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  • 03/23/09 3:31 am


Thursday --
Work... was very homosexual. I had to work with a manager that I've never worked with before. Her name is Jafari..er something like that. I think she's Indian also. Which, it doesnt matter what she is.. but she's really really pushy and demanding and it's annoying. Most managers give you a "closing list" and it has all of our duties on there for closing and usually they do not care when you do them as long as it gets done and the store looks good as new.

BUT, this lady bothered the fuck out of me. She gave me my list and that was okay. But, she kept bothering me about how I need to sweep and when I should sweep and how I should sweep and she just tried to push things on me quickly. And on top of that, she's like dont forget your facing.. how's your facing doing. Well... Idk.. cause I have all these OTHER things to do. So, she'd tell me to do something and I'd go to do it, but then she keeps paging me about stupid shit and it's just ridiculous. Then, she made me mop the floors. My sheet doesnt even say to mop the floors anymore. the cashiers thing says spot mopping - and most managers say only to spot mop if you see something, you dont need to do the whole entire store. So she said she wanted me to do the front up till the freezers. So, I did... to get it done. Cause on top of that I had garbages to do all by myself and bathrooms to clean. And then when she closes the door at 10 she tells me I needa mop the floors and I said I already did it, and she's still bitching about how I need to do it. Ugh. So, I mopped twice. Im really trying to be nice. but, I cant take that. Most of the managers are really nice and laid back and.. you dont feel intimidated by them. but she's just..so pushy. I cant take that. ugh.

Besides that..work was just fine. Im not excited though, because at the end of the night she said she was gonna be there everyday Tuesday/Thursday and I work just about every Tues and Thurs and...I'm not digging that at all. Arg.

Friday [/] --
Can't really remember what I even did half the day. lol. I went to hang out with Mike though. I always plan to leave earlier than I really do leave. Didnt get there till like 4. We hung out there for awhile. Then we went to Luigi's. Went back to his house and ate. And chilled some moreeee. Had some good timesss. Aha! Funny story... his entire family pretty much knows about the things that we do. =X and if that's not awkward, I dont know what is. Im not too thrilled about that actually. lol. I hate it. And, I think it's so weird. All because Mike's a douche and can't put stuff away. arg. I got home .. around 11ish, I think.

Saturday --
I sure did get to sleep in. Ahaaa! I miss being able to sleep in too. Doug and Dawn and their granddaughter (Cassie's baby) showed up at our house to look at the puppies. It was pretty darn random. but, I think he kinda just invited himself. Dad thinks he wanted to come also to see how business was doing.. because usually he works for us, but we stopped calling him to work probably in hopes of saving money for ourselves. but, ah well. Then, I went to the post office around 2ish for my mom and then went to pick up Mike. Got back to my house and got stuck watching the puppies, of course. Everyone left, except nick and gigi. The rents went out to super walmart and to a furniture store. Thennnn.. I had to go out and get food for everyone. Candi and Gigi took Mike home for me. He didnt leave till 10:30ish. He played games with Dan for a little bit while I took care of the dogs. heh. But, he was with him of the last few hours he was at my house. gah. Went to bed around 1am. and that was that.

Sunday --
I got up at 8. =[ booo. Had to work at 9:OO. Tis was the first time I've ever opened. I kind of like opening a lot better than closing. But, the morning time is 10x slower than the night time. So, it was still boring as fuck. I think I got a ton more customers than usual, but that's not really saying a lot. The only thing that's annoying about cosmetics is the fact that they're really anal about selling things and they want you to like be up customers asses all the time. Today was actually the first day I tried and went around and bothered people. Which is funny, cause I helped just about all of them at the same time too. Except, I felt bad cause one girl asked me something about which foundation was good for oily skin and.... I never got trained on that kind of stuff. So, Im hoping I can find some epic books on that stuff and maybe actually learn more about some products so I CAN be more helpful. I think cosmetics is my permanent place to be anyways.. so.. kinda cant complain cause now I'm making 9.OO instead of 8.25. so, mehh.

