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busy busy girl.Saturday -- I worked 9am-4:30. I think that was the morning that we were doing the price changes. I think that's ridiculous. I got three huge stacks of price tags to do for the cosmetic department. One set of tags was for the easysavers, another set was was this called a megasaver, and then another one had a "W" on it and said as advertised. And it didnt make sense because those were the exact same as the megasavers, but yet we still had to put BOTH sets up.. but the megasavers were on the bottom. doesnt make sense to me at all. but, whatever. That filled up most of the day though. Taking down tags and trying to put the new ones up. Lucky for me, Sandy did it much faster than I did. So, when I went back the next day all the tags were done. haha. After I got off, I went to go pick up Mike at his house. We went to Luigi's so he could play a few games of DDR. Then we finally made it to my house - where my Gma was there with two of my cousins, Joey and Lindsey. (from my dad's side) And, I've only seen them like less than five times and that's really sad. My gma was babysitting them of the day for my uncle, and he let them come with to my house. I'm glad he did, because they're wonderful kids. I think my brothers and I plus those cousins are going to be the only normal grandkids that my Gma has. They're very very well raised and polite and get along with each other. It's marvelous. Lindsey was very shy at first. She barely knew who I was, I think. But, Joey remembered me. Course, after awhile Lindsey was pretty much attached to my hip. Idk how that always happens. It's either kids or animals.. it never fails. but, ah well. We had a little dinner at my house. Afterwards, we had cake for mom's bday. It turned out rather well actually. Better than I had expected it would, really. My gma left after that. Soon after, my mom opened her presents. Everything was fine, until she opened the kid collage that I made her. Pretty sure my dad was pissed that I didnt include any pictures in there of Gigi. And... I didn't mostly because, we dont really have any at my house. And also because... my mom didn't shoot her out of her vag. So, dad made me feel like shit.. even though he never said anything because i knew thats what he was thinking. It's not like I dont like her being a part of the family. but.. idk. My mom came up to me and told me she loved it and its perfect. and she knows dad was upset that gigi wasnt on it, but she said she understood cause I only have one mom and she gets two. She could do something like that for her mom too, but she doesnt. If I were to do that for Candi, I think it'd just be weird. =/ Idk. Candi and Gigi have been taking Mike home for me though, since they're a lot closer. So... that wrapped up the Saturday pretty much. Sunday -- I worked again 9am-4:30. I do believe this time.. Andy gave me a ton of projects to do. I think it's funny that I'm always looking for stuff to do, and they never have anything. Then out of nowhere they actually find "real" work for me to do. So, I did "real" cosmetics work and took down some displays, put displays together, and rearragned the area.. kind of. I didnt know display boards could expire. hah. So, I had to take like 4 or 5 of them down. I put like four new ones. And then the only other displays we had were like first aid stuff, which idk how that relates to cosmetics. But, I dont think its going in my department anyways. So,we've been working on moving things around to look better. We have bamboo plants too. I set them up at this corner stand of the desk thinger, then Andy added another shelf. Then later, he told the Indian lady to put stuff together and she moved everything and blah. After work, I went to Mike's house. I should remind myself to never not eat anything again. Ehh. When I dont eat, my body wants to shut down pretty much. Plus, on top of that I had a massive headache. So, I was feeling very horrible and weak. Couldnt talk loud cause I didnt have the energy to do anything. Eventually we ate around 8 something. After we ate, I took him to his Gma's to pick up her van so he could use it the next day. So, I stopped in and said hi to her.. which, I was dreading due to the information that she's currently aware of. I went home afterwards. I went to bed super super early. Like 10:45... early. I was so tired and exhausted. ughh. Monday -- School started up again this here day. But, I ended up skipping school because I wanted to sleep in. I could have gone, cause I woke up at 8:25 and 9 something, I think. But, I went back to sleep and figured if I woke up and got ready in time to leave for school.. I'd go. But, I didnt