-
Well well well..
Marcotte87 24
heeey you! i see youre not overly active on the site… -
Well well well..
Sme 28
Oyy I have very obviously not been on here in a whi… -
Well well well..
Sugar_xxx 26
You finally made an entry!! Lol. That sucks Jewel s… -
It's all just too much
KKzMissShrtcake 26
I figured they would fire him. Like I said, falling… -
It's all just too much
Sugar_xxx 26
Aww, that sucks Mike got fired. I hope he can find …
CommentsShow all Subscriptions (2)Statistics
I'm still alive, don't worry.So, its been like a year since I've written in here. I really did mean to get back here sooner. But, sometimes I actually get so exhausted I dont even want to sit on the computer. Sometimes I get too lazy to even respond, and sometimes that's why my responses suck. Blah. It's so freaking lame. Guess I'll start with the job stuff. I had my training all last week Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. Everything went fairly well. Except, I got yelled at my first night by this old lady. I thought I gave her more change that I should have and so did she. But, she started getting really pissed cause everyone was mixing up their words and not paying attention to each other all to find out that I missed like two pennies and she spazzed over two pennies. I felt bad cause I kept building up the lines and we had to open another register. I think they usually only have one person at the register, which.. I dont know why. But, things would go so much smoother if that were the case. But, whatever. It was kinda sad to get yelled at the first day. But, whatever. I got most things down pat by now. Some things I'm still a little iffy with. But, in time I think everything will work out okie. haha. Takes time to become a pro, I hear. But sometimes even the people working there forever forget how to use their registers. So, meh. On the last day of training.. they trained me in cosmetics with this crazy ass lady. ahaha. She was pretty fun. I did think it was interesting though that most women there only had boyfriends and none were married, even the older woman. *shrugs* Dont know why I've been pointing it out. Just seems weird to me for some reason. haha. But.. then I went in on Saturday to the new store to help set up some more. That was so dumb. I was there for five hours. The manager just left and said I could leave whenever and never told me when I had to be back there again. So, I called in on Monday and found out my schedule. I work tomorrow, Saturday, and then Tuesday thus far. Kinda queer that I close each of those days. I'd much rather not have night shifts..ish. But, what can I do? heh. The story officially opens tomorrow. So, we'll see how much business we get the first day. Im only kind of excited. haha. Hoping they have a better system than the one I trained at though. Blah. School is just lovely. Midterms are coming up soon. And all my teachers are trying to shove a bunch of work in before spring break, so we have nothing to do over spring break. Which could be good and bad. haha. Im not really too excited about those tests though, I won't lie. But, oh well. School ends in the end of May. Cant complain about that. =P Except, I did sign up for two more courses in the summer. I was going to do three, but I didnt want to owe extra money aside from what I already owe from my loan. And the neat thing is that those courses are only two months long. I've never taken summer courses before. Really hoping they dont try to shove a ton of information in there very quickly, but Im thinking that might be how it turns out. We'll find out that. Classes start on my birthday though, which is kinda funny. The only good thing about that though is that they're only online classes. =P Saving myself some gas money there. woo! I like online classes anyways. The puppies are doing marvelous too. =D They're getting so big so fast. oh my goodness! I did take more updated pictures, but of course I havent uploaded them yet. This time it was actually because someone took the camera. But, I have it back now... so.. now its just cause Im lazy that I havent uploaded them yet. haha. They're so darn cute though. They're starting to be able to walk now. They still dont have complete strength in their legs though, so they're still really wobbly. Its quite adorable, even though Im sure they're pissed when they fall down. hehe. And they're growing little teethers also. They're rough with each other already too. Becoming very playful; quite adorable. But, of course my dad isn't excited. We have them in this little kid pool right now and they're already trying to escape it, and this time they're coming closer to escaping. So, dad's not excited that they'll be running around soon and we'll have to watch SIX of them. oy. That will be a pain,I wont lie. heh. But, I enjoy seeing them grow. Oh, they have eyeballs now too. =] I dont think I mentioned that yet. But, thats exciting. =] I do have a whole nother big fat topic that I want to discuss. But, I figured I'd take it easy for right now and just do a little update to spare you all. =P And if Im feeling froggy, after this I'll write it out more