But.. not so much happened. A gay mexican couple came in and it was pretty funny. =P teehee. all good though. took a 15 min break. then took my 30 min break at 2:10. I fixed the clearance rack all pretty. Sean came in and visited my for awhile. Nothing too exciting though. Cept, I think Mike, the guy I work with, gets jealous everytime he comes in. It really feels like him and I used to date and he gets jealous seeing me with another boy. hah. He actually said hi to him and whatever, which was weird. lol. And then my manager, Andy, asked me if I knew him. Idk if he was mad I was talking to him, but he never said anything more. I did sell him a cologne though the other day and I told Andy that. haha. so, at least we're still making profits whenever Sean comes in. =P he usually always does buy something. so, idk.

I got off at 4:30. I stayed a bit and talked to the new workers coming in. =P kinda funny. lol. but, i finally got outta there and went to Mike's to visit for awhile. just chilled. watched all the new episodes of the simpsons and family guy. =] good stuffs. we ate. and then I left at 8:30. Got home at 9:10. visited the doggies for a min. and then been sitting around.=/ not so much is happening, really.

Im happy I dont have any school. mmm spring break! guess i dont really have anything more to say than that.=/ Im sure I do, but im just lazy now.haha. And,I wanna post before time changes.

juicy is my name.

  • 03/19/09 4:41 pm


Wednesday --
Had my Psych test. How lovely. I think it went okay, though I'm still not 100% confident about it. I'm a horrible tester though, so ehhh. I never expect my tests to go well really. We got to leave as soon as we were done. I tried to take time to look over it and sometimes I catch mistakes. Or just second guess myself. Ehh. I went home. Made food. I planned on leaving my house around 2:30 to get to Mike's at 3:OO. But, of course that never happened. I helped Dad trim down the puppies claws and that in itself takes awhile. We were done at 2:30 though, and then I was getting ready to leave. Dad was ranting off plans about what he wanted to do. I asked him when he was going to do it so I could be there to help, but he never answered. So, I stood around for like an hour waiting and get really pissed cause he just ignores me. Then after awhile he just tells me to leave and do whatever. Ohh and he was bitching about me hanging out with Mike again. Saying that I just saw him the day before and how I see him so much, so I dont really NEED to do. Guess it was my turn to get shit for no reason. =/ Then, he finally let me go. And then he started yelling about how he was gonna guilt trip me. or if I was waiting for him to guilt trip me. So he started screaming "dont leave me" a thousand times. Then he txted it to me a thousand times and then he sent me two pictures with his sad face that said dont leave me. I'm like wtf! I really think HE is bipolar sometimes. And maybe that's where I think I get it from. Aha!

So, I didn't get to Mike's until 4:OO which was depressing. I had brought my human services paper with to hopefully just submit it in a nice program. But, turns out his computer only opened it as a document that you could read it in, and we were unable to edit anything or copy/paste. So, I had to retype the whole entire thing and then I finally submitted it. Wasn't that bad... but, his keyboard is funny and they barely had any light and I become stupid somehow.. when trying to type in the dark, even though I never type looking at the keyboard anymore. hah. Idk how that works. lol. I like my light though! We didn't do that till later in the night though. We just chilled and talked for awhile. Funny story..... but, I'm still a scared to type that information here.

And somehow I'm on this really cool thing where I feel epicly bipolar cause my moods have been uber shitty lately. I've actually noticed since like this month... it just seems like I'm on the edge. I don't know if it's because I nearly gave myself a heart attack from anxiety or what.. but, it's just ridiculous. And the fact that I can notice it even, probably just makes it worse cause I dont REALLY feel like I know what the problem is and that bothers me. Im happy sometimes, and then the next minute I just wanna stab your face. My dad killed my mood at my house and since I left.. my moods were really shitty from then on and I could tell it was just gonna get worse as time went on. Pretty much my moods were up and down. And the little things that Mike did pissed me off. And, I've also not wanted to be touched even moreso lately. Im usually all over him all the time, but when he does it to me I'm just...ehhh. I hate it. And, I dont even know why. Probably because he always wants more than he can get and it's just so repetitive. i dont know. I couldnt control my moods and he was mad cause I was mad and moody and blah. It was interesting though...to see he has an epic amount of porn stashed on his computer. It's an up in the air topic, I guess. I just think its awkward for someone who "doesnt watch it" to have mounds of it stored on their computer. If you watch it, then you watch it and admit it. But, wtf. And, I guess that's just really irritating to me because it always reminds me of all the dating sites that he would sign up to and try to convince girls that he's a freaky boy looking for some good fucks. I've still yet to bring that up, but... I'm betting that's where more than half of my problems come from. can't live that one down. =/