make it. And then my mom asked me to watch the dogs when I got out of the shower. I figured I'd be nice and do it, so dad didnt have to stop what he was doing to watch them. I got 10 hours of sleep. Which, was amazing. I like to say that I recharged myself.. and now I'm just going to run myself down again until I need rest like that again. heh. oh well. I had major cramps too.... and that wasn't really pleasant at all. =[ Four pills later, and I was okie. I dreaded going to work like that though. ehh. Wasnt too bad though. I worked from 4:30-10:30. Luckily, Kristine was the manager that night. ahaa. So, it wasnt horrible at all. And she didnt like one of the displays hat Jafari made, so I had to redo it. Apparently, we don't have a head beauty advisor.. and that's half our problem. Kristine dubbed herself that, then later she dubbed me that. haha. So, we'll see how that goes. That is pretty sad though.. cosmetics has our own products that's like the special of the month, and I didnt even know what they were. ugh. We really need a beauty advisor. I think that'd be helpful.. cause everyone always says they dont know what they're doing. They're guessing.. and that sucks for people like me that's in that department everytime I work. Ehh. So... then there's another little display that Kristine didnt like.. and i was supposed to change it/move it. but there's freaking no where to put it... and she's really picky about everything anyways. one time she was like "ugh, I have to do everything dont I?" she said she was joking after. aha. but, if she's gonna be picky about the stands.. she could do it herself. I started one and asked her if she liked it or what else she wanted. but, i dont want to randomly place things somewhere and idk what all we have in the back.so..wtf.. im still learning things. maybe if i knew everything, I could do it better too. the night went kinda fast though. leftover work must be done today though. ehh. cant get away from moving that display. haha. Tuesday --- I'll write about this later. At least I'm up to date on most things I missed. Apparently, my mother is lost without me and behind on work because I'm not there. Thus, I must catch her up on her work.... with the spare hours that I have before I must go to work again. boo. I get so weak.Friday -- This was my last day to sleep in for awhile... until Friday. And that's really sad. I planned on getting up early, but when it came down to it.. I really didnt even want to get out of bed. I finally got up at 10 though. Showered and did all that fun stuff. Around 12 er so, I started working on my mom's cake. I wish it could have been a surprise.. but, I wont have any time to make it on Saturday besides when I get off work and.. sometimes I drag out my baking. So, ehh. This was a triple layer cake. which is the first time I've ever done that before. The batter was really tasty though. =P So, I hope the whole thing tastes good in the end. In the middle of the top layer we and the second layer we put some carmel topping in there and then on the top, you're supposed to spread the carmel topping all over it also. So, the whole top is covered in carmel. and pecans at the top for decoration. heh. Sucks cause most of the carmel fell down. =[ Im not really a carmel type person. But, ahh well. that is what she wanted, so I cannot complain. =P Least gotta try it. Thennnnnn Michael called and said that his mom was bringing him to my house. Thought that was rather interesting. Idk what brought that up. heh. Kinda sucked because we really didnt get a good amount of time together. =[ Between taking care of the dogs and random other things. blahhh. It was actually pretty sad. It's not our normal friday routine and I think we both really did miss it. =[ arg. I guess Mike's mom took him out to do a bunch of things today like apply to a few places and then apply for a medical card er something. Thought that was interesting. He applied at the dollar store and on Monday he has to go in to do something before the day ends. I guess that's a full time position too. So, we'll see how that one works out. Im dreading the job on his part.. cause Im still betting it'll really mess up the times we get to see each other. But, guess that's life for yah? Idk. We did talk for a wee bit. But, it'd be nice to just relax and enjoy our time together. At my house, its never simple though. heh. Thenn Candi and Gigi took him home for me. They live closer to him, so its kind of on the way there. I was really sad when he went though. reallyyy. I hate that I have to work so much. =[ ugh. I keep telling him there's just not enough days in the week, and it really does feel like that sometimes. It's sad. I showered and now... I'm pretty much here. I thought I wasnt going to be able to see Michael tomorrow. I figured we wouldnt hang out, cause it'd be too late. And then he was being a weenie saying how I didnt wanna see him, so I thought he really did want to hang out. Then he told me to just spend time with my family and leave it at that. And then... when he was saying bye to my mom he goes, "well idk if I'll see you or not tomorrow but incase i dont happy bday" so.. im like WTF.. make up your mind. I told him I did wanna see himmm. Saturday -- It's not quite saturday yet. but, I felt like writing for some odd reason. So, I got work in the morning. 