and you all should be prepared for another one of my infamous rants. Aha! Exciting, I know!!!!! (not really) As far as the previous information I posted though - I do agree that it is like a guard that I put up. Or try to put up. Before I started dating Mike, I didnt want to date anymore and I did have a HUGE guard up. He helped me believe that there were better guys out there, but then he fell right down the hole with the rest of them with the shit he pulled on me. And, I'm just scared I'm going to become oblivious to it, you know? I think if I let go enough that I wont see the hints and if I dont ask questions, I wont ever get answers and he wont ever tell me cause I never asked. And the sad part is that sometimes he really does have that kind of mentality. So, I become the annoying paranoid girlfriend because he doesnt tell me enough and I ask a billion questions that make me appear insecure about myself. Sometimes I am insecure about myself and that is a serious problem, but Im working on it. I just dont see how Im supposed to forgive so easily. We're so alike, but yet with some things we're very differently. We view some things differently and as far as forgiving and forgetting go - we are kind of the opposite. Or moreso our coping methods are the opposite which is really weird to me. He says "the past is the past" while I'm saying "you cant always forget the past and forgive so easily" Yes, everything happens for a reason. But, if he really wanted to change and mean the words he said he wouldn't have done some things he did more than once and he wouldnt have had to lie about anything to begin with. So, the things he's done do stick with me and it is hard to forget and hard to try to forgive him easily when it really did hurt. The hard part is that we view those things differently. He doesnt believe he should have to reassure me sometimes, but I think a lot of girls just like to have that reassurance and I'm one of them. I do sometimes still get mad for the things he's done and its true, I DO expect him to know what would upset me and what wouldn't. Especially ... since we've been dating for so long. He should know be just like the back of his hand. Seriously. I know what makes him tick, and I think he should know what makes me tick. And I believe anything that you cant tell your partner, is probably valid information that they SHOULD know. I just really cant get over the lying bit. And the fact that he's lied so much to me.. but doesnt know that I know as much as I really DO know is what bothers me. Cause then he'll think he can get away with it cause I cant see what he does. He can say one thing to me, but other things to another girl and that he did. So, when he wonders why Im so paranoid and insecure.. its simple because he did do things behind my back. I still worry about it sometimes and I honestly dont blame myself. I never thought he'd do that to me. I never thought he'd have a reason to, but he did. So how am I supposed to react to that? Surely Im not just gonna be okie with it and pretend like it never happened, cause then I think he would have even more of an incentive to do it all over again.. knowing he could get out of it. And, I dont like that. I dont knowww. It was actually a year and nine months for us again on Sunday too. Gotta say that things are going pretty smoothly for us though. Im very happy with him, as I think he is very happy with me. Otherwise.. you know, we prob wouldnt be together still. But, idk. I worry sometimes. Some days more than others. But, we're good. We'd be better, probably, if he had a job and a car. But we're working on those things right now. heh. I think Im done for now. Im sick of typing. haha. And, I think Im gonna go shower. =P Gotta get up early tomorrow for school. Booo. Im still trucking alongTuesday, March 10 -- I went to school till 10:45. I told my dad I'd show up to the other house right after school to help clean up for the inspector to come the next day. I had plans to bring Mike with me to help. I figured the more help the better anyways. I called him at 11 and I just had barely woken him up. I tried to buy him time by getting myself some food and then going to get him. Course, when I got there he still hadn't showered. He said he got distracted reading stuff on this magic forum er something. which i dont know why, since he sold all his magic cards again. but, whateva! So, I had to wait for him to shower. pretty lame. And then we finally left to the other house. Talked with my dad a wee bit. and we went upstairs to start cleaning. We basically spent.. prob like two hours er so.. however long we were there cleaning just the kitchen and the stairs. Candi was there too and she vaccumed like every room in the time it took both of us to do the kitchen. I think thats sad. or there was just that much to clean in the kitchen? idk. haha. but, oh well. After that I went to take Mike home. I chilled with him for a little bit. and then left... idk when. I went to get gas and then picked up a pizza for Nick and I and then went home. ate. showered. all that good stuff. nothing exciting really happened. ive been more