Then when I got home close to 11:OO things got interesting too. I went and showered and then helped mom feed the puppies. And Mike actually IM'ed me a few times wondering what i was doing. So, we got to talking and he's like.."well.. we have a really interesting relationship." and I asked how and he said because I have personal issues that, for the most part, probably won't go away. ANddd.. ANDdd... here's the kicker - along with that he said something along the lines of and how he wasnt going to be of any help to me... anymore with my issues. and the fact that we rip on each other more than we do to anyone else probably isn't good. I think there was something else too. it's interesting to hear that, because if he knows he's not putting in effort to make me feel better.. why wouldnt he do something about it? Or, I'm just so repetitive with my issues that he's tired of talking about them and "trying" to "help" that he's just given up. And thats scary because I think that gives him more incentive to leave. but, idk. Guess he was just "putting it out there" kinda thing. And we were talking at his house and he said something about me not doing things right. (I think he was joking.) and I said yeah, so everything I do is wrong and he's like yeap. And, I was like yeahh.. I knoww and then he was trying to understand why I blame myself for everything negative that happens and why I dont believe in myself and why I think that I dont do enough. So, then he's like, "babe you do everything perfect. everything that you do is more than enough and its goood..." something like that. I just donttt know anymoreee.

Thursday --
Had my midterm in Humanities. Didnt really study. I went early and tried to study more. course everything I studied, i didnt even really HAVE to know. And, I hate how teachers give SO much information and then not even half of it is on the test. i think thats crap. Im hoping that even if I get a bad grade it wont hurt me too bad, considering I should have a 100% in that class. So, we shall see I guess. I felt semi-confident about it. but, I got home and looked through some notes and junk and realized I really did mess up a good amount. Hopefully, next week.. this woman gets her grading done and I can see how it all turned out. im pretty nervous though. I left at 10:00. Got home earlier than usual. Played with the puppies until they went to sleep. Waited for Mike to IM me too. tried to play this one off.. but.. it wasnt working.. ANDD we're barely even talking now. *sigh* my happiness decided to lock itself in a box, I think.

Im not at home half as much anymore and I should be happy about that. Considering, I was waiting years to get a job just to be able to leave and whatever. Which having a job does make me kind of happier. I love being around other people and learning things and... well, I could do without the bitchy customers. But, so far at the new store I havent come across any pissed off people. The guy I work with, Mike, actually had gotten yelled at on Tuesday by this old guy about cigarrettes. poor kid. lol. But, I think now we're even with getting bitched at. But, Idk. Cant complain either cause they have my scheduled on days were I dont usually see Mike either. Im still betting though, that Mike's schedule will be the opposite of mine and then we'll never see each other. Arg. Idk wtf my problem is, really.

I work today 4:30-10:30. Sean will probably come in to visit me. Should be interesting, I guess. Im actually quite excited that next week is spring break. That means I get to sleep in a whole lotta days. Im excited for that. It's also nice that they didnt really schedule me to work any of my spring break days either. well.. kind of. I do work that week Sunday, monday, and saturday. but ehhh. I dont mind working really. Kind of fun, except I dont like doing the bitch work. Wears me out being on my feet all the time. my feet/legs usually hurt. But, Im usually walking the whole time. So, I use that as my lame excuse for exercise. ahaa.

I dont know what to do with myself.

random tidbits:
I have fishes in my room now. My mom found a round fish bowl lookig thing, and they decided to give me two of the fish we have and put them in my room... because way back I said I wanted fish and she remembered that apparently. They're fun to watch.... when I can actually see them. hah.

Thennn... we posted a free ad on some website about the puppies. The first night we put it up, a lady responded to it. And then just yesterday dad said that some people came over to look at them. Remember wayy back when we had that block party out here and we ran into some of Mike's "family" Well, that one cousin he had with his fiance came to look at the dogs. And they either want Brutis or the girl. Which... sucks cause Dad likes brutis and... I love the girl. lol. She's my new favorite. She may just LOVE the attention, but she always comes to me and as soon as she sees me there she runs her little butt over to me to take her out. =P It's nice.. extra money coming in though. They said they'd pay 650 for one. Idk what came out of that... because we still have both of them. but, *shrugs* Im gonna be sad when they go. =[