9am-4:30. Slightly depressing.. cause there's not much to do in the morning at all. and things dont pick up for quite some time. ugh. Its nice that I dont have to close though, I suppose. So after that.... I'll prob pick Mike up. and then go home. Im debating to stop and get my mom some flowers er something on the way home and checking the Avon store for this stuff my Gma wants. Too bad I dont know the hours of the store though. gahh. So, that's that really. My gma (dad's side) is coming out to visit with Ed and I guess she was picked to babysit my Uncle's two kids also. And apparently, he gave the okay that they could come out to our house and see us... so, she's going to end up bringing my cousins with. Which is interesting because I've only seen them.. like less than five times probably. or no more than five. and joey is the oldest, he's at least 7 or 8 yrs old now and thats so sad. heh. but.. that's the life of my family for you. and apparently that aunt is pregnant again. so, they'll have three kids soon. And my cousin Lauren.. is apparently 2 cm dialated, so she'll be having her baby soon. Course, we dont talk either. So.... *shrugs* whateva! And that's that really. Mom said we werent gonna go out for dinner. Im assuming its because of the puppy dogs. So, we'll probably order some pizza er something and have a big fat party. I got nothing else...besides I wish school would be over already. That way, I'll only have to wake up early (sometimes) to go to work. aha! Tell me you love meTuesday -- I got nothing, really. I stayed home all day.. I think. Watced puppies. and that was about it really. Wednesday -- Wasn't really up to a whole lot. Lotsa bitching has been happening around here lately. And tons of "projects" are being made also. So, if Im not busy with some project I'm busy watching the puppies. Not really exciting. I always plan to leave for Mike's around 2:30. So, by 3:OO someone will be home and they'll all feel good about me going. Despite, they let me go there in the middle of the day when no one is there. Bah. But, whatever. I didnt get to leave till about 3:30ish, I think. I swear my dad always tries to make me feel guilty for leaving the house. And, Idk if that's cause he really doesn't want me to go or he doesnt want me to leave him there alone. heh. He did say though once I got the job - that I'd never be home anymore and how sad it would be. He said it in a joking-ish kind of voice. But, it was almost real sadness behind it also. So, maybe he really does miss me being home? I dont know. Suppose that could be so cause if Im not working, I wanna go to Mike's... since he still cant drive his own freaking car. So...gotta see him somehow. I'd die if I didnt have my car. I did still make it to Mike's though. We just chilled around. Watched tv. I learned that him and Jessica pretty much taught his sister about sex together, that was nice to hear. Ashley always likes to dish out information about Mike and it sucks cause I never know if she's telling the truth or not. Like.. really, I dont think she'd just make it up if it didnt happen. She always says that he watches porn and how she's CAUGHT him doing it. Then he denies it. But really... haha... I saw it on his computer too. So, he cant even deny it. But, he likes to swear it's old stuff and he supposively got rid of it. But, I dont want to hear about me liking mexicans anymore. He keeps bringing that up to and I dont know why. Cause.. really.. if I wanted a mexican, I'd get me one. I've already had myself a few mexicans. Im sure I could find one. So.. seriously... wtf. But.. kinda bothered me.. that little fun fact about him and Jessica. Ehh. Considering, supposively there's nothing between them. ehh. And Mike got pissed and told Ashley thanks for getting him in trouble.. so.. makes me wonder if there really is more than what I know. But, apparently.. Ashley's friends are trying to turn her into some whore er something and trying to get her to do drugs. And, Im surprised that she's admitted all of this to Mike. But, theyve been spending more time together