exhausted lately. and idk if thats cause of all the running around, or im just not getting enough sleeps. idk. its so crazy. I do feel all over the place though.. with very little time to do anything. I cant wait for things to slow down er something. its too much for me. haha. I kinda liked not going to school and not having all these thousands of things to do. oy. I cant really remember anything else exciting that really happened though. =/ erm. Besides the puppies teeths are getting sharper. I swear it was just the other day I noticed they were starting to have teeth form and now they're getting sharper and growing more. blah. It's still so cute when they try to walk though. I also found a new favorite. I cant remember if I mentioned that. Dad doesnt want to hear about it, of course. haha. He says we wont pick one (if we keep any) until they get a bit older to see ore of their personalities. But, I was holding this one and cuddling him and we played around. he was trying to be mad, it was cute. And I went to put him back with his sleeping siblings and he was just sitting there all confused looking at me. And I was calling him over to me and he walked right to me. =D I was esctatic. bwahaha. It was cute. We has special bond. haha. Wednesday, March 11 -- I had school. Nothing too excited happened there. I txted Sean in the middle of class and talked to Mike a wee bit during class too. =P Aha! Sean really wants to visit me at work. So, I told him my work schedule. He wants to just come in and buy something. I think he'd be wasting gas if he did that. So, if I find a good time to take my break I could spend my half hour with him. *shrugs* Guess we'll see how that goes though. Uhm..Mike's been a pain in the ass not being able to decide what he wants to do again. I hate it cause then I'll make decisions and he won't like them, but yet he still never wants to decide. Freaking lame! I had to take my car into Merlin's again to get the transmission oil er something like that changed. Guess my dad wasn't coming with me this time, so he told me to get Mike and make him wait with me. I always find it ironic how I'm not supposed to hang out with him when no one's home, but yet they're putting us in positions where we can hang out alone and where I need to pick him up when no one's at home. hah. So, I went to get out money at Jewel and then went and picked Mike up. We waited for like an hour-ish at Merlin's. Then he told me he had stories to tell me. Story 1 - him and Max went out for Taco bell last night at like 1am. And he got home at like 2 er something and then stayed up till like 3 er whatever. pretty interesting and random. Story 2 - Max had called Mike with this huge story. Basically his brother and this girl, Katie, played a trick on him and said there was some kind of emergency with his brother and so Max rushed over to them.. to turn out that Karissa was in a car.. desperately wanting to talk to him. And Karissa is his ex girlfriend, whom he's cheated on Sara (his current gf) with numerous times. And he's been ignoring her and they tricked him into talking with her for a little bit and now he's all confused about what to do. And he doesnt wanna let go of her, but he knows if he talks to her Sara will get mad. and he "really" likes Sara and doesnt wanna ruin their relationship.. bla bla bla. So,we've got Mike here trying to give advice. And the advice he gives.. seriously makes me wonder what kind of person he really is sometimes. And we almost had this huge argument in the car because of what he said. And he's trying to argue with me that just because you cheat on someone it doesn't mean that you dont REALLY like them. And I swore to him if he did that, I'd kill him. hah Or if he ever tried to pull that shit, I'd be gone. I dont believe you can REALLY like someone and then turn around and cheat on them and come back and pretend like everythings okie. It's just not right. So, Mike's telling Max to try to take a break with Sara and fuck the shit out of Karissa till he 'gets it out of his system' and then find a way to go back to Sara. That's ridiculous. And he's just trying to justify Max's actions and that's not right at all. Max is having a hard time because he wants a back up chick. He doesnt want to let go of Karissa, but he wants to be with Sara. Noooo. So, that really bothered me. And, Mike likes to use this Junior cheating thing against me. I did openly admit.. even if I did cheat on Junior with him..I still do feel very strongly about the topic and I voiced my opinion very loudly and clearly. So then he's like, "oh so you're a hypocrite then." So.. call it how you will. I admitted to doing it, I know it was wrong. I do regret it... kind of. It was good times. But, we all make mistakes. Im not perfect. Max, on the other hand, knows very darn well what he's doing and I think he loves it all. But, it was irritating to see Mike just trying to shut me down.. saying he doesnt want to hear anything else out of my mouth about the topic ever. And he tried to say if he cheated on me how would I know if he really liked me or not, that he still could like me and cheat on