Longg dayyy

  • 03/18/09 5:41 am



Monday --
I almost didn't go to school. I was SO tired and barely got any sleep at all. Ugh. I was exhausted. I normally get up around 9:30 to shower and get ready for school. But, I slept in till 10 and said if I can shower and get ready in time to leave at 10:30.. I'll go to school. And lo and behold... I managed to do it somehow. haha. With time to spare even, I was almost pissed. I figured I should go anyways because I'll need the last bit of notes for my test on Wednesday. But, ehh. After class... I went home. I helped the rents work a wee bit. And did some of my own homework crap. Helped with dinner a little. We ate uber early. And, I managed to clean out my car finally. It was really dirtyy and my hello kitty mats were all dirty and ugly looking. Boo! All clean now though. =P I just need to wash the outside and make it like fantasmic. teehee. Hopefully, it doesnt get that bad again. lol. I was just waiting for there to be nice weather though. And finally, we are getting amazingly nice weather. =] omg! I love it. If it could stay like this forever and not get colder and not get too much hotter... it'd be amazing. mmmm... summer! That wraps that up though, pretty much.

Tuesday --
Had class 9:30-10:45. We read this short play called "Echo" in school. I think we were supposed to read it by today, but I thought it was by thursday for some reason. =/ But, the teacher just read the entire thing in class anyways.. and showed this video of the writer talking about the play that he wrote. I LOVED the play actually. Im going to look this guy up when I get a chance to also. Apparently, he wrote a book, I think, but thats supposed to be a short story that's only like 80ish pages. And for a 10 paged play, I'm in love with it. heh. It's crazy. I cant wait to start reading REAL books again. Ugh. Im gonna make a book list and it's going to be huge, probably. After that, I went to Jewel to take out money. Went to take my car in again - this time it was to see if they could fix the heat. Cause some reason the heat doesn't come out of the vents, it only comes out of the top portion up by the windshield, which is queer. I think they broke it in the midst of fixing something else. And, then they tried to check out that sqeaking noise that I've been hearing and they couldnt find anything wrong with it. Dad said we may take it into a dealer to see what they can do with the heat and stuff and he told Rob (the guy we know that works there) that he may just buy me a new car too. Aha! Wouldn't that be heaven. I'd be sad to give up my Ray though. lol. Unless it was a fucking.. yellow eclipse er something. mmmmm. But, we shall see. Rob did say that i needed a new muffler. I think we knew that before though. lol. But, he said its not hazardous er anything. So, i dont know. Course, I went and picked up Mike and made him wait with me.

We walked to Hollywood Video for the hell of it. It's just down the street, wasnt too bad of a walk actually. He was hoping to see some people he knew working there. course, he used to work there and he said he's been calling in there apparently to see if some boys are still working there and he cant ever seem to get a hold of any of them. And he said they changed the entire store around, so he's really curious as to what made the epic changes. But, ehh. After we were done at Merlins, we picked up Wendy's. Went to his house and ate. My mom was being all blah.. about me being there with no one home. which is just interesting because they make me go there when no one is home ALL the time lately, but then when I want to be there for like two hours or less with no one home my mom freaks out. I think my dads more calm about the situation than she is. Or, she just didnt want to say its okay that I stayed there and later my dad finds out and then he'll yell at her. idk. So, I had to waste the gas going ALL the way home and then go to work shortly after getting home. boo.

I worked 4:30 to 10:30. They still have got me pretty much stuck in Cosmetics. Which, isnt really bad actually. =P I dont really do much. which could be a problem for the store. haha. But, hopefully we get kind of more business and our numbers can look wonderful like other stores. It wasnt too bad tonight, actually. A different manager than Kristine was there. His name is Andrew. And he's pretty darn cool. I thought he'd be a real weenie and it'd be awkward to work with him, but he's really nice. He def does things differently than Kristine. I think he moves at a much faster pace than she does too. and he was basically all about us facing more than anything. I took care of the garbages kinda early and then pretty much faced almost the entire day.. up till we closed. They got in new totes of things that had to be put away and I did all mine pretty quickly and I did other "put aways" Idk if I just move faster or want to get done faster or what.. but...I swear I'm always the first one done with my stuff and I'm ALWAYS helping other people do things and doing little chores for them that they're too lazy to do. I took all Mike's garbage from him and put most of the totes away and helped him put away things. arg. That boy moves like a turtle, I swear. Twas also my first day working with this girl, Jessica, she's a real cutie. And she's super nice. So, that's fun stuff. She got stuck doing cleaning duties all over the store. blahhh. that suckssss. I've still yet to work with everyone there. but, kinda makes me laugh that so far everytime I work Mike is working with me. bahaa. And his heffer of a gf came in again today too. Kinda funny.