and actually being civil toward each other, instead of calling each other names all the time and letting that be that. Probably now that she's getting older and maturing now, they can actually function like siblings. Took me a long time to be able to be nice with Nick actually. hah. I used to like hate his guts. =P But, ah well. We ended uo having some time to oursevles. One thing was awkward... that he randomly got up and left me without saying a word... and I found him upstairs watching tv on the couch. I was like wtf... thanks for leaving. Apparently, I was being moody again though... just because I didnt want to go out to eat with Ashley and their gma at old country buffet. I just think that'd be weird. =/ his gma freaks me out. haha. oh well. Good times though, I guess. Dad was also bitching at me while I was away.. how he got left watching puppies and he was so angry about it. =/ Dare I say.. guilt trip? I asked him before if he needed anything, and if he needed me to be home I would have stayed. Arg. I left early though.. like at 8:30. just so I could be home to help with the dogs and make them feel better and less overwhelmed. meh. Thursday -- Slow morning. Gotta learn to get up early again. *sigh* The earliest I've been up all week is 10. aha! And saturday I gotta get up at 8. then school starts up again this upcoming week. *sigh* good thing about that is that school is almost over. *grins* I'll still have classes after that, but at least I wont have to get up to go to them. bwahaha. At some point, I had gathered the boys to go shopping with me. It was quite lovely to go out and spend some time with them too. =] We went to Meijer first to pick up some groceries that we needed. I mainly went just to get the stuff I needed to make my moms cake for her bday on Saturday. but, we made a list.. so..I got the list as well. I think I should become a crazy coupon lady. Ive been trying to find a good spot online to get coupons from.. but havent found any good ones. I saved a few from the times I went and saved them and I actually got a good amount off our purchase. I had two 3.50, 1.00, and a 5.00, I believe. So, it actually did help and make it like 30 something instead of almost 50 dollars. good stuff. Then we went to my work. I was hoping to find my mom a present there. She likes the Big Sexy hairspray, but its uber expensive so she's trying to refrain from buying it. So, I picked her up one of those and then got her a starbucks gift card.. cause everyone loves that. and then got her some gummy bears... cause dad bought her a box of them and everyones been stealing them - shes barely had any. hah. and then.. I got the strap away thing.. er whatever its called. Idk if she's like it... or use it.. really. but, idk what else to get her. least some of the stuff she'll actually use. I got this 8x10 frame. and Im thinking about making a tiny collage of wallet size pics of us as children for her, just for fun. otherwise.. its getting harder to shop for stuff for her. I had the two ladies at work try to help me find stuff for her too. haha. but, we really dont have that much exciting things there. After that we went to Jc Penny. And then we finally made our way home. I talked to Mike on and off all day, basically. which is kinda sad our talk time has been reduced a whole lot. =[ and thats depressing. arg. I tried to write this paper for English. I havent touched my school stuff in awhile. so, thought I'd try to save myself some trouble for the upcoming work. Im still so excited that school is almost done with though. =] w00t. Sooo... idk. nothing more exciting to say. Ive been hungry a lot more lately with the munchies real bad. and idk if its that i dont eat enough, my metabolism just is really THAT fast, or if I just eat when Im bored... arggg. Idk. It freaks me the fuck out though. I usually really hate food. usually when Im close to bleeding... I get the munchies real bad like the entire week and eat a lot. =/ but, i think my cycle is all screwed up.. so... idk when Im gonna. =/ ugh. I took this career test from this place --> http://www.careertest.net The results were interesting. I ended up being a ENFJ. And mostly... the jobs that go under that are very fitting for me and it made me smile because they're all things that I have thought about and things Im interested in. Im just gonna pick out the ones that were fitting for me. There was a ton more, but these are the most fitting: psychologist child welfare worker social worker interpreter/translator occupational therapist alcohol/drug counselor I'm back; back from the dead with pictures!It's been like a year now since the last time I posted. I know how much you guys just LOVE the pictures of the puppies. And, I finally became not lazy and uploaded some and voila! Here they are. =]  My little chicky poo, Priscilla.  