I've confirmed his race. Then he wouldn't tell me the secret about black men. haha. Cause apparently there's some secret. lol. I just thought it was really weird. To make it even worse, the guy I was working with, Mike, had previously asked the guy if he needed help and he said no, that he was just standing there checking me out. =/ So, Mike freaked out about the guy. He was very very disturbed and felt like I shouldnt have put up with that, and that I should have told someone about it. Then, everyone else agreed with him and now.. I'm gonna have like everyone at work protecting me. hah. I really didnt think I'd have to worry about that at work, and now that I've moved. But, I know if he comes back.. I'm not gonna be around. Worse has happened to me, and yeah I'm a big girl and whatever.. I can handle myself. But, Idk. Guess its better to be safe than sorry. He stayed a bit longer just watching me, and I told him he should go check out somewhere else, and then he finally did and left. I figure I shouldn't see him again, if he really is a trucker. But, he may make it a fact to come back to that specific Walgreens. Arg. He called me beautiful.. and kept telling me how good I looked. I guess it's nice to hear, but pretty sad... since he was uber old and Im obviously not anywhere close to his age. You could see gray hairs sticking outta his head and everything. ewww. And school. Ohhh... I cannot wait for it to be over. Geeze. I thought these four months would be pretty easy, and they really have been, but I'm just so sick of going to school. Prob cause I cant sleep in like I used to, and lack of sleep makes me very irritable. All I really do is go to school, then work, and it repeats over and over again. Then somedays I get to hang out with Mike, and then do the whole thing over again. I really only have projects and papers left to do, and I just cant wait to be done with it. Granted, Im taking two courses in summer too. But, those are online classes only. So, it wont be so bad. I like online classes a lot actually. But, I cant wait for the end of May. So, there is no more getting up early.. except for work, maybe. But even then I dont have to get up super early. Really.. I havent had time for much of anything.. between school, work, home life, and the boyfriend. It seems kind of depressing once I sit here and really think about it. But, its nice to get out and about at the same time. Just wish I could control things a bit more to speed up and slow down how I would like. hah. If onlyyy. Ohh well. Just felt like updating.. randomly. This is about all I got for now. =/ sss Saturday, April 4th
I never really accomplished anything at all on saturday. Besides.. doing random things around the house. I put all the orders together for work, so they just had to be printed, matched up, and packaged. Saves a lot of work for my mom, especially if she's on her own. Mike left for his appointment at 3:30. And then, he came back at 5. For some reason.. we didn't hang out. I dont really know why. I figured I wouldn't make it a big deal. I'd just give him the time to play WoW er do whatever... even though.. it's not like he wont have all week to do it when Im at work er something anyways. But, ehh. Oh well. I txted with Sean for quite some time too. And, really.... not so much more happened after that. =[ Sunday, April 5th Had to get up at 8:OO to get ready for work dizzle. I hate getting up so early. But, I kinda like opening.. more than I like closing at work. hah. Andy was the manager, so things weren't really so bad at all. He pulled out all the cosmetic boxes for me. So,I had a ton of displays to put together. I kind of enjoy doing it, but it's just depressing because there's so many displays and so little space to put the damn things. And the last end display I had to put up had to get taken down for a bigger corner piece. ugh. It was so depressing. Then I hadda put all that shit away too. ughh. That's irritating. lol.That took up the majority of my day though. Sean came in and visited me around 2ish er so. So, that was lovely. He stayed for awhile and talked with me. I faced stuff while we talked, so I was still kinda working and not just standing there. =P No one's said anything yet. But, I'd laugh if they did. I txted a ton of people on my lunch break. Ashley makes me laugh. Her with her new bf. She's nervous about hanging out with him because now she can actually kiss him. haha. She's so funny. But, I was really nervous...I think.. when I was around my first new boys. Idk why. haha. Probably for some of those reasons.. and you never know whats going to happen. lol. Anddd.... Randy and Michelle are finally dating. I know I've talked about his girl problems a ton. They finally tied the knot and he was like head over heels for her. So, I'm glad I encouraged him to go after her. She did deny him. lol. But, he made her ask him out. So, s'all good. =P Im happy for him. AND, I found out that we apparently sold one of the pups to that crazy lady. I think that's so sad, because she lives in a freaking condo. =[ I think my rents just wanted to get rid of him, honestly. I asked my mom what changed their mind, and she said that lady's dogs er are life and she has time to spend with them aLL day cause she works from home. but, ehhh. idk about that. We're down to four now. Think we're just getting rid of two more: and dad wants to give one to Joe and then keep one, but he doesnt know which boy he wants to keep yet. It's a tough choice right now because they both have their good sides and bad sides. hah. Apparently, Priscilla is completely out of the picture now and that's really sad. She's one of my favorites. And dad wants to make Vince