SatansGift666 , 21

Breaking news is - Seven (my favoritest pup) is opening her eyes. Soon... it will be time for my doom! Once they get their little eyeballs open... they'll be climbing out of the pool in no time and need more attention. Aha! Which, isn't always bad. It's fun.. sometimes to be greeted by seven cute little faces that are so happy to see you. :) I love that little girl though. It's too bad we kept Red. hahaha. Awwww. I like him, only sometimes. lol.

I've neglected writing in here. And this time, its because I actually havent had the time to be on here. I was behind on journals and everything. But, Im still up and functioning.. so, I figured I'd write a little something. Orientation was really lame. This other new girl, Wendy, and I just watched about three videos and signed papers and whatnot and got all our uniform stuff and that was that. My first day on the job was on Monday. I worked 4-9. Of course, most of it was training. Wendy was training right along with me and she liked to jump into everything head first, so I let her be the star of the show. Not to mention, that big slicer really does scare the shit out of me. haha. I think I like to observe things a lot more anyways then just jumping into them so quickly. Before the end of the night I sliced one thing or meat and one thing of cheese. haha. There's a TON of cleaning to be done though. Omgosh! I think it actually makes me not want to clean anything when I get home. haha. Of course, everything needs to be cleaned and it should because you're dealing with food and whatnot. But, jesus! They take like every single machine down and sanitize it and... blehh. And that's a lot of work for two people to do alone. I hope they always have three people working, because two really isn't enough. Especially when they WANT you to be out by nine and nothing over. A lot of those procedures take a lot of time, so its hard to do them correctly and efficiently, without taking your time on it to get every detail. Gah.

My second day was today, I worked 3-9. I actually really hate closing. I was def more hands on this time around though. I sliced a lot of meat and cheeses and dished out salads and chicken. blah. I never realized a deli was so busy. haha. Feels like a fast food place almost. gah. For the first hour and a half though I had to watch videos on the computer about safety things and whatnot and then take a test thinger about everything that I learned. I failed it the first time by 5 freaking percent. But, I took it again and got a 93%. so, whateva! But.. it wasn't too bad. People are still bitchy and snotty and I think thats really horrible. I'll prob have to start saying to every person that Im new and still learning so dont get pissed off at me. One guy kept telling me what he wanted really fast and then left. I thought that was rude. But, Im still learning where everything is in the case and what it is.. and people get mad when I point to the wrong one and dont know what they're talking about. or I'll ask more than one time how much they want or whatever. gahh. It's just ridiculous. STUPID DELI RETAIL GARBAGE! I learned a lot more about the closing procedures though and thats really no fun at all. I hope I dont have to close a lot, cause I really don't like it. Im kind of happy cause on the weekend I work 10-2 on Sat and then 2-6 on Sunday. So that means no closing for me. =D woo! Im interested in seeing how my schedule turns out for the next week too. It's weird having a job that I actually stay busy in though too. Its an awkward change for me. Like.. I cant pick up my phone anymore when it rings, or I cant txt people while I'm "working." haha. So many restrictions. Gah! The one thing that hasnt changed though is that Im still not getting a break. That gets old. Cause.. sometimes I would like to sit on my butt, but nooo!

Ooohhh. Anddd, Steph txted me saying that her manager wanted me to come in for an interview at 4:30. (yesterday, Thursday) But, I had to work.. obviously.. so I couldnt tend to that interview. I volunteered to come in earlier, but said I had nothing going on for tomorrow/today. (=friday, technically) So, I have an interview at 1:00pm. I'm a wee bit excited. It's still going to be more retail which Im prob going to really hate. BUTTTT, at this point if I could score [B] TWO JOBS [/B] with being let go and all that'd be amazing. I dont know yet if its for those temporary positions or if she's considering me to be a regular or what, I guess I'll find out in the midst of the interview. So, I dont exactly want to quit Jewel if Im only gonna be a temp at the other place and whatever. But, we'll see what we can do. Hopefully.. I can get something worked out and hopefully she likes me enough and this whole background crap on me won't be a problem. I think Steph said they do [do] them, and I know its going to come up now, Im pretty sure. So...*shrugs* We shall see. I think Im getting my hopes up too high though. Im afraid Im just going to completely bomb this and then I'll be lame cause I missed out on a job at Tehgin's work, and that was a fast food place. haha. Idk. *crosses fingers* Guess I can just put my bestest smile on and hope for the best and hopefully she knows that two Stephanies are better than one. =D bwahaha.

I think next semester I shouldn't try new things in school. haha. I honestly am never happy with my class choices. Okay, I was happy my very first semester, but that was it. I guess my Translation teacher decided that the course was not for me because I was not fluent in any other language. Some other lady contacted me and asked me like a thousand questions about what I planned to do like it was her god damn business! I choose my own classes, damnit! The messed up part is that NO WHERE did it say you had to be fluent in another language. I even talked about this with my counselor and looked it up in the catalog and it said nothing. And now they're saying it won't be for me because I probably won't be able to do/pass the homework. So, they recommended that I dropped it. And since the chance to enroll in other courses was all closed - I had to fill out an enrollment appeal form to try to get into classes that have started already. I guess the school decided they would deny my request, which is horse shit because it wasn't even my fault and now they're punishing me. They think it'd be better if I enrolled in late start classes or telecourses. Which, telecourses.. you get a set of DVD's and you have to watch them all and then take three tests at a campus, and I think that's all the work you have to do. I didnt really want to do that, but I figured I would try it.. see how it goes. I only found one late start class anyways and I'm already in that because I switched that from my Spanish course. And... I dropped out of the Healthcare Interpretting one. Some of those teachers are so fucking dumb. Omg! I just feel like I'm wasting my time with school right now. Or, Im just really really unhappy with my courses and college isn't that exciting anymore. Im ready for the next semester to start, already. All these teachers need to learn how to do their jobs better and be up to date like they expect us to be. Whateva! That place is bullshit. Everyone treats me so unfairly. Ugh.

Anywaysss.. uhm.. idk. I think that's about all I've got to really update on. I sent out a check for that fine on the 1st. Im not sure how long it takes to send stuff to FL. I had five days left before my twenty days was up. So, I hope if its like a day late or so... I wont get penalized for it. And if I do.. that's bullshit. I prob should have done it sooner rather than waiting. But, heyyy... I did just become jobless, so they can fuck themselves. Im kind of glad that its out of the way... but, I think it still sucks for things in the future. But... I'd be really glad if I could score another job with all thats happened and maybe if she sees that, she could let me explain or at least give me a chance. Idk. I got a letter from CVS showing me what the background check looks like. I applied there and it says they're required to send you this stuff when it shows up so you know about it . It said they did it for pre-employment. But.. then again, they were one of the places listed on that sheet. So.. idk. I worry too much about these things. Im a horrible worry-er. gahhh.

I think Im gonna stop before I get myself all worked uppp.