Aww, kisses!  One of the boys.  This little bugger sleeps just like his Daddy.    As you can clearly see.. they all have their eyeballs opened now. They all were blessed with such lovely big blue eyeballs. =] I think Ellie had those when she was young, but she grew out of hers. I hope they keep their blue eyes though, cause its freaking gorgeous. =] But, they're all doing very well. Dad built them a little home-ish type thing. It has three parts - where one part is where they eat/sleep, the next is where they use the bathroom, and the last part is their play area. The play area seems (to me) to be about as big as they have play areas at pet stores, except maybe a wee bit bigger cause you could actually fit like two, maybe three people in there plus all the dogs right now. But they're learning how to navigate it pretty well. And actually pee in the right spots. We've already started to potty train them.. or trying to anyways. heh. They love wrestling each other, bothering each other while others are trying to sleep, and of course chewing on everything they can. They're already playing with stuffed animals. haha. But, they're still very fun. We've posted a free ad online to some place, and that same night we got a response back from this lady. Idk what happened with that though. =/ And then, Mike's cousin and his fiance came over and they were thinking about buying one. Dad told me they liked Brutus and Priscilla. And its funny cause we've only named two out of the six and those two are our favorite ones. And, of course those are the two they were thinking about getting. Most people are curious if we have girls though. No one has put down a deposit to keep one yet. heh. So, we'll see how that works out. We may keep one, but now we're having troubles deciding which one to keep. *shrugs* But, they're all so darn adorable. I wish they could stay that little, or maybe just a wee bit bigger, forever!!! gahh! Work is going just swell. Only thing that sucks is that they have my paycheck messed up. And that's not really exciting! I do have some bills to pay, damnit!!! I only got one deposit of 46 dollars and that's basically only one days worth of pay. I thought about it.. and figured that probably only counts for like the one day that the store manager put my hours into the computer by himself, cause my badge number didnt work the whole time I was doing my training or the time I went in before the store actually opened. So, Im hoping I get a big fat check deposited into my account tomorrow. otherwise, I have to go through all the troubles of getting someone to fix it. Ugh. I barely have enough right now to pay for the cellphone bill that's due tomorrow. Then, I have to get my mom something for her bday on sat. so, luckily... I do get paid, but it better be a nice chunk or im screwed. ugh. I do have a lot of hours in though.. PLUS the time they havent paid me for. I talked to a manager about it too, and he did say it was prob their fault and if it's not right.. they'd fix it. but, ah well. there's just one manager that I'm really not too fond of. Otherwise, work is pretty good. Still very boring at times, and since it's new it's still kinda slow. I dont always have that much to do. People come in asking silly questions, doing crazy things, and that's the reason I did want a job. hah. It's nice to interact with other people that's not your family ALL the time. but, ah well. I've still yet to work with every person that works there too, which I think is funny. but ahhh well. Work is work. I still learn new things everyday, and I like that. I dont have to work anymore days this week until Saturday. Which gives me a nice REAL spring break. Break from school AND a break from work. Except... ending my spring break.. sucks cause I work Saturday-Tuesday! ugh. I open both sat and sun. and then close mon and tues. bahh. not very exciting to me. But, they shoved me in Cosmetics.. and I'm supposed to be making 9.00 an hour. Which is more than a service clerk gets paid. So, I cant complain. =P Too bad most of my spring break is going to be spent watching little puppy dogs though. Anymoo... I still really feel like baking for some reason. So, I think Im going to make me some epic cupcakes! bow chicka bow wowSo.. sunday night after I got home, I got online to talk to Mike.. and our convo... was pretty much a lack of conversation actually. On aim he put "Te quiero puta." And that's interesting for a few reasons. The main reason is because he always says that he hates spanish. He always gets mad when I use it, and swears like he never understands