A trucker guy came in looking for directions to a movie theater and any other fun things to do out here. He kept calling me hun, which was funny. And then, I realized he wanted to find places to go by walking and that's a bummer. Interesting lifestyle though. And he's like, "guess there's not to much to do out here is there?" anddd.. yeah not so much. haha. Interesting things happen there. People ask you silly questions. While others are just overly pissy and it makes your job hell. Two mexican guys came in and ask me if I speak Spanish. I always laugh when I hear this because.. I never know if I look spanish to them or if I just look like someone who would be gifted enough to know spanish. haha. I've been getting this for awhile now.. and everytime it just amazes me that people always ask. lol. Sometimes I seriously think I look mexican to them. =P Poor boys though, they were lost. lol. Luckily, the guy that I was ringing up spoke Spanish and Im pretty sure he helped them find their way.

Also... my work hours are epic. ugh. thankfully, I dont work till thursday. and then after that I dont work till sunday. and sunday will be my first day opening 9am-4:30. I guess I picked up an extra day or so.. cause this one chick is going on vacation and they need people to cover the hours she would have been working. So, I picked up a monday. And THEN next weekend I work sat-tues. no joke. Seems like its almost a full-time job to me. lol. cant complain about the monies though. and both sat and sun, i still have time to see Michael. and I dont usually see him mondays or tuesdays, so it works out good thus far. Im happy about that. Not so thrilled that his (hopefully soon) job will mesh with mine, but we could hope for that. Which, he actually went and applied at White Castle today. sucks cause their sign said they pay 7.75, and I thought it was way more than that. and considering... Im making - supposed to be making 9 - that's not saying a lot for that job. heh. but, at least he'd have one and they are hiring and its pretty close to his house. so, ehh. hopefully something comes outta that. and then maybe we can be normal again and he can start driving again. oh yeah.

I think that's the end of my story. It's 12:40am... Tuesday..... I like to call it Tuesday still.

I has school tomorrow - open book test in Psych. Hopefully it goes over well. I have no idea why Im still awake actually. Blah. I think Mike and I are gonna chill again. =P Thursday is my midterm for humanities. and thennnnn spring break is on its way! w00!

Ahaaa. I need a break

  • 03/15/09 4:42 pm


Saturday --

Oooohh Saturday. I slept in again till 11. =D I have a lot of sleeps to make up for. Aha! Sucks though, cause I dont think things are going to slow down anytime soon still. Ugh. Around 1ish or so, I took mom and nick to the other house cause Dad was doing work there and thus everyone was helping. Katie ended up coming out and I sat and talked to her for awhile. It was kinda interesting, but not really. haha.

I still love how she says that no one comes out anymore, and now the place is going back to being super quiet. And I can tell it has been changing actually. heh. Makes me feel like we were the life of the party though. =P and we made everyone get together, or people are just growing too fast. lol. and they dont wanna play outside anymore. heh. But, I think if we were still out there.. more of us would be outside again. I love those kids and I dont care how old I am, I'd still play outside with them. haha. Anddd, she had to tell me that Junior got his tongue pierced. Im not sure why. But, thats a lovely image to keep in my head. Ahaaa. Too bad that's not mine. le sigh.

I left for work at 4. I ended up being there 15 mins early. I figured I'd leave early cause there was a lot of traffic while I was driving around before. But, of course I ended up getting green lights and stuff, and it was a faster trip. Dan doesnt leave till like 10-20 mins before he has to be at work, and we have the same distance to go. haha. But, I dont know. Maybe he speeds. haha. But, I talked to Mike before I went in. Oddly enough, there was actually quite a bit to do at work.. the time went by super super fast. I started "tagging" most of the at the beginning. I finished doing all mine before anyone else, and then people started trying to pawn their shit off on me just because it was in my department. GAY! I had tags that were supposed to go in a different isle that wasnt cosmetics.. and I walked my ass over there, so wtf. I did facing for almost the rest of the night actually. I helped people find some things, which I'm getting better at making my way around the store. Although, I didnt know we had scales. lol. But, they put the scales in an awkward isle.. so I wouldnt have ever thought to look there. And, I got more customers at my register than I did on Thursday. So, I guess that's good.