a pimp. WTF?!??! Oh well. So... I got offa work at 4:30. Mike had IM'ed me and said he let Ashley use the comp. so I should call him when I can. So, I called twice before someone answered.. and he was really pissy and moody. And it wasnt until I got home and the call dropped for the second time until he told me what his problem was. Idk why he takes crap out on me, really. but, okay. Bahaha.Tuesday, March 31st -- Truth be told, I should have just finished writing about Tuesday. Or the start of it anyways. haha. Cause, I really can't remember what I did. Besdies.. go to class. I came home.. and then got lectured about how my mom's falling apart without me because Im not helping her, and how she was like four days behind er something. Doesnt help that the computer crashed. That's what my mother gets for thinking she's a computer wizard. She admitted to restoring it to as far back as it could go to try to "get rid of some things" and in turn.. she fucked the whole thing up. So, now she tells me not to restore it cause it'll die. And that computer had pretty much ALL of our business things on there. Wonderful, eh? So..i think without that comp. it makes me less excited to help. And sometimes, I really just dont feel like it. I'd like to have time to sit and relax before work er do my damn homework. gahhh. I did work too. Nothing exciting... that i can remember. Wednesday, April 1 -- I lost my brain at some point. Idk how. I had class. We did nothing but watch a movie on intelligence... i think it was. And then after that we talked about our group projects. Thats always so depressing cause I know no one and still don't talk to anyone. So, my group ended up being me plus the three guys that I sit at a table with. Not so great. So, we have to do a 30 min presentation about Impulse Disorders and "teach" the class, basically. Not really my idea of fun. Ehh. Class ran like 5 mins after.. two people left in my group already and the teacher is saying to talk about the project and then leave. but, we were all itching to go. I picked up food for lunch and then when I got home...I realized I didnt have my book. I freaked out looking for it. I called my teacher and told her about it and then I emailed her. Then, I thought about it and didnt even remember putting it in the car. I was positive I left it at school. i was scared it wouldnt be there if I left it there till the next time I had class. So, I decided I'd leave at 3:20 and go check if my book was there. Sure enough.. it was sitting right at the table where I was sitting. I felt like a douche. And that made me super early for work also. I went to Burger King and got a coffee to waste time. But, I was still gonna be 30 mins early. So, I just went in and talked to the ladies that were working till 4:30 came around. Jafari was the manager for the night. (the indian lady) and for once, she really didnt boss me around at all. or bother me, really. I was surprised. I think its funny how she tries to tell me to do things, when Im already doing it though. hah. Before Sandee left she told me what needed to be done next and I was already working on it. Then Jafari comes up and tells me to do it. LAME! And.. Sandee and I had this nice talk about mopping the floors. She stood up to Jafari and told her she wasnt doing it anymore because it's not on cosmetics list, it's actually on the cashier's list. course Jafari said she didnt know. So... next time she tells me to mop I'm not gonna do it. And she could fire me for all I care.. or put in a bad word for me. But, seriously... cashiers dont do anything anyways except stand there. I could do ALL their facing ten times over. And I do garbages too.. which isn't my job either. I think if I didnt do them.. they wouldnt get done at all. So, Im gonna have to have that talk with someone. But, I think everyones so used to me doing it that they're not going to do it and thats bullshit. I dont mind helping out.. but.. I dont need to do everyones job for them. It was funny.. cause she told me the floor people were supposed to be coming so I wouldnt have to mop that night. Aha! But for some reason.. she made ME go talk to them and I had to keep relaying messages to them. wtf. I think I talked to Mike for like 15 mins the whole entire day. Thursday, April 2nd -- I talked to my Gma before I went to classs, since it was her birthday. Sucks that we couldnt spend that time together though. I went to class. We did some notes, and then watched a movie on the history of rock n' roll. kinda interesting. Mike still hasnt had internet for like all this time. So, I had all this time to myself. I had a list of things to do... but didnt get very far with those. hah. I cleaned up around the house a bit. I talked to Mike one time for a little bit.. and then we went out separate ways to do stuff. I helped out with working and whatever. Later.. dad decided we needed to have a "family meeting" about things. So, we argued... and by the end of the night three people got up and left. and we got nothing accomplished really. Both mom and dad ended up crying. Though, I believe it was for different reasons. I hate seeing my dad cry. But, theres parts of him that he never shows and those parts... are the ones that really hit his heart and its really sad. Everytime he gets teared up, I cant look at him because I know I'll start crying. I think we're too closely connected I feel like I feel all of his energy, and it hurts to have to watch him cry. heh. He's been through a lot.. really. Its probably amazing that he's survived it all. I personally felt a bit attacked because the whole thing was how NO ONE had respect and NO ONE did anything. And, I do a lot. I think I've done