it. It's kind of like he's ashamed of being hispanic sometimes. So, for him to put that up is interesting. He hates using spanish and... anything mexican related, really. So, it was weird to see. And he always asks about everything that I post and what the reasons behind it are. but he couldnt tell me the reason behind it. I told him it was interesting and asked him if he was mexican now. And then he just like went off on me outta nowhere about all this stuff about me liking mexicans and how he's not good enough for me because he's not mexican. arg. I just told him it was weird how he would put that up, because of how much he bashes spanish/mexicans to begin with and he's using it. And he said something about how I shouldnt speak spanish because im not mexican and I said that was crap... only mexicans can do spanish? and he said yeah, I said that's too bad. and then he went crazy. So, we basically didnt talk forlike an hour or so. but he just kept fighting with me about how he wasnt mexican enough for me. and how.. like... he knows hes not good enough for me, but to hear it from me, hurts even more. and.. i dont even know when in the hell I said anything about him not being good enough. So, idk if he was just pissing me off for no reason or if he really meant it. but, geeezee. so.. he keeps giving me shit about liking mexicans and how he's not good enough cause he's not mexican. and thats not even fair, cause i know he has his own preferences too. he did date mostly all white girls and he does like white girls. Though, I prefer to just be called Italian, not white.=P bahaha. but, i know he has a thing for asians. I know I gave him a hard time for liking taylor swift and for a long time I was bothering him saying he didnt like me cause i wasnt blonde. but, i think he's just taking it to the extremes and its not needed. I seriously felt like our relationship was turning into crap just because we didnt talk for like... the whole time till we went to bed. its depressing. but, luckily... the next morning...everything was okie. cept he did still mention something about mexicans again once or twice. =/ Monday -- I got to sleep in a wee bit. Which is very lovely. But, I still woke up pretty tired and that's sad. heh. I showered. Ate. Played around online. Nothing more happened after that, really. I just watched tv and waited for 4:OO to come to leave for work. I actually left at 4:10. I think I can still make it on time leaving then. =P I ended up working with a new boy today. His name is Charles - and he's not really new, just I havent worked with him yet till today. I think there's still like a few more people that I've yet to work with though. Kind of interesting. He really reminds me of Alex, and that makes me feel kind of weird. They sort of look alike... but, idk. It was kind of a slow day still though. Jafari was the manager again. She wasn't too bad this time, but I still had to mop more than I wanted to. And, I'm grateful for Sandee because she got her to leave me alone and not have to mop the front again. If she wouldn't have said something, she prob wouldnt have believed me that I did mop it. Blah! That's how I ended up mopping two times before. Freaking a! But, we were actually done doing everything kinda early. That's the only thing I like about her.. is that she closes relatively fast .. er gets her work done quickly so we can all leave on time. heh. ahh well. I actually did talk to Andy the other day about the paychecks though. I never got paid for the training that I did. Mike told me he got a 125 dollar check and I only got a 46 dollar deposit. I calculated that and that's basically only one days worth of work. And, I think that's the one time that Jim (store manager) put into the computer, and I told him that I did work other days also but my badge number wasnt working, so I had to write it all manually. And, I DO deserve to get paid for all of that. I only have one bill..ish to pay right now and Im worried I won't make that payment. ugh. Plus, my mom's bday is Saturday too and I need to get her something and the cell phone bill is due on Wednesday and I get paid on Wednesday. so, blah! I did find out we get paid bi-weekly and that's on Wednesdays.=P So, Im hoping they fixed everything now. Of course, the lady that hired me that I was giving my hours too isn't at that store anymore either. But, luckily.. I still have all my hours written down. so, I can still do the math there. bah. I got home and ate. Then went to visit with the puppies. Somehow they were all excited to see me. teeheee. cute little things. =P Ehhh. I dont work again till Saturday. got a nice long break here.=P |
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