me. Thats bullshit. Ugh. So, after our waiting we went back to his house. I had to get the heck outta there, cause the boss was coming soon. The workers there really fuck with the entire system. aha. Its horrible. So, I hadda run. Then, of course, he's trying to push himself all over me. And lately.. I havent wanted to do anything. I dont wanna be touched. I dont wanna... eh.. I just wanna chill. And I push him away and whatever and it'd almost be as if I was cheating on him. Like... I dont wanna do things with him, because I had things from other people. Thats how bad it is, but its not even like that. He did say he thought I was cheating on him, I think he was joking.. but,I think it was for another reason also. Ehhh. Idk. Probably cause I freaked myself out also... doing physical things just seems so unappealing right now. Arg. I'll never do that again. Blah. I did give him like 20 minutes. haha. And then Curt got home and I left shortly after that. We didn't even hang out for very long. I actually didnt think we were gonna hang out at all with the way he was acting. Seemed like he didnt wanna hang out, even. Then he said all this stuff about wanting to play WoW and he keeps saying he has no time to play WoW anymore. And then he was gonna go apply to places online at his Gma's house at 7. And raiding was at 7:30. So, I left earlier to give him his time and whatever. plus, I hadnt eaten anything and I was starving. I came home and made food and then tried to do stuff for school. I was gonna make out some study guides, but I really dont feel like doing any of it anymore. I got some things accomplished. Then, Ive been cuddling with puppies. And the most ironic thing about Mike.. is that around 6:30, maybe he sent me a message saying that he'd be back and then he said he was gonna go see a movie with Noel. Just think its kinda funny that he didnt wanna do stuff with me or was so concerned with playing WoW.. but yet he'll go out with Noel like its not a big deal. Ehh. Saturday is Noel's birthday and he wanted to hang out with Mike to celebrate. So, idk if today is gonna make up for his birthday or not. Since apparently.. if they hung out Doug and Takendra would prob come and they'd all go out to eat and Mike "doesnt really like them" so.. who the hell knows. I just know that I have to work..so, idk whats gonna happen with that. Ehh. So.. Mike's still gone. Im just trying to keep my brain occupied. Thought I could fit some writing in here. The inspector came today to the other house. We called the other day and she said she wouldnt have to inspect it if the house was empty, which it is. She only had to inspect it if people were living there, which they wont believe us that we're not renting it out to people and that theres not anyone living in there. So, she said she didnt have to. But she came and inspected it anyways actually. So, now my dads freaking out cause we dont really know whats going to happen with that. We just have to wait and see now. which sucks. but, we did get alot accomplished in just like a week and a half that we've been back to working on it. bitches hopping in my tahoeee.Monday, March 9 -- Had school from 11-12:15. It was slightly interesting. Talking about phobias and whatnot in the midst of the "learning" chapter. It was kinda neat. After school, I got home and wasnt able to do much but work for the parentals. Kinda depressing since I do have school stuff that I need to get done and I havent had time to sit down and do any of it yet. I got my papers done. I need to touch them up, I think and then that'll be good to go. But, I have a quiz to take in human services that Im scared to take. The chapter is like 30-40 pages long and there's only 10 questions.. so lord only knows that prob wont turn out well. I never have patience, so that doesnt help either. blah. I had to call Walgreens to find out when I worked next. I like how Jim never even told me or never bothered to. Bah. Took me like 10 mins of being on hold to get the number for the new store too. How pathetic. The website doesnt have the right number and I called a diff Walgreens and asked for Jim and this guy didnt understand me and he's like, "no this is Walgreens" and he hangs up. Wtf. lol. But, turns out.. I have to work thursday, saturday and tuesday. All 4:30-10. Which is closing, basically. So I may not get out till like 10:30.. the latest. Blah. Only good thing is that I still have a good amount of days to see Mike. So,I guess that's exciting. My mom was calling the college to figure out wtf is going on with my loan and summer courses and whatnot. I think I can only fit two more classes into the loan. I had to fill some other paper out and then call them when they send some paper and tell them to use loan money to pay for the summer courses. So, now I'm gonna be taking English 102 and Intro to Sociology. I wanted to take a whole lot more for summer to be caught up a little. but, oh well. So, thats under control now. Happy that that's over. I did have to make a payment of 113.00 to keep the classes though for whatever reason. Ehh. So, I worked/helped my mom with the rest of the