Still had a few troubles, this time it was with pads though. haha. But this time it was cause the system hasnt updated the coupons er whatever, so we had to manually make one of them half of. So, I didnt feel like too much of a douche, cause it wasnt my fault this time. haha. And another time.. I made this black guy wait because I didnt have any 10's.. and he needed 11.43. So, I had to wait for the manager to bring money back and she took forever. So, I just started making conversation with the guy. bahaha. It was funny, but slightly awkward. And while I was facing around the store.. I saw Sean walking around looking for me. haha. It startled me. But, he stayed for just a wee bit. I faced some more while we talked and it was all good. And he said he was gonna buy some cologne for whatever reason. haha. So, I sold my first cologne to him. =P Aha! They should be happy about that. Idk if anyone else has been making progress there. but, at least one is sold. And after that, I think he left. That's when I started the cleaning process. Which didnt take that long this time. So to waste time I helped Mike bag some stuff for people.. to pretend like I was doing stuff. Since Kristine decides to take my drawer and she leaves one drawer open.. so, I stand there like a retard.

And then Mike (the one I work with) and I were talking and he's like, "so.. whose that guy that keeps coming in and talking to you." I started laughing, but it was weird cause it seemed like a concerned type of thing. lol. And, I told him Sean was a friend from school and it's nothing, but he didnt believe me. haha. And I was like, nope.. thats a friend and thats what we have boyfriends for. And then he got the wrong idea and thought I was just having a boyfriend so I could deny the people that like me that I dont want to date because I'm taken. So, then we got into the whole discussion about relationships and being with Mike.. and how long a long relationship is and whatever. So, I messed with him and I'm like "well who was that girl that came in to see youuu." I figured it was his gf, and it was. haha. So, I still wouldnt know why he cared then even if Sean was my bf. haha. but, oh well. It was funny. But, we have some interesting talks. I cant complain. heh. i got out at 10:15. So, that was lovely. Got home around 10:30 and txted Sean. we've been talking a lot more now and he's been more anal about wanting me to txt him all the time. heh. He's always like, well txt me after you get done hanging out with Mike and txt me when you get off from work andddd oyy. its crazy. He's a wonderful friend though, and he's always there when I need him. =]

ohh. and I got a 15 min break. we dont clock out for 15 min breaks. So.. I think thats cool... cause I didnt stay till 10:30 like last time, so thats some extra time in there. =P prob wont matter cause taxes will take it out anyways. but, ehhh.

I made food when I got home. Stayed online till about 12:30 and then went to sleep. Ahaa! I'm still pissed that computer crashed. =[ Only that one had microsoft word on it. I sent it one assignment today with my stuff just in wordpad and warned my teacher about my problem. I didnt wanna use word perfect, cause most computers dont have that anymore and the file probably wouldn't open. So, hoping that goes okay. I think for my human services paper, Im gonna try to do it at Mike's though. cause that's an uber long paper that I dont want to look shitty. soo, oh well. That wraps up that.

Sunday --

The day is still beginning. Im not really sure what all is going on. I think Im picking Mike up and he's gonna come to my house. And, Im taking nick to a friends house. I heard dad wants to do some work at home, which sucks. cause, i prob wont get time to just chill and whatever. blah.

Anddd.. I think I got bit by something. thats pleasant. *sigh*

gayyyyy

  • 03/14/09 4:59 am


Thursday, March 12

I had school from 9:30-10:45. I actually really didn't wanna go. BUT, I sucked it up and went anyways. Aha! Not that exciting though. After that, I went to Meijer's to get a new toothbrush and makeup. Very quick adventure. I went home and did whatever... until I had to start getting ready to go to work. I got myself all prettied up for no reason at all. Aha!