more than all of them combined in their lifetime. So, now we're just seeing if things change. and seeing how they go, I guess. They threaten to kick Dan out if he doesnt help more. Then Nick thinks Im going to become just like Dan and not help around the house. and he's too worried about everything being put on him because he'll be the one at home the most. its ridiculous... none of them can grow up and just help to help. I learned this... at a very young age. and idk whats so hard about it either. I didnt even talk to Mike anymore that night. I was hoping he'd call. But, all they had for phones was his mom and curt's cellphone. Idk Curt's number, and Im afraid to call his mom's phone that late at night. supposively.. hers died though, so thats why he didnt call me again. Friday, April 3rd -- My lovely mother woke me up at 6:45am to help her with the dogs. I was quite pissed.. because I get very few days to sleep in or make sure that I get enough sleep and she wakes me up at 6:45. ugh. the dogs were supposed to go to the vet early in the morning to get their shots. but, everything turned out horrible. Candi got a flat tire...so that pushed like the whole entire day back. This guy, Don, came one of the days to come see the puppies. And he decided he did want one, so Friday he was supposed to pick them up. But, he didnt for whatever reason... idk. And then another lady came to look at them last night at like 10:30/11:00. That was interesting. She wanted one too, but the more dad thinks about it the more he doesnt want to sell her one. Mainly because she lives on the 2nd floor in a condo in chicago, right by lakeshore drive. and she's sad a few times that her dog has gotten out and walked across two medians..and magically is still alive. So.. our kind of dogs.. def are NOT city dogs and dad wants them to go somewhere nice where they will have land and big spaces to really suit them. I went to Mike's too. Felt like forever since the last time I had seen him. Things still went very well though. I cannot complain. We went to Luigi's for a bit. then we got food. and went back to the casa and just chilled. It was nice. And, I missed it. heh. There was drama in their family too, I felt bad. Ashley just got a boyfriend, whose name is Dakota. she met him at the bowling alley and now they're finally dating. so, she's all excited about being with him and thinking shes gonna makeout with him. I was thinking she was trying to show off to me... that she had a boyfriend and gets to makeout and stuff.. like I really care. aha. Im trying to involve myself more into the family too.. I won't lie. And it was funny cause Mike asked me why I was doing that. But, I always feel awkward when I dont talk with his parents much and he comes to my house and we goof around and all this good stuff. It's like he IS apart of my family already and everyone accepts it, but at his house I just feel out of place sometimes. and I know he does do, so its even worse. but, ehh. I know his mom likes me. but, its weird. So.. she showed me the dress she got for her formal dance and showed me a pic of her bf and whatever. its cute. lol. but when they got home she went straight to her room and came out and started bawling on the couch. I felt really bad. I thought maybe she did makeout with him and got caught er something. lol. cause as soon as they walked in Curt goes "I have to talk to you" to Mike's mom. But turns out... his mom just borrowed money from Ashley to pay for bills and he got pissed off that she was using ashleys money. then ashley told me anything she wanted he would get for her, so.. idk why he's bitching. you gotta do waht you gotta do to pay bills. and she pays Ashley to do things around the house, so its her money anyways. but, oh well. I left around 9:30/9:45. and that was that, really. Saturday, April 4 -- I planned to sleep in again. But, ehhh. Dad woke me up at 9:47 to tell me that one of the puppies was leaving soon.. so if I wanted to say bye to him, I should get up. I figured I'd just get up anyways. Bout time I was done showering and whatever Don had arrived. So, we took all the puppies outside to play and whatever. They really love it out there and they all pee and poo like normal outside also. heh. Don stayed for quite awhile actually. It was funny because Brutis found a dead bird and dad and don got excited about it. haha. and then after Brutis there was one other one that kept finding it. They are technically hunting dogs. =P so, its good in their veins. and they're loving that it shows so early too. just a coincidence that there was a dead bird laying around that they found. haha. It was pretty gross though. But, don left with x-man. Xman is what we call him.. because the white part on his chest is actually shaped like an X. =P So, that's one down. We still have five more to go. haha. Thats been the most exciting thing though, really. Mike has an eye appointment at 4. So, Idk if I'll see him even. Im sure I could be doing something productive with my time at home too. but, Im feeling pretty lazy. haha. I thought it was funny.. how the one time I get a saturday off.. he makes an eye appointment. ahaaa. he thought i had to work though, apparently. guess the good thing is that i dont have to work next saturday either. but they have me for a lot of sundays now. and it sucks that the one time our anniversary falls on a wednesday.. that we could be together.. we cant cause i have to work that dayy. boooo. So,Im just chillen at homee for nowwwwww. trying to catch up on some things. I wanted to get some things done.. even though they all arent really necessary. Im done rambling. |
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