stuff. And then I was trying to work on school stuff and heard that dad wanted everyone to go to the other house to help. So, as soon as my mom got home we all got ready to leave. The inspector comes on Wednesday at 10am. So, we're trying to get done as much as we possibly can before she comes. I think all we have left to do is sanding and cleaning up the messes that we made everywhere from sanding. Dad has to put all the light thingers up, put lights up for the outside, and put the numbers back on the house. And the reason to cover up the electric is because in order to do electric (and plumbing too, i think) you have to have a permit to do it. And they'll see new electric done in an old ass house and thats not acceptable. So, we're beating the system. Because, Im pretty sure the city or someone has to approve it being done too.. they need to know everything. but, they dont know. And the guy that did it tore up the sidewalk and made his whole there with the electric. So, dad has to make up some huge ass lie that the lady hopefully believes because we could end up getting fined for that or go to court or something. And something else about how they might make dad go to "class" for two weeks to learn to become a landlord, which is dumb cause we havent rented the house out in forever. And they've been changing the provisions of some laws as they go, so we got thrown under the bus, basically. that's a bummer. I dont think there's that much left to do though. Painting happens after sanding. And then prob. little things after that. I cant wait to be done with that house though. ugh. Got home close to 10. And.. still didnt get anything else done. haha. i showered. talked to Mike. been watching tv. I meant to try to do some school work. but, ehh. And, I just made a busy schedule for myself tomorrow/today too. (although, its still monday to me right meow) I told dad that if he was at the other house I'd go right after I get outta school at 10:45. I got Mike to volunteer to help also. So, Im gonna pick him up at some point too. And, idk what my moms gonna do. she may come too. but, we shall see. Idk how long that stuff is gonna last. haha. we shall see. I felt bad for not being there to help as much as everyone else there. I dont mind cleaning up the messes. I just hate sanding. bleh. I do know that you're required to have a break if you have a six hour shift or more. And the more you work.. you get like two 15 min breaks or one 30 min break, I believe. I think I was supposed to have a break the first day, but half the time I was on the computer. So, I never took one. And then the second day of training they told me that I HAD to take a break, I didnt even have the choice of not taking one. So, I think it is the same system everywhere. I feel so lame cause I'm still new to the whole job life though. haha. Almost like people expect me to know how all these things work. The only plus side, is that I usually do catch onto things pretty fast. There's prob only a few things that I get stuck on about the register. I believe it all comes in time though. ohh welll. I think that tis all that I got for now. Uh ohh Uh ohhhSunday, March 8th -- I hate springing forward. It's so damn lame. So, technically.. I slept in till about 11 today, I think. Pretty late for me. I finally did get time to sleep in though. This is the part where my happy face shows. =D woo! Mike had a wee bit of attitude with me today..cause I wanted to go help my dad work at the other house. Everyone else has been there numerous times and I feel bad that I've yet to be there. Granted, I still do MORE than anyone else. But, still. Mike wasn't happy about it, neither was I. But, we have to get a bunch of things done before Wednesday. Because, on Wednesday the city is coming to do an inspection on the house and we have to cover up the fact that we have new electric done and stuff like that. It's only half good because it pushes us. But, not good because there's so much to do and so little time. But, ah well. I went and picked Mike up and then we went straight to the other house. We had one job to do and that was to scrap the paint off like 16 windows front and back and then sand the doors and the frame around it that was in my old bedroom. I think we left close to 6ish. Everything was going pretty darn swell. Cant complain about much, really. And he had a good attitude the whole time we were there too and didnt complain about anything. It's a nice change to see him being the one to push me to do stuff also. But, we stopped at Portillos on the way home for dinner.. cause Candi made Chili for dinner, and I dont eat that stuff. So, ehh. We sat around for awhile though. Didnt really do too much. Kinda seems like I havent seen him in so long though. =/ Er like things have changed a wee bit, but yet they really havent. If that even makes sense. =/ I dont know. It was interesting cause when we were talking earlier he said he wanted to come over, but he didnt want to spend the whole time playing street fighter again with my brothers. And then while we were sitting on the couch he was trying to be all cute and asked me if he could go in and watch the boys play and/or play a game. So, I was like okie go then. And he got up and kissed me and said "you're the most amazing girlfriend/possible wife" kinda.. caught me off guard there. heh. I took him home a wee bit after that. Kinda weird that our car conversations are always really amazing and most times, meaningful. not just jibberish like it usually is online. Im always so sad when we have to part and stop our convos cause.. seems like we never talk like that anywhere else but in the car. =/ and, I did tell him that. and he said we do talk at his house, which is true. but, idk. its depressing cause we talk about important things for a good 30 mins and then it all ends and we never bring it up again. ahh. oh well. So.. thats that really. I called Randy on my way home and talked to him through most of the ride back. Ohh yess and it was Mike and I's 1 year 9 month anniversary. How epic, eh? We talked about "us" too a wee bit in the car. quite interesting cause it somehow led up to the past situations and about us breaking up or possibly breaking up and what happens after that. And he always says that everything he said to other girls while we were apart, he never meant it. And i still dont know if i believe that, he says he did all of that just to piss me off. But, i honestly dont know why he would. Guess he said... he knew that when I would hang out with Nick.. it wasnt just to be with Nick, so maybe he did use it against me because he really wasnt doing much more with himself? idk though. I really dont. I dont know if i'll ever understand everything. He's still mad that I dated Junior after I said, JUST AS WELL AS HE SAID, that we wouldnt date for quite some time. And he said that too, but I KNOW he was the first one to even talk about another chick. But, whateva! dont wanna get into that even more,I'll never shut up. hah. Just interesting stuff, really. I do love being with that boy though. And Im amazed its been so long and that we've been able to come out of so much together as well. heh. I dont know when I work next. =/ Damn people dont know how to do their jobs. kinda dont wanna go back though. haha. Mike says that makes me a bad employer already. haha. and the sad part is that i dont even have to work. which I guess I could go without it. but, I wanna try/be able to pay for stuff myself and take a load off the parents in any way that I can to help and that is half the reason I got a job. heh. so, idk. I guess im going to call tomorrow and see when I should go in next. Im gonna bet he's gonna want me on like a wednesday er some shit just to ruin my week. ugh. but oh well. guess we shall see. I got school stuff I gotta work on. awhole ton of stuff. midterms are soon. and spring break is in two weeks too. =P only half excited. but ive still got too much work/things to do beforre that. bleh. oh yess and at that store there is a breakroom actually. I just never took one. Technically, I did deserve one. But, I did computer work for like the first three hours er so and then I actually trained on my feet for the rest of the time. and.. then by that time it was time for me to leave. so, ehh. but the place I trained at was a Walgreens closer to my house. The new one.. I didnt go to until Saturday.. and its interesting because its completely different from the one I trained at. hah. the one I trained at.. the break room was way way in the back right by their public bathrooms. then there was a storage room. and then there was their office. And at the new one the office and the breakroom are connected and then theres a tiny storage room. but the setup is really different. i notice changes already, which could be good actually. heh. but, oh well. this'll come up as monday already. its 12:30. I should be sleeping probably. =P Got school tomorrow at 11. blehhh. P.s. I readdddd that the new Eminem cd comes out May 19th. AND ....annddd... ANNNDDD..he's coming out with another nother onee before the end of the year also, aside from the one coming out in May! How freaking epic is that? I sure hope the cd actually comes out this time. haha. Im so cited! You just hit the lotto!I skipped Feb 27th and 28th. Cause... I kinda dont even remember what I did. The most I do know is that Mike and I hung out both days. I was at Mike's on Friday. And on saturday, he was probably at my house. Ehhh. All good though. Im quite surprised that I remember all these things though about my days. Makes me glad that my brain can go back that far though, seriously. =P The puppies are doing swell, incase you were wondering. They're still getting bigger. Gaining more weight. They're healing well from their surgery also. cant complain there. Their eyeballs are starting to open. Some of them have both eyes open. Others have only one. some are just barely opening. very cute. and they're starting to gain more strength and trying to walk on all fours now. =P very cute to see them try to walk and stuffs. haha. very cute. and course.. they're poo'ing on their own now too and stuffs. Ellie seems depressed and worn out. heh. She leaves them a lot more now too. still very protective of them though. And vince is more interested in them. He's still scared of them. but, he'll watch over them. and he'll sniff them and try to be around them too. heh. pretty cuteeee. its been like a year since ive updated. but, between school... work.. michael and puppies. I stay pretty darn busy now. plus sometimes i dont feel like writing. =P but, here's my gigantic update for you. Monday, March 1 -- I had class 11-12:15. I think we got out early-ish kind of. I had my first day of training from 1-7. I went straight from school to work. I could have got food too. but sadly, I was lame and didnt. I got there super early. haha. Just talked to Mike the entire time I was waiting though. I went in kinda early..hoping to start earlier and get done earlier. never happened that way though. I still stayed for the whole time. I did computer stuff for like the first three hours. it was mostly reading stuff and getting tested on it. and learning about the place and procedures and stuff like that. it was annoying. And then I got out to start training at the register. This guy, Edgar, trained me. He was a cute kid. Trained me fairly well too. He worked with me well and helped me to overcome my worries and anxiety and calm me down. =P Aha. Good kid though. I got yelled at my first day too. haha. How epic is that? It was by this old ass customer lady though. I was giving her change. It was like 93 cents. And, I thought for sure I gave her too much. I stopped counting after awhile and just threw some pennies in there too. And she counted it and counted it and started freaking out. I asked her if I gave her too much and she thought I did She lashed out on me though because apparently I missed two pennies. She counted it, Edgar counted it, she tried to get the lady next to her to count it and agree with her. And she said "im just trying to be honest" - that was when she thought i gave her too much. then she yelled "IM SAYIN SHE DONT KNOW WHAT SHE DOIN" yeah.. thx.. thats why people TRAIN to learn stuff. Yeahh. but, oh well. Edgar told everyone.. and everyone reacted the same way. Wondered waht her problem was and why she over reacted over two pennies. but, whatever. I never got a break. Left at 7. and that was that, really. Tuesday, March 2 -- I cant remember what else that I could have done, besides school from 9:30-10:45. Not much could have happened, really. haha. Besides sitting on my rump. I know Mike and I were going to try to hang out, since I had to work on Wednesday. I wouldnt see him till Friday. He didnt think we could hang out cause of his rents, and... we didnt. So, that's whatever. heh. I really cant remember anything else that happened. ugh Wednesday, March 4 -- Had school 11-12:15. That went by rather quickly. turns out our next test in Psych - is going to be open book again. Im excited about that. Im pleased with my first grade. So, hoping this one will turn out better or at least somewhat of the same. heh. I was supposed to hang out with Steph and Tehgin to get coffee. I ended up getting out of class at 12. I went to Meijer to waste some time and pick something up. Called Mike on my drive home. I actually ended up seeing Mike's mom too while I was in my car pulling away. haha. that was weird/scary considering...what I went there for. but, oh well. So, then I just went home. The girls and I were supposed to hang out at 1:30. I went home to wait and Steph txted me and said Tehgin txted er and said she had a manager meeting at 2. So, she couldnt come. So, we're hopefully rescheduling that date. So... I did whatever.. I cant remember till I had training at 4:30. Soo that was interesting stuff. I did the register the whole day and learned how to "close." I think this one guy was giving me shit about his ciggarettes, but otherwise everything went well. Some coupon didnt work for this other guy buying ciggs too and i felt bad. lol. He waited nicely and patiently, but the lady behind him was really pissed. Oh well. My mom had taken my car to go to the other house to help work, so I had to wait for her to pick me up. pretty lame. We didnt get out till about 10:30. This chick waited with me, which I felt bad for. But ah well. Nothing much more exciting. Thursday, March 5 -- I had school 9:30-10:45. I got to sit around a whole lot. I actually think I wrote my papers this day. I had some free time, finally. So, I made good use of my time. Aside from that.. I had more training to do at Walgreens. I started at 4:30 again. A good amount of time was spent at the register, and then all the sudden they decided to train me in Cosmetics. It was quite interesting. Pretty sure they do a lot more work than anyone else though. heh. which is kind of a bummer. But, they sure can rack in a lot more money if they really try. I still dont know where im going to be placed. My name tage says service clerk. so, i assume thats where i get placed. but, who knows. *shrugs* The night went a whole lot faster though for some odd reason. Called Mike during my break. We actually got out earlier than last time, which was lovely. probably cause they had a cleaning service there- that consisted of two polish people, probably husband and wife- that cleaned the whole entire place.So, we got to leave earlier. Good stuff. Got home. Had some subway. lol. and went to bed by 12. Oh yah.. and this girl came up to me and told me this guy just walked out with a box of m&m's (lol..I wrote Eminem first =P ) Turns out it was like the huge box with just the regular little bags of them in there. And then... turns out the guy came in like three diff times within like 15 mins and took something everytime. I felt bad cause I was at the register and never noticed the description or the guy coming in and out either.Kinda hard to pay attention to people coming in, when customers get pissy so fast and so easily. arg. Friday, March 6 -- My first day to sleep in - and I had no luck at all. My mom woke me up at 10 saying that I needed to watch the dogs cause her and my dad were leaving. So, I was the only one home. It was quite depressing actually. I was so looking forward to sleeping in. But, nooo. Dan had his wisdom teeth taken out this here day. Sucks for him =[ But, the plus side is that everything went well. I was enjoying my quiet time alone at the house while it lasted anyways. I tried to get my papers together for school. Then had to deal with Ellie's muddy freaking self. ugh. She decided to play in mud and had clumps of mud lodged inbetween her toes and I even found a rock in there. ugh. so annoying. Then of course, Mike was being difficult about what we'd do for the day. It took like a billion hours to figure it out.. by a billion, I mean till like 5. I was pissed cause I still had to get gas.. so it'd be like an hour before I even got to his house. And thats pretty much what happened. Some reason everything seemed pretty awkward. I'm not even really sure why. I was thinking it, but Mike actually said it and I felt really bad for the whole entire situation. We were just laying together and.. had some conversation and then had a lack of conversation. Ehh. A lot of silence.. it was kinda weird. He thought I thought he was mad and... all this random stuff. Bleh. It was weird. i had up and down moods the entire time, and he hated it. He didnt understand. haha. Half the time, I dont either. But... it made me cry a little. And the whole thing made him really angry and moody. And, he kept hitting things and... I felt like a little kid hearing someone get abused er something. I just went to the bathroom and sat there... mostly to relax and slow down my heart rate. but, ehh. Idk. Things were awhole lot better after we ate and.. after we both calmed down. It was pretty weird. I dont even know why things happened that way, really. Aside from me being worried about shit and having more anxiety than I can really handle these days. Sucks ass. I left around 10:20, I think. We were watching the Sandlot while we were eating and once it ended I left. ahaa. Saturday, March 7 -- Sadly, I had to get up at 8 to get ready for good ol work at 9am at the *new* store. All I knew is I was supposed to go there to meet the manager, Jim, and possibly do work.. but Idk what. Turns out he wanted me to dust all the plastic things where the price tags go. I did pretty much 1-7 by myself, plus some of the side things plus the back walls. Another kid was supposed to be doing it too. But, I did more than half the store by myself. After that, I helped this lady, Deanna, do stuff in cosmetics. I made price tags and put them up and then wiped down the whole makeup shelf. Uhh.. and then I cleaned the glass classes that hold the perfumes. Everyone went to take a lunch break and I never went. Thought it'd be pretty weird to go to lunch and get into cars with people I didnt know. Most of them were nice. But, ehh. I'd rather starve. Once my brain is busy though, I totally forget about eating anyways and that's what happened. Then.. I started going through these bins with things that dont have a place and tried to place them. I found places for some of them, but there's still a lot left over. Jim was leaving.. and never said how long I had to stay. Then he said I could leave whenever I wanted. So, pretty much shortly after he left.. I decided to leave. There was like six other people there anyways that could do stuff and that were doing stuff. I got a good five hours er so in. So, Im straight with that. I still wanted to see Mike, so I just left at 2:20. I stopped at BK and got coffee then went to pick Mike up. Then we went back to my house. didnt really do too much. We ate pretty early. And sadly, most of the time he spent time playing games with Dan. And while they did that, I tried to get some reading done for Human Services. This next chapter is uber long and I'm not even like halfway through it. Arg. Then he decided he wanted to leave at 9. So, went to take him home. I got home around 10:10ish. And, now I are here. And everything did go well today, besides him not really spending time with ME. but, ah well. It's technically still Saturday for me. Even though 12 comes soon. But, dont forget we spring ahead on Sundayy. That means I lose an hour of sleep already! how depressing! trying to sleep in on sunday. *crosses fingers* |
|