Some reason they've got me schedule to be in cosmetics all three days that I work thus far. It's funny cause..I got trained in cosmetics by an old crazy woman on vicodin. Alls i know is that we're supposed to sell our asses off to earn commissions from these places, and probably just to have higher rates than the surrounding stores. And the fucked up thing, is that cosmetics people do more work than like any other person and that's crap. So, one of the manager's names is Kristine. (GAY, because my middle name is Christine spelled with a CH. lol) She looks uber young and I feel retarded having her as my manager, but whateva! So she comes out and tells me the cosmetics duty is to do a few isles of facing, then helping any other isles being faced if need be, then cleaning the breakroom, doing ALL the garbages, and cleaning the bathrooms. I'm like WTF. And all the cashiers have to do is do the outside garbages, face isles 1-5, and uhh... vaccum the front rug. How hard is that? and they could help out just like cosmetics has to help out in facing. I think thats crap.

I went in at 4:30 to work. And its the first day the new store has been opened. I got like 5 customers maybe the entire night. I felt like a douche cause two times i needed the manager. ugh. But, now I think I got down how to do price modifys.. maybe and how do read their fucked up coupons that dont make sense. Some reason they have one coupon in their big ad that says save money when you use a different coupon in their easysaver catalog, makes no sense. but, whatever. The rest of the time was really slow. Sean came in to visit me. First visiter I've had. Ain't that special? So, we walked around a little and talked and whatever. He bought a drink and then left. And right after that I got to go on break. So, I called Mike and talked to him for a bit and then went back out there. Pretty much right after that I started the closing procedures and did everything.. almost up until we got to leave. People were still being jerks and walking in at 10 when the store was supposed to be closing. We got out of there pretty much at 10:30. pretty gayyy. It was a slow day, really. I kinda hope it never really gets THAT busy like it did at the one I trained at. heh. Thats a little too overwhelming for me.

Annddd.. I wonder how that money thing works out. Cosmetic people get 9 dollars an hour plus commission. And, Ive been hearing that they're switching people around from cosmetics to checkout. so, I wonder if for the days you're on cosmetics you get more moneyyyy. idk. Andd, Idk how often I get paid either. haha. cant even remember. how queer.

Friday, March 13

I finally got to sleep in. How amazing is that? bwahaha. I slept in till 11. It was fantabulous. Mom wanted me to take her grocery shopping, since we had like ZERO food. She said she wanted to go at 10. But, I wasnt awake. haha. So,I waited for like a year and she was finally ready.. around 2 something. We had to go to Petsmart and then we went to a super walmart. then finally made it home around like 4:30. I went to Mikes afterwards. Well.. stopped at the post office and then went to Mike's. we chilled there. then went to Luigi's. My cars making awkward noises. *sigh* Seems like once you do one thing, another thing breaks. arg. When I turn to the left it makes a weird noise. I called my dad up and told him about it and he was freaking out and yelling at me because i guess that sound could lead to the transmission or somethingg not working and kill the car. So, Mike and I were looking for like 10 mins to find where the transmission fluid thinger was er something er other. haha. and turns out there is still something in there. so, then he thought maybe it was something in the brakes. =/ so, that's not good. its weird, cause on my way home it didnt make any noises. but, on the way to mike's house, plus after I parked, and when we went to luigi's it was really bad. arg. I heard I was supposed to take my car back in on tuesday anyways... to have them check out the heat. but, we shall see how far that goes.

ohhh. andd Luigi's just got a guitar hero machine. kinda weird. but, i assume that may be somewhat of a good investment. just weird how they were talking about closing, and they have to pay people under the table. but they're still up and running. and tonight they were SUPPER packed. Like.. there was seriously nowhere to park in the entire parking lot. like.. everyone was having birthday parties on the same day. haha. oh well.I felt bad cause I rushed Mike out of there.. cause I thought we'd have to get some stuff from a car store, but then dad just said nvm and he'd check it tomorrow. bahhh.

back to his house we went. ate. all that good stuff. I left at 10:30.got home at 11. been txting Sean. annddd well... thats about it really. just wanted to update, but i dont feel like doing much more.

It's still friday to me. 3 mins till midnight. teeheee.

I have to work on Sat, unfortuneately. 4:30-10:30, again. =[ not my idea of a good saturday. but, I guess Sean is coming in to visit me again. So, that may make things a little exciting. I dont even read magazines anymore and i actually hate them now, but ..I did find myself getting into some.. after there was no more work for me to do.

ohhh.. and one of our computers took a shit, I believe. Which sucks.. cause.. I was doing my homework on there and have some of my papers saved on there. think the only good thing about that is that I did print them both out. And, I may have only posted one. So.. I'll prob have to